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HI! My name is sarah and i am in middle school. i love to sing and do gymnastics. Ive been kinda emo lately.....so ive had a short temper and ive cried a lot. ive been going through a lot. dont judge me for that description. pm me and get to no me! Also, emo doesnt mean u dress in gothic clothing, or that u r atheist, it just means that u r extremely dpressed and cant find a way out.


likes:
*reading a really good horror novel all night long
*jacob black
*talking on the phone for hours
*texting someone for hours
*spending the whole day with my friends
*shopping
*singing to random songs on my ipod
*downloading music on my ipod
*home-made presents
*getting asked out
*making new friends
*random acts of kindness
*irony
*truth or dare

dislikes:
*evil unrealistically skinny girls
*edward cullen
*when i get called a dumb blonde
*when my friends and i get mad at each other
*the fact that jacob black is a fictional character
*getting rejected
*chewy candy
* people who treat me like im retarded just because im blonde
*overly hyper annoying wannabes
*being totally ignored by your so called best friends at school
*relationship talk with ex bf's
*awkward silences
*liars
*not knowing things
*preppy people
*people jumping out at me and trying to scare me
*stalkers (ive had quite a few of those...0_o)
*people not txting me back













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MasterChief 679 Report | 04/03/2010 2:36 pm
MasterChief 679
cool
XI BONES IX Report | 02/27/2010 8:44 pm
XI BONES IX
hey beautiful
cnrocks7123 Report | 09/25/2009 8:33 pm
cnrocks7123
WARNING!


THIS

IS

NOT

A

JOKE!

CARRY

ON

READING!

OR

YOU

WILL

DIE,

EVEN

IF

YOU

ONLY

LOOKED

AT

THE

WORD

WARNING!!





ONCE

THERE

WAS

A

LITTLE

GIRL

CALLED

CLARISSA,

SHE

WAS

10

YEARS

OLD

AND

SHE

LIVED

IN

A

MENTAL

HOSPITAL,

BEACUSE

SHE

KILLED

HER

MUM

AND

DAD.





























SHE

GOT

SO

BAD

SHE

STARTED

TO

KILL

ALL

THE

STAFF

IN

THE

HOSPITAL

SO

THE

GOVERMENT

DECIDED

THAT

THE

BEST

IDEA

WAS

TO

GET

RID

OF

HER

SO

THEY

SET

UP

A

SPECIAL

ROOM

TO

KILL

HER,

AS

HUMANE

AS

POSSIBLE

BUT

IT

WENT

RONG

THE

MACHINE

THEY

WERE

USEING

WENT

WRONG.





























AND

SHE

WAS

SAT

THERE

IN

AGONY

FOR

HOURS

UNTILL

SHE

FINALLY

DIED.





























NOW

EVERY

WEEK

ON

THE

DAY

OF

HER

DEATH

SHE

RETURNS

TO THE

PERSON

THAT

READS

THIS

LETTER,

ON

A

MONDAY

NIGHT

AT

12:00

SHE

KREEPS

INTO

YOUR

ROOM

AND

KILLS

YOU,

BUT

SLOWLY

AND

PAINFULLY

SLOWLY

CUTTING

DIFFRENT

PARTS

OF

UR

BODY

THEN

WATCHES

YOU

BLEED

TO

DEATH

IF

YOU

DONT

SEND

THIS

TO

20

PEOPLE

BY

MIDNIGHT

SHELL

BE

COMEING

TO KILL

YOU!

SEND

IT

SO

SHE

HAS

ANOTHER

LOAD

OF

PEOPLE

TO

GET

AND

FORGETS

ABOUT

YOU

DONT

BELVE ME

HEY?



EXAMPLE

1:

JENNY

DIDNT BELIVE THIS AND DELETED IT WITHOUT EVEN READING THE WHOLE THING! A FEW DAYS LATER ON THE MONDAY NIGHT SHE WAS WOKEN UP BYE LOUDE FOOTSTEPS AND HEAVY BREETHING THERE WAS CLARISSA STANDING THERE WITH A HUGE KNIFE AND WELL JENNY IS HISTORY NOW.































EXAMPLE

2:

TOM

ONLY SENT IT TO 5 PEOPLE CUZ HE THOUGHT HED BE SAFE AND IT WAS PROBLY JUST A JOKE BUT OH HOW RONG WAS HE! HE DIED THE NEXT NIGHT ON MONDAY AND ILL TELL YA NOW IT WASNT PRETTY(JUST CUZ HE SENT FIVE HE DIDNT COMPLETE THE TASK)



EXAMPLE

3:

JOANNA

SENT IT TO 19 PEOPLE SHE THOUGHT IT WAS CLOSE ENOUGH AND WOULD DO BUT SHE WAS WRONG SHE DIED THAT NIGHT
xXcutieieXx Report | 08/12/2009 11:54 am
xXcutieieXx
looked

at
the
word
warning!


