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"To follow knowledge like a sinking star,
Beyond the upmost bound of human thought"

-'Ulysses', Alfred Lord Tennyson

Most epic showdown ever

So Long...

List Time!

In every profile theres going to be a list somewhere, or likes and dislikes, and I thought this sounded like a reasonable idea so i thought I'd make my own- plus itll fill some space and keep my profile vaigly isometric (yay!).

In this event... here goes:

- History!!! (nerrrrddddd)
- People, and psychoanalysing them while others are judging
- Exploring, wombling about to new places, that kinda milarky
- Being Brittish! I'm quite proud of this in a very self-depravating way, as is our nations general view of itself... go us
- Reading Fantasy (but not Twilight, sorry to all those fans out there)
- Anime! it is pretty damn cool
- Art, and seeing other artists work, and plotting how I will eventaully steal it
- Gingers.. apparently I have a fetish for them
- Christianity- I know that sounds all very good-girlish, and a bit dorky but it has recently become an important part of my life, so I think its somthing to celebrate
- Music, and dancing to music crazily
- My best friends, they make my life amazing, really are the cherry on top
- South Africa 2009! Happy Memories
- Still making the most of my childhood while it lasts
- Acceptance
- Forgiveness
- Helping other people, which i try to do as much as possible, though whether Im effective is as yet to be decided
- Accurate Grammer and use of Punctuation
- Dreamin
- Going to gigs with my friends
- My mam, who I can safely say, as cliched as it is, is my hero
- Recieving free arts from my many amazing artist buddies, its brilliant

- Racists, and those who discriminate against good people and generalise them with the bad
- Daddy Long Legs (Eugh!)
- Zombies... I actually have an irrational fear of them, Im not joking
- People who consistently hurt or insult my friends
- When I accidently use the wrong colour paint at that crucial moment when Im painting- it sucks
- Being sticky (dont laugh)


"The fragrent rose and the stinking pen are two aspects of the same existence"
- Buddhist Proverb, from 'Buddhism for Sheep'

"The warrior must learn to use his sword"
- Jin-san

"How doth the little crocodile,
Improve his shining tail,
And pour the waters of the Nile,
On every golden scale!"

- from 'Alice's Adventure in Wonderland', by Lewis Carroll

"The greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love, and be loved in return"
- from the movie 'Moulin Rouge', lyrics from 'Nature Boy' sung by the legendary David Bowie *sobs*

"Theres a point in your life when you realise who really matters, who never did, and who always will"
- from a variety of sources

"Life isn't about finding yourself, it's about creating yourself"
- unknown

Dream Avis


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Welcome to my profile

Dear Gaians,

I'm leaving Gaia and this page is what I leave as my legacy. I had a good time here and a lotta fun but now its time to move on and all that jazz. Live long and prosper, and be excellent to one another.

Peace <3

Yushi-senpai, 2009/12

Konnichiwa Friends Everyone,
I am Yushi-senpai, and Im glad to make your aquaintance

As the name would suggest I am in fact an upper-classman, only got one year until I'm off to Uni to study the best subject in the world- History! I'm so excited- is that sad?. I live in the UK, and am proud to be British in a very cynical way. I like meeting new people, so anyone is welcome to leave me a comment or PM me, but apart from that I also have pre-existing friends about the place, and they're totally awsome. I'm going to keep this brief, but I could potentially carry on for a good while, one of my special abilities is babbling, and coincidentally another one is writing backwards, but I'll admit that ones less useful in most scenarios, though I am still adamantly searching for the ne scenario where it could actually be crucial. Any ideas?

While your thinking about that- Have a Good Day!

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Your aquarium is undergoing maintenance!

This is me filling the awkward silence

Taisetsu ni shitai koto wa itsumo
Kono te no naka wo surinuketeyuku yo
Ate no nai yume dake do
Inochi wo daite utaeba kitto kanau

The things I want to care about
Always slip between my fingers
I believe
In the aimless dreams, but
If I hold to my life and keep singing, they will come true

-from 'Chance To Shine', by Akino

Well well, here we are again- this is the third regeneration of my profile as I have kept on accidently deleting the contents.... clever eh? No worries, I enjoy the creative process of rebuilding it... or atleast I say that since it is near a necessity considering my clumsiness- I've become accustomed to doing everything twice by now ;3

Anyway, back to me (I feel so self-conscious saying that, but deep down I love it really). I think my introduction said it all really... or atleast all i could fit in a box, and other than that I have nothing to say about myself- I'm sure there are odd and interesting quirks I have that I could describe but honestly I can't think of any right now. Typical.

The following arts are both images I adore utterly, forming the basis of my Art collection (also including my signiture and the aviart somewhere to the right), both drawn by two of my very good friends, one on gaia and the other in real life. I hope you adore them as much as I do (it is so nice to be friends with talented artists- the freebies are amazing!):

Just a note:
a)if any artist do happen to wanderby Im very interested in aviart, and I will happily pay
b)im sorry to all my ear friends if ive had to display some of your work in links, but theres just so much wonderful art theres not space to fit it all in! any visitors please check them out, they are amazing


-'Earth' by Yamiswift, an avi-art of both of out avis at the time (I'm the one with blue hair, aka. the angel)


-by PencilDude, a chibi-art of us both in real life (despite him never actually seeing me properly), in historical dress, denoting our shared love of the subject. Here we swapped our favourite times' dress, hes wearing typical Anglo-Saxon chainmail (thatd by my favourite topic- the Dark Ages in Britain), and I'm wearing i particularly fetching 'generic' WW2 uniform (his love of WW2 there).

