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Last Login: 04/13/2018 1:41 pm

Registered: 01/26/2008

Location: Garner, NC

Birthday: 11/14/1993

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In life; I grew up to be the person i always wanted to be. Now that's left is to die happy. There are such things as happy endings, and at the young age of 23 i have reached mine.

Hello! My name is Amy, and i have been a member of this site since 2008. I do not come on every day, however I do check up at least every month or so. I was born in November of '93, have blonde hair and eyes that change color. I am 5 feet tall and really like to sleep. I have a cat named Pearl and a dog named Cookie. I have a very bubbly personality, am pro-pot, and pro same sex marriage. I am cute, but very evil. That is all. Thank you for taking the time to learn a little about me!

Old Articles From The heart

♥ ... ♥ ...Note To You... ♥ ... ♥
Dear love who doesn't love,
I love you. Nothing can or will ever change that, NOTHING. You don't understand how much, if you can do what you did to me.. I used to say if i could go back 5yrs and do it all again, i'd tell you how much i love you, hold you and never let you go but i recently learned that even if i did build a time machine and did that, you wouldn't stay mine.. Now, if i could go back 5yrs, i'd make sure we never met.. That'd save me the broken heart, the sleepless nights, the days id go without eating.. Just because i'm not as beautiful as her.... Its not like looks should matter anyways.. You, yourself aren't the most beautiful person in the world either.. We all have our flaws, but you're perfect to me... Only because love is blind..... That's why i'm still in love with you.. I'm so blinded by the love i have for you, i cant even stop thinking about you.. No matter how much you hurt me..... But you will never love me again, that has been made clear as day.. And maybe, its best for me not to talk to you ever again.....

Just one.. That's how many tears that rolled down my cheek for you. This doesn't mean i'm over it, this pain will never be gone, until the day i die. This just means i miss you, and would have loved to meet you.. No one else in the world knows what this is about, except us. But only because you were here when i thought of it. You are a part of me and always will be, and though we never met, id love to one day say i at least tried.. For you, and only you. I miss you, i wanna learn so much from you, that only you could ever teach me.. But i cant, because you're gone, though you're still here.. And one sweet, victorious day, we will meet and i will be able to say, what i've always wanted to say to you, and only you.. ♥R.I.P., You~♥

Ever since i was a little girl, at the peak of being a woman, i've dreamed of having at least one dance with you.. One night where it would just be us, and there would be no care in the world, and we would just dance.. Dance to our hearts content.... But we will never get to dance that dance... Because i was too slow to tell you i wanted that dance, she got that dance instead... </3
And now tonight, the night of that dance, i sit in the dark, imaging how lovely she must look and how handsome, you in your suit.. The happy pair who got to dance the dance i wanted to dance..... Hope you have all the fun in the world tonight, you know who you are..

It's all My fault.. heart
My dearest, i am so sorry. I am sorry that i pushed you away, for four years. I am sorry that i was so blinded by his fake love to see, how good you were to me. I'm sorry for all those sleepless nights i put you through, all those tears.. All the pain. Please never let me forget the pain i put you through, please never put your girl through what i put you through. I don't believe much in the friend zone, but i believe in the back of my mind i stuffed you so far deep in to that zone that i couldn't see, how much you meant to me until it was much too late. I'm so happy that you finally found a girl who will treat you good, because you and i both know you're too special for me. I'm sorry, Adam. This is me, right here, right now, proclaiming my love for you, telling you that i am ready to accept you... Too late. I don't want you to leave her for me, that would make me a monster, to push you away for four years, then as soon as i am ready, have you dump this girl who has invested her time and love in you, just to have a chance with my dumb a**. I will never forget the time you ran barefoot in to a pricker patch just to get me flowers to cheer me up, or all the nights we would stay up until the sun rise, talking about just... Anything. Nothing was off our plates. Maybe, if fate sees that i have learned my very valuable lesson, and has something better in store for the girl you now call yours, we can try this whole 'dating' thing. I know we will make it, because you are my other half. You are my soul mate. I was such a fool to push your love away for so long, but i was scared. I had been toyed with by any and every man i have ever loved, until you, during you, and even-no, there will be no after you. I have decided that i will wait for you. Longer than you waited me, if i have to. It's only fair... I'm sorry, again... Please never leave me. You're my best friend, my other half, my soul, my *****, my b***h, my hoe, my purple pimp daddy, my everything... I love you, and i'm sorry. You will never know this, as long as you are dating her, because i don't even want you to THINK about leaving her for me. I know that pain all too well....
I Love You


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Roze Em***(protect identity) on your wall:
Amy, I knew you from Chrissy. I thought you didn't like me at first, but I talked to you a little bit afterwards and you're really chill. You understand people and I don't bullshit when I say that. You're the kind of person people want to talk to when they have something going on in their lives, and you'd completely understand/give them great advice. I miss you tremendously, by the way.