ONCE
THERE
WAS
A
LITTLE
GIRL
CALLED
CLARISSA,
SHE
WAS
10
YEARS
OLD
AND
SHE
LIVED
IN
A
MENTAL
HOSPITAL,
BEACUSE
SHE
KILLED
HER
MUM
AND
DAD.



SHE
GOT
SO
BAD
SHE
STARTED
TO
KILL
ALL
THE
STAFF
IN
THE
HOSPITAL
SO
THE
GOVERMENT
DECIDED
THAT
THE
BEST
IDEA
WAS
TO
GET
RID
OF
HER
SO
THEY
SET
UP
A
SPECIAL
ROOM
TO
KILL
HER,
AS
HUMANE
AS
POSSIBLE
BUT
IT
WENT
RONG
THE
MACHINE
THEY
WERE
USEING
WENT
WRONG.



AND
SHE
WAS
SAT
THERE
IN
AGONY
FOR
HOURS
UNTILL
SHE
FINALLY
DIED.


EVERY
WEEK
ON
THE
DAY
OF
HER
DEATH
SHE
RETURNS
TO THE
PERSON
THAT
READS
THIS
LETTER,
ON
A
MONDAY
NIGHT
AT
12:00
SHE
KREEPS
INTO
YOUR
ROOM
AND
KILLS
YOU,
BUT
SLOWLY
AND
PAINFULLY
SLOWLY
CUTTING
DIFFRENT
PARTS
OF
UR
BODY
THEN
WATCHES
YOU
BLEED
TO
DEATH
IF
YOU
DONT
SEND
THIS
TO
20
PEOPLE
BY
MIDNIGHT
SHELL
BE
COMEING
TO KILL
YOU!
SEND
IT
SO
SHE
HAS
ANOTHER
LOAD
OF
PEOPLE
TO
GET
AND
FORGETS
ABOUT
YOU
DONT
BELVE ME
HEY?

EXAMPLE
1:
JENNY
DIDNT BELIVE THIS AND DELETED IT WITHOUT EVEN READING THE WHOLE THING! A FEW DAYS LATER ON THE MONDAY NIGHT SHE WAS WOKEN UP BYE LOUDE FOOTSTEPS AND HEAVY BREETHING THERE WAS CLARISSA STANDING THERE WITH A HUGE KNIFE AND WELL JENNY IS HISTORY NOW.



EXAMPLE
2:
TOM
ONLY SENT IT TO 5 PEOPLE CUZ HE THOUGHT HED BE SAFE AND IT WAS PROBLY JUST A JOKE BUT OH HOW RONG WAS HE! HE DIED THE NEXT NIGHT ON MONDAY AND ILL TELL YA NOW IT WASNT PRETTY(JUST CUZ HE SENT FIVE HE DIDNT COMPLETE THE TASK)

EXAMPLE
3:
JOEANNA
SENT IT TO 19 PEOPLE SHE THOUGHT IT WAS CLOSE ENOUGH AND WOULD DO BUT SHE WAS WRONG SHE DIED
peace-love-muffinz Report | 07/09/2009 3:50 pm
peace-love-muffinz
cute pro, i'm a friend of nickthesoccerdude
joeyboy3211 Report | 06/17/2009 12:36 pm
joeyboy3211
oooooooooo
YouCanCallMeNick Report | 06/13/2009 7:12 pm
YouCanCallMeNick
wow shes sounds like a....mean person
when people try 2 spread rumors about they usually dont even last a day cuz i just ignore it and a bunch of people know me and that its not true
YouCanCallMeNick Report | 06/12/2009 7:24 pm
YouCanCallMeNick
=O
why would people spread a rumor...i think its pretty stupid...
YouCanCallMeNick Report | 06/12/2009 7:10 pm
YouCanCallMeNick
lol
so hows life =)
YouCanCallMeNick Report | 06/12/2009 7:02 pm
YouCanCallMeNick
lmao!!!
have a good time with that wink

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Don't turn away
(Don't give in to the pain)
Don't try to hide
(Though they're screaming your name)
Don't close your eyes
(God knows what lies behind them)
Don't turn out the light
(Never sleep never die)
-evanescence

 

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HI! I'm sarah! i am 4"11 and i am in middle school. i am a level 4 gymnast and i love to sing. i accept all friend requests! razz

roses are red violets are blue sugar is sweet and you could be too but your roses are wilted your violets are dead your sugar is lumpy and so is your head..

love me or hate me im still gonna shine.

