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[I don't know why we all hang on to something we know we're better off letting go. it's like we're scared to lose what we really don't even have.Some of us say we'd rather have something than nothing at allbut the truth is...to have something halfway is harder than not having it at all.
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ts really beautiful emotion_kirakira
As she lays her head down at night, She wonders why all the thing's that have made her so strong have faded into the backround. How all the people she helped do not seem to care.
As she lays down at night she wonders why.
As she cries and looks to the sky. Asking god if she can be the person she was.
She had so many things going for her. She asked god if she was meant to be here then can he please show her!
One day Kylah was walking down the street. Thinking of everything that was happeneing. She sat down by the lake as she always did. Looking at the water. And said in a whisper to her self, "If only they knew who I was. Who I truely was." She sighed and stared at the water.
Kylah was not your average teen. She has problems. She would be happy one minute and sad then next. She was diagnosed with many disorders at a young age. She began drinking and using drugs at the age of 11. Kylah would tell everyone she was fine when she wasn't. She was not one to tell her feelings. If there was something wrong she would brush it off as she was fine. And nothing was wrong. When people asked she would lie and say I am ok. When people needed help she was the one who was there to help them. Kylah always wondered why not one of those people were there for her! She didnt understand. She was there for them everytime they needed her.
Kylah sat there staring at the water. And began to wonder, "Why did no one fight for me. To tell them what's wrong. Why do they give up so easily? I do not understand I am there for them I drag it out of them! I make them wanna live! Why didnt anyone do that for me?"
Kylah began to leave the water and headed home thinking of all the things that she wanted to erase. Kylah began to weep. And wonder if anyone would ever realize what she was. And who she was. They all seen Kylah as a un happy person. When Kylah had many happy moments. Kylah wondered if they would ever see that she has problems. And she wishes they would understand and embrase her for them! That she is a person to. She has come a long way from where she was. She only drinks to stop the pain of seeing everyone so down. Kylah has Stage 4 cancer. And she wishes that her life would be okay till she eventually passes. Kylah has realized she has been fighting for everyone elses happiness! And not her own. She is there for everyone else. But in the end who is there for her. Kylah walks into her house sits down on her bed. Listening to music. And she writes down everything that is bothering her. Hoping that one day someone will come along and see that she is trying to live her life, Just trying to be happy. Making others happy. Not focusing on her self as she should.
i maked the poem myzelf ^^
but the truth is...to have something halfway is harder than not having it at all.