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she asks "can you feel anything at all?"
sitting, He says "no." and glances up at her beautiful face.
she asks " can you feel the wind"
he says " i feel nothing. it's like someone had taken my very soul and left it in a freezer, everything numb"
she looks down while he sits and stares off into the distance. she then sighs and looks off into the distance.
he looks back up at her.
she sits next to him with a hopeful smile.
he glances at her and turns back to stare into the distance of no thought.
she leans on him and stares at his hands.
he doesn't notice.
she reaches out to hold his hand.
he quickly moves his hand away from here and looks down at the ground with sadness.
she then frowns.
he says "i'm sorry"
she then looks at his breathtaking face and kisses him just bellow the eye.
as she moves her head away he glances back at her with amazement.
she leans back on him, slowly closing her eyes.
he then touches her hair swiftly with such grace.
she smiles with her eyes shut.
she then says you don't have to be sorry.
he wispers in her ear " I love you."
she smiles back and whispers back the same.

xXxHELLxXxYAHxXx
a.k.a
Adam <3

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boy- i missed u at school 2day, y weren't u there?
girl- yeah, i had to go to the doctor.
boy- oh realy? y?
girl- oh nothin, annual shots, thats all.
boy- oh
girl- so what did we do in math 2day?
boy- u didnt miss ne thing that
great.......just lots of notes
girl- ok good
boy- yeah
girl- hey i have a question......
boy- ok, ask away
girl-........how much do u love me?
boy- u kno i love u more than anything
girl- yeah.....
boy- y did u ask?
girl-................>silence<..........
boy- is something wrong?
girl- no nothing at all
boy- good.
girl- ..............how much do u care about me?
boy- i would give u the world in a heartbeat if i could.
girl- u would?
boy- yeah.........of course i would >sounding worried< is there something wrong??
girl- no, everythings fine......
boy- are u sure?
girl- yeah.
boy- ok.......i hope so.
girl- ..............would u die for me?
boy- i would take a bullet for u anyday, hun
girl- realy?
boy- yes
now seriously, is there something wrong???
girl- no im fine, ur fine, we're fine, everyones fine.
boy- ............ok
girl-......................well i have to go ill c u 2morrow at school.
boy- alright, bye. I LOVE YOU.
girl- yeah, i love u 2, bye.
THE NEXT DAY AT SCHOOL:
boy- hey, have u seen my g/f 2day?
friend- no
boy- oh.
friend- she wasnt here yesterday either.
boy- i know, she was acting all wierd on
the phone last nite
friend- well dude u kno how gurls are sumtimes
boy- yeah........but not her.
friend- idk wht else 2 say, man.
boy- k well i gotta get 2 english, ill c ya after school.
friend- yeah i gotta get to science, ttyl.
THAT NIGHT:
-ring-
-ring-
-ring-
-ring-
girl- hello?
boy- hey
girl- oh, hi.
boy- y weren't u at school 2day?
girl- uh.......i had another doctor appointment.
boy- are u sick?
girl- ..................um i have 2 go, my mom's
callin on my other line.
boy- ill wait.
girl- it may take a while, ill call u later.
boy-........alright, i love u hun.
very long pause<
girl- (with tear in her eye) look, i think we should break up.
Boy- what???
girl- its the best thing for us right now.
boy- y????
girl- i love u.
click<
THE GIRL DOESNT COME TO SCHOOL FOR 3 MORE WEEKS, AND DOESNT ANSWER HER PHONE
boy- hey dude
friend- hey
boy- whats up
friend- nothin, hey have u talked 2 ur ex lately?
boy- no
friend- so u didnt hear?
boy- hear what?
friend- um idk if i shouldnt be the one to tell u......
boy- dude, wtf tell me
friend- uh....call this number....433-555-3468
boy- ok............
BOY CALLS NUMBER AFTER SCHOOL
-ring-
-ring-
-ring-
voice- hello, suppam county hospital, this is nurse beckam
boy- uh.......i must have the wrong number,
im looking for my friend.
voice- what is her name, sir?
(boy gives info)
voice- yes, this is the right number, she is one of our patients here
boy- rele? y? what happened??? how is she???
voice- her room number is ..646, in building A, suite 3.
boy- WHT HAPPENED??!!!!
voice- plz come by sir and you can see her, goodbye.
boy- WAIT! NO!
*dial tone*
BOY GOES TO HOSPITAL, AND TO ROOM ..646, BUILDING A, SUITE 3. GIRL IS LYING IN THE HOSPITAL BED
boy- omg are u ok??
girl- ..................
boy- sweetie!! talk to me!!
girl- i..........
boy- u what?? U WHAT???
girl- i have cancer and im on life support
boy- .....................>breaks into
tears<......................
girl- they're taking me off 2night
boy- y??
girl- i wanted 2 tell u but i couldnt
boy- y didnt u tell me????
girl- i didnt want 2 hurt
boy- u could never hurt me
girl- i just wanted 2 c if u felt bout me as the same i felt bout u.
boy- ?
girl- i love u more than anything, i would
give u the world in a heartbeat.
i would die for you and take a bullet for you.
boy- ...........
girl- dont be sad, i love u n ill always be
here w/u
boy- then y'd u break up w/me?
nurse- young man, visiting hours are over.
BOY LEAVES, GIRL IS TAKEN OFF LIFE SUPPORT, AND DIES
but wht the boy didn't kno is that the girl only asked him those questions so she could hear him say it one last time, and she only broke up w/him because she knew she only had 3 more weeks to live, and thought it would cause him less pain and give him time to get over her before she died.
NEXT DAY
the boy is found dead with a gun in his hand..with a note in the other...
THE NOTE SAID:i told her i would take a
bullet for her....just like she said she would die for me...