A broken heart is like a broken mirror. Its better to leave it broken then hurting yourself trying to fix it.

Cancel my subscriptions im tired of your issues. ♥ ♥

The real reason im over you is because now i see who you really are.

I don't miss you, i miss the person i thought you were.

Just wait. Someday you will want me back, but i wont be waiting for you.

The worst way to miss someone is when they are sitting right beside you and you know you cant have them.

Love is a verb. its also a noun. you can find it in the dictionary under L. they give you a description, they spell it out, but they dont tell you what it's all about.

Whoever says they dont have an imaginary boyfriend clearly hasn't read twilight.

Dance as though no one is watching you,
Love as though you have never been hurt before,
Sing as though no one can hear you,
Live as though heaven is on earth.

if you cant handle me at my worst, then you dont deserve me at my best.

Do what makes you happy,
be with who makes you smile,
laugh as much a you breathe,
love as long as you live.

Dont you love how how every girls profile
is about that one guy
and yet
he never knows that every word is about him.

Find arms that will hold you at your weakest
eyes that will see you at your ugliest
and a heart that will love you at your worst.
Then you have found true love.

Embrace those who love you and whom you love, and rid yourself of those who will only bring you down.

If he only knew how much i loved him.

We were given two hands to hold
two legs to walk
two eyes to see
two ears to listen
but why only one heart?
because the other one was given to someone
for us to find.

Buy me a plastic ring
and tell me that you love me.

Life isnt about the
breaths you take,
its about the moments
that take your breath away.

So lets hold hands
and be the couple that everyone
despises.

if you cant get someone
out of your head,
mabye they are supposed to be there.

Yes i am one of those
crazy teenage girls
that is overly obsessed
with twilight.

Sometimes people run away
just to see if anyone cares enough
to follow.

Gymnastics.
making the impossible
look easy!

Blonde jokes:
what brunettes think of when the
blondes are out with the brunettes boyfriends.

i dont like blonde jokes.
they make me think too hard.

So there is this boy, and i would tell you all about him, but then you would fall in love with him too.

in a room full of people
you are always the first one i look for.

laugh more
gripe less
ignore critics
say yes
order dessert
love life

he gave her 12 roses, 11 real ones, one fake one, and said" i'll love you untill the last rose dies."

love (n.) -
unrealistic feeling of warmth,
security and a
sense of
companionship.
(see lies)

true love is when
you shed a tear but still want him.
Its when he ignores you but you still love him.
Its when he loves another girl
and you still smile and say 'im happy for you.'
but all you really want to do is cry.

i hate the way
i could never hate you
and the fact that
ill always love you
no matter what you put me through.

SCREAM ME A LOVE SONG!

kiss me
hold me
tell me that you love me.

laugh your heart out
dance in the rain
cherish the moment
ignore the pain
live,laugh,love
forgive and forget
life is too short
to live with regrets!

there is always this one boy
and no matter what he does
you just cant stop loving him.

you will never understand how much you mean to me.

love me
when i least deserve it
because thats when i need it
the most.

i dont think
you realize
how easily
you make me
smile.

the WORST thing a guy
can do is..
to make a girl fall for him
with no intention of
catching her.

sometimes,
all a girl needs is
a hand to hold
and a heart to understand.

ive learned that goodbyes
always hurt.
pictures never replace
having been there,
memories good or bad will bring tears.
and words can never replace those feelings.

beauty is only skin deep.

Whenever you look at me,
you see just another friend.
But you never see the inside of my screaming:
I WANT YOU!!!

Being just friends
with the guy that used to love you
is like
your dog dying and your mom saying
that you can keep it.

Never make somebody your
EVERYTHING
because when they're gone
you've got
NOTHING.

When you get caught
looking at him
remember:
he was looking back.

If you love someone,
tell them,
because hearts are often
broken by words left
unspoken.

What do you do
when smiles go away?
When everything changes
in one day?
What do you do
when love falls through?
When the one you love
doesnt love you?

and for a second there,
i actually though you
cared.

The worst part
of being lied to
is knowing
that im not worth
the truth.

I MADE THIS MYSELF! PLEASE COMMENT!