Kogal Design

-ah yes, this suprisingly enough was done by me, a desin for a kogal uniform of one of my main charaters. DON'T YOU DARE STEAL THIS, IT TOOK ME BLOODY AGES.

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-a piece I'm extremely fond and proud of, this is one of my OCs, Lynus, drawn so beautifully by my dearest Pudding-chan, and by god with skills like that i will be pestering her again for more art haha

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-and behold Pudding-chan has done it again- ain't it just so kawaiiiiiii! <3 <3 <3

We are not now that strength which in old days
Moved earth and heaven, that which we are, we are;
One equal temper of heroic hearts,
Made weak by time and fate, but strong in will
To strive, to seek, to find, and not to yield.

-from 'Ulysses', by Alfred Lord Tennyson

(may I add all the lyrics and quotes I've included here are all from songs/poems that I utterly love- 'Chance To Shine' was the first Japanese song I'd ever heard and I fell in love there, and 'Ulysses' is my favourite poem EVER. Yes- I am a huge nerd, but its totally cool)

My avi- what does it all mean?

As many of you know, or may not know, depending on if you know me well or in fact not at all, anyways, as some of you may know I have a love of symbolism, whether it be in art or literature, and as such I have designed my avi the same. Generally what my avi wears is irrelevent, other than to set the tone, if you like, though the significant part, as with any model in a Pre-Raphealite or Romantic painting will know, is in what my avi is holding, and how the items are positioned on the avi. In this respect they may be corresponding to my mood at any given time. On the other hand I may just have done it to be pretty- you decide.

To make things easier for those of you who aren't neccessarily dab-hands at analysing things, I will endevour to provide a sort of key:
- Kiseru = Knowledge, Wisdom, Mystery
- Pink Rose = Love, especially new love if held close to the face or heart, Memories
- Sheild = Defense, to be defensive, Hidden or Hiding, Protection (different connotations if sheild is held in the hand not in the viewers direct line of sight, aka. behind)
- Sword = Attack, Aggression, Enthusiasm
- Staff = Power, Dignity, Warning (depending on whether its swirling about or not)
- Gilded Rose = Fake Love, Treasured Love, Superficiality (but dammit I had to sell my rose *sobs*)
- Wings = Freedom, a free soul, Spirituality, Wishes come true
- Necklace (Glowing) = Purity, Ability, the future, Potential
- Necklace (Blue) = Control, Repression, Hiding, Blending with the Ordinary
- Fan = Inner-strength, Self-control, Magic, Mystery
- Noodles = Insensibility, Hunger, Contentment, and, err, Noodles
- Sake = Fun Times, Happy Memories, Celebration
[- Expression = Is there a slight smile? Even a teeny one? Self-explanatory]

Note: I will always include some reference to Pandas in my avi, even if it 'doesnt go', though personally I think the monocrome of the animal does well to balance the avi, and the plainess balances the extravegance. Pandas hold a special significance to me, I identify with them a lot in my character, same alternativley with Sun-bears, and it represents a part of me. Lets just say hes my familiar...
Another note is that though my current theme is Goddess I may somtimes take another guise, afterall even goddesses need a holiday haha.

I hope you found that educational, and if not you didnt have to read it, so I have no sympathy for you, but for the rest of you... now you know.

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Chibi Duckling Report | 09/07/2010 6:35 am
Chibi Duckling
cool avi
ShadowIzzy Report | 06/08/2010 10:21 am
if you like this, copy and paste it onto 4 other profiles and press f5

xtjny Report | 03/24/2010 8:09 pm
Aww Hope you come back on to Gaia once in awhile smile
xtjny Report | 03/24/2010 8:08 pm
Happy Birthday Yushi ;]
Yamiswift Report | 01/02/2010 3:39 am
thanks so much dear!!! how you got to be so generous i shall never know...
Yamiswift Report | 01/02/2010 3:35 am
okay-doodles...i'll check that stuffs out in a sec....thanks for the avi change...lol
and you'd betta come visit hull!! i'll drag you there!!

on annother note...guess who i just saw on the net...sammi..she seems happy enough now...*danm now im sad again* ...*sigh*
melinte01 Report | 12/29/2009 9:37 am
hi yushi how are you ?
see i got a katana thank you so much for the help ^_^
Yamiswift Report | 12/29/2009 9:31 am
rite. i've okayed the trade. thanks so much for the stuff dear! its so nice of you.
the north does sound nice, i like the country...the wild...so yeah, im gonna go visit dundee soon so hopefully that shall be fun! And huzza! i shall be near enough to visit youuuus! lol i'll just come pester!
You dont need to worry about new years...you mentioned it in passing at christmas but yh, nothing got organised..dont worry!

ahahaha! my replys to your 'essay' comments always seem so short...maybe i just dont ramble enough!

also, i really like your current avi! its a good one to leave it as so i wont mess with it. i may use it as a ref for drawing tho....is that okay?
Don Piff Report | 12/28/2009 8:08 am
Don Piff
same goes for me you made it fun ....now its a bit pointless and if you still there could you send me your msn ? (don't be afraid if some weird msn adds you )
Don Piff Report | 12/27/2009 8:08 am
Don Piff
thank and hope you had a nice Christmas and have an even better year .............your not leaving yet are you I'd miss all the fun chatting with you .......I am considering leaving myself since I have not that much time anymore and starting work soon, but I won't end it i'll leave the account there and when I fell like checking in I'll do that
Don Piff

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