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BOY: I love her more than the air i breath
GIRL: well im always here for you.
BOY: I know.
GIRL:What's wrong?
BOY: I like her so much.
GIRL: Talk to her.
BOY: I don't know. She wont even like me.
GIRL: Don't say that. You're amazing.
BOY:I just want her to know how I feel.
GIRL:Then tell her.
BOY: She wont like me.
GIRL: How do you know that?
BOY: I can just tell.
GIRL: Well just tell her.
BOY: What should I say?
GIRL: Tell her how much you like her.
BOY: I tell her that daily.
GIRL: What do you mean?
BOY: I'm always with her. I love her.
GIRL: I know how you feel. I have the same problem. But he'll never like me.
BOY: Wait. Who do you like?
GIRL: Oh some boy.
BOY:Oh... she won't like me either.
GIRL: She does.
BOY: How do you know?
GIRL: Because, who wouldn't like you?
BOY: You.
GIRL: You're wrong, I love you.
BOY: I love you too.
GIRL: So are you going to talk to her?
BOY: I just did.

xXxHELLxXxYAHxXx

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Meh names Adam...Yesh i'm emo but there's more to meh than the typical emo kid... XP

Scary Kids Scaring Kids~A Pistol To My Temple

Well if I flew into a mountain
Burn myself to nothing
That would be something
Would it be enough?
A pistol to my temple
Pull the trigger like its nothing
That would be something, but it’s never enough

This is all an illusion
What do you take me for?
It makes no difference what I do for you
I would give you my life but it just won’t ever be enough

I hurt someone that loved you
Except that I felt nothing
That would be something, would it be enough?
I had everything you wanted
It shows to give you nothing
That would be something
This is all too much

This is all an illusion
What do you take me for?
It makes no difference what I do for you
I would give you my life but it just won’t ever be enough
It makes no difference what I do for you
I would give you my life but it just won’t ever be enough

I’m burning alive
With a pistol to my temple
If we don’t believe this reason for living
Then we’ll never know do I want to know?
If we don’t believe this reason for living
Then we’ll never know do I want to know?
If we just give up give into the pressure we’re losing it all
We’re losing control

It makes no difference what I do for you
I would give you my life but it just won’t ever be enough
It makes no difference what I do for you
I would give you my life but it just won’t ever be enough

(What I would do for you)

Scary Kids Scaring Kids~Holding On

There goes the sun

Just trying to find your way anywhere
But you’ve come to find you’re alone
Its getting dark and you’ve lost your way
I haven’t let you go as long as you know that..

I’m losing what’s left of my dignity
But ill fight till the end for her heart
Ill never give up for what’s possibly
For better for worse this love must be cursed

Just try to keep your head down
But you come to find that trust has come and gone
Everyone out there is listening
But you don’t care at all and you’re probably glad to know

I’m losing what’s left of my dignity
But ill fight till the end for her heart
Ill never give up for what’s possibly
For better for worse this love must be cursed

You already let it pass through your lips you can’t take it back now [x4]

I’m losing what’s left of my dignity
But ill fight till the end for her heart
Ill never give up for what’s possibly
For better for worse this love must be cursed

Holding on to her
This love must be cursed
I’m holding on to her
This love must be cursed
I’m holding on

I’m afraid to say she never made it home
Couldn’t keep her head on
She was so close
I’m afraid to say she never made it home [x5]

The Fray~You Found Me

I found God
On the corner of First and Amistad
Where the west
Was all but won
All alone
Smoking his last cigarette
I said, "Where you been?"
He said, "Ask anything".