Never say i love you
If you really dont care
Never talk about feelings
If they arent really there
Never hold my hand
If you are gonna break my heart
Never say you are going to
If you dont plan to start
Never look me in the eyes
If all you do is lie
Never say hi
If you really mean goodbye
If you really mean forever
Then say you will try
Never say forever
Because forever makes me cry.

Behind this smile
is a person
that u will
never understand.

every time
i hear your name
it breaks my heart.

written by me!

you will never be forgiven
for all of the lies that you told
the hands you held
the hearts you broke
the sad memories.
dont ask for forgiveness.
youre not getting any.

Written by me!

I used to love you
i used to care
i used to trust you
but now i wouldnt dare.
You asked for forgiveness
You asked for me
You let me down
you should be sorry.

i made this. hope u like it. smile

You dont know
how it makes my day
when you talk to me
you dont know
how jelous i am
of that girl
that you like
you dont know
that i listen
to that one sad love song
over and over again
because the lyrics
describe exactlty how i feel.

i made this.

I remember
when you said
that you will always be there
i remember when you let me
cry on your shoulder
when i was sad
i remember
when you said that i was beautiful.
I remember
when you said
that you dont like me anymore
i remember
when i cried
and i had nobody to make it better
i remember
when you asked that other girl out
the girl that i couldnt stand.
i remember
when you said you wanted to be friends
and i said yes
even though i never wanted to see you again.


I made this.

I feel like my heart is being ripped apart
when you kiss her
or when you hold her hand.
i feel like my heart is swollen
when you call her hot
or ignore me.
somedays
i want to give up hope
and just cry
but its hard to give up
on something that means so much to you.

when people ask:
"r u and him going out?"
it kills me to say
that we r only friends.

Love is like a bar of soap.
once you think you've got it,
it always slips away.

I love him
he loves her
she loves him
i love him more.

i dont wanna lose ur face,
to wake up one day
and not remember what time erased
and i dont wanna turn around
cuz im not scared of,
what love, gave me and took away
i dont wanna lose your face.

It's crazy right?
to love someone who's hurt you.
It's crazier to think that
someone who hurt you loves you.

Dont bother telling me
who my ex is now dating.
cause then i feel bad
for the girl
who is getting my sloppy seconds.

Im not irish
but kiss me anyway.

I dont know where
i stand with you
i dont know what i mean to you
all i know is
every time i think of you
all i wanna do is be with you.

Sick of crying
tired of trying
yet im smiling
but inside im dying.

he smiles
then looks away
and you wonder just mabye
that smile meant something
he couldnt say.

Love is love
Love is you
I love love
So i love you.

When a girl is quiet
there are a million things
going through her mind.

I want to be remembered
as the girl who
always smiles even when
her heart is broken
And the one that could
always brighten up
your day
even if she couldnt
brighten her own.

Im jealous of
every girl who has ever
hugged you because
for just that one moment
she held my
entire world.

My imaginary friend
thinks you have
serious PROBLEMS.

Pretty smiles
and makeup
hide so much these days.

Arms are for hugging.
boys are for kissing.
sluts are for dissing.
and best friends are for
when the boy is kissing
the slut and all you really
need is a hug.

And when it comes
to him,he is all i
think about
and all i dream about
every time we talk
i have the perfect smile
on my face
but it doesnt matter,
cuz i know it will never happen.

Every says that love hurts,
but thats not true. loneliness
hurts. rejection hurts. losing
someone hurts. everyone
confuses these things with love,
but in reality,
LOVE
is the only thing in the world
that covers up all the pain and
makes us feel wonderful again.

Cinderella walked on
broken glass, sleeping
beauty let a whole
lifetime pass, belle
fell in love with a
hideous beaast, jasmine
married a common theif,
ariel walked on land
for love and life,snow
white barely escaped
a knife. it was all about
blood, sweat and tears
because love means
facing your biggest
fears.

Yes im a b****.
a b**** is a female dog,
dogs bark,
bark grows on trees,
trees are part of nature,
and nature is beautiful.
so thanks for the compliment!

Blondes are
ADORED
Brunettes are
IGNORED.

Dont follow in my
footsteps,
i run into walls.

dont give up on love
because someone
always loves you
even if its not the person
you wanted it to be.

Love me without fear.
trust me without wondering.
love me without restrictions.
want me without demand.
accept me how i am.

Made by me.

Lifes confusing.
the person you love
doesnt love you,
the person who loves you
you dont love
and the people that are loved
by all
are not really all that lovable.

a heart's not a game
a heart's not a toy
but if you want it broken
just give it to a boy.