Where were you
When everything was falling apart?
All my days
Were spent by the telephone
It never rang
And all I needed was a call
It never came
To the corner of First and Amistad

Lost and insecure
You found me, you found me
Lyin' on the floor
Surrounded, surrounded
Why'd you have to wait?
Where were you? Where were you?
Just a little late
You found me, you found me

In the end
Everyone ends up alone
Losing her
The only one who's ever known
Who I am
Who I'm not, who I wanna be
No way to know
How long she will be next to me

Lost and insecure
You found me, you found me
Lyin' on the floor
Surrounded, surrounded
Why'd you have to wait?
Where were you? Where were you?
Just a little late
You found me, you found me

Early morning
The city breaks
I've been callin'
For years and years and years and years
And you never left me no messages
Ya never send me no letters
You got some kinda nerve
Taking all my world

Lost and insecure
You found me, you found me
Lyin' on the floor
Where were you? Where were you?
Lost and insecure
You found me, you found me
Lyin' on the floor
Surrounded, surrounded
Why'd you have to wait?
Where were you? Where were you?
Just a little late
You found me, you found me
Why'd you have to wait?
To find me, to find me

The Fray~Look After You

If I don't say this now I will surely break
As I'm leaving the one I want to take
Forgive the urgency but hurry up and wait
My heart has started to separate

Oh, oh,
Be my baby
Ohhhhh
Oh, oh
Be my baby
I'll look after you

There now, steady love, so few come and don't go
Will you won't you, be the one I'll always know
When I'm losing my control, the city spins around
You're the only one who knows, you slow it down

Oh, oh
Be my baby
Ohhhhhh
Oh, oh
Be my Baby
I'll look after you
And I'll look after you

If ever there was a doubt
My love she leans into me
This most assuredly counts
She says most assuredly

Oh, oh
Be my baby
I'll look after you
After You
Oh, oh
Be my baby
Ohhhhh

It's always have and never hold
You've begun to feel like home
What's mine is yours to leave or take
What's mine is yours to make your own

Oh, oh
Be my baby
Ohhhhh
Oh, oh
Be my baby
I'll look after you

You are so beautiful to me (repeat)

Evanescence~My Immortal

I'm so tired of being here, suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave, I wish that you would just leave
Your presence still lingers here and it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

You used to captivate me by your resonating light
Now, I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me, I've been alone all along

When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me, me, me

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xXxEMOxXx <3

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my recent words of "wisdom"

~as the sun hits striking the cool glass ground, i realize the pure beauty Iv'e been missing.

NO. u dont get it i've been dead. for so many years. and feeling pain that i felt is a burning memory. i hav gaven up all feeling for so long. u made it come back and its killig me once again in a painful process. i can never run away from pain but when i did i felt nothing and that hurt me even more. to not care is worse then feeling pain. and so i am nothing.

stares at her... holds her hand to his face... I could say goodbye but it would hurt...

"I'm Bringing Sexy Back..." if u dont like that, then that's too damn bad cuz im having an emo moment so LEAVE MEH ******** ALONE!!!

How I would die...if I had a choice

If I where to die in one hour, I'd tell my friends that I cared about them and that I would never really be gone. I'd then sit outside and listen to the sounds around me...thinking bout the people I truly care about...I'd lie in the grass and fall into eternal sleep beside my dog...peacefully...happily...

GUMMY BEARS?

My favorite thing about eating gummy bears is knowing that they can't fight back after you bite their wittle heads off
=D

ummm idk where this from but i thought it was funny XD

♫♫She likes to shake her a** she grinds it to the beat
She likes to pull my hair when I make her grind her teeth
I like to strip her down she's naughty to the end
You know what she is, no doubt about it
She's a bad, bad girlfriend! ♫♫

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Krazed Teen Report | 02/07/2010 4:26 pm: Hey dude haven't heard from ya in a long time

Hope your still alive
x_Mealona Report | 10/02/2009 2:27 pm: lololololol. i got really bored and read your whole pro. dude. badass. xDD oh btw chu be sexxay :3
i - x C a t i e Report | 09/12/2009 4:17 am: ohh maii gawd(:
ur so purtyyy ;D
and u like monster 2?!?!? ^^
The Real sexii babygirl Report | 07/08/2009 1:59 pm: um.. hi...
long time no chat...
*stares @ the ground*
love cherry - chan Report | 06/29/2009 8:14 pm: HI RANDOM PERSON
EmoAnimeSideBangs Report | 06/27/2009 7:44 pm: oh my goth really? Thats funny^^
xchyrose1217x Report | 06/27/2009 6:57 pm: hey =) don't talk to me anymore,huh? is that how its going down lol
-il-Gothic-li- Report | 06/27/2009 10:24 am: lol aww well at least u got ur tiger back. ^^
KenjisAthena Report | 06/27/2009 1:06 am: and you gave it? lol i cnt believe u fell for that old hacking technique...

admins never ask for your pass no matter what lol
-xXxNinjazxXxRawrzxXx Report | 06/27/2009 1:04 am: hey I'm Adam sis and he just got hacked by that person that pretends to be an adim DX

i am dieing...the world is collapsing around me...the darkness that has always surrounded me is creeping in...there is blood everywhere but all i see is black...i feel nothing not even the graceful breeze...x_x

Birthday: 03/13

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OMFG I'M SMILING!!! @#*

Yesh This is meh...

I <3 MONSTER

MEH PPLZ

Doesn't this look like me? wow lmfao

xXxHELLxXxYAHxXx

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Ryan eating a sandwich...