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Xeraphim Adrastea Report | 07/22/2017 6:24 pm
Hinata_alive chan 101 Report | 04/12/2017 2:33 pm
I miss you! heart
And I love you :3
Too heart
Iridescent Lady Report | 03/16/2017 9:38 pm
Hey Lady, hope you are well. They brought back zOMG and we should play sometime.
much love xx
PollyAmore Report | 10/02/2016 6:23 pm
Hehe, no problem. Let me know if you ever need it's powers demonstrated. wink
PollyAmore Report | 10/02/2016 1:05 pm
Ah, well then I can see your confusion. But if you play around's SUPER useful.
PollyAmore Report | 10/01/2016 11:29 pm
I, personally, like Kik for multiple reasons. It's a good way to get personal without giving a Gaian all your personal whatnots so if you get pervy with someone, that doesn't leak to your real life peeps. I also like the fact that it makes picture sharing super easy for when you REALLY hit it off with a fellow Gaian. Plus, it eats up almost no system resources so having it on your phone doesn't bog it down.
Iridescent Lady Report | 08/07/2016 2:38 pm
ik I keep changing my username and leaving gaia but I just hope you remember me and I wanted to say I love what you're doing with your profile!!
Hinata_alive chan 101 Report | 07/03/2016 3:05 pm
Amy!!! I miss you and remember all we have been though and how much you have helped me. I always feel saying thank you isn't enough :3
Drunk pm's or comments if there from you I'll gladly take them lol it's good to hear from you :3
Proud of me, I'm proud of you, a manager emotion_jawdrop that's great! I'm glad you're moving up in life and so fast too. I feel I would do the same, but I bet there all happy for you, not just because you give them candy either.
As for me, I haven't done much as of lately, still work at McDonald's. I was offered manager once, but it was for overnights and I couldn't work with that schedule, but that's okay I'm still one of the favorites and I actually was just awarded employee of the month ^^ My bf lives with me, but we live with my brother sharing a house. Reddy and I are both looking into better jobs to get a place of our own and hopefully, start our own life together soon. Well, he's looking to get a better job, I'm trying to save up a little more to try and do something I've always wanted to. I want to buy a kiln and make my own pottery and figures to sell. I have made things in the past with clay and I just loved it. I don't know when I'll get there, but I believe I will one day :3

I should have messaged you when I first got back on here, i'm sorry I didn't I just don't get on here much, even now I just used Gaia to rp, but it's nice to see when someone you know pops up, online. emotion_hug
Victoria Momo Report | 05/19/2016 5:37 pm
Oho, I bet you do~ -gives you a squeeze-
NyaSonozaki Report | 05/19/2016 3:29 pm
Here's the headshot
And some weird thing I did with my iPad of it that part is free lol
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JonConPadre on 04/19/2018



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About me to the core
Scorpio! About Your Sign...

Scorpios are the most intense, profound, powerful characters in the zodiac. Even when they appear self-controlled and calm there is a seething intensity of emotional energy under the placid exterior. They are like the volcano not far under the surface of a calm sea, it may burst into eruption at any moment. But those of us who are particularly perceptive will be aware of the harnessed aggression, the immense forcefulness, magnetic intensity, and often strangely hypnotic personality under the tranquil, but watchful composure of Scorpio. In conventional social gatherings they are pleasant to be with, thoughtful in conversation, dignified, and reserved, yet affable and courteous; they sometimes possess penetrating eyes which make their shyer companions feel naked and defenseless before them.

In their everyday behavior they give the appearance of being withdrawn from the center of activity, yet those who know them will recognize the watchfulness that is part of their character. They need great self-discipline, because they are able to recognize the qualities in themselves that make them different from other humans, and to know their utterly conventional natures can be used for great good, or great evil. Their tenacity and willpower are immense, their depth of character and passionate conviction overwhelming, yet they are deeply sensitive and easily moved by their emotions. Their sensitivity, together with a propensity for extreme likes and dislikes make them easily hurt, quick to detect insult or injury to themselves (often when none is intended) and easily aroused to ferocious anger. This may express itself in such destructive speech or action that they make lifelong enemies by their outspokenness, for they find it difficult not to be overly critical of anything or anyone to whom they take a dislike.

They can harness their abundant energy constructively, tempering their self-confidence with shrewdness and their ambition with magnanimity toward others provided they like them. They relate to fellow workers only as leaders and can be blunt to those they dislike to the point of cruelty. In fact they are not above expressing vindictiveness in deliberate cruelty. They are too demanding, too unforgiving of faults in others, perhaps because they are not aware of the shortcomings within themselves, and extravagantly express their self-disgust in unreasonable resentment against their fellows. They do, however, make excellent friends, provided that their companions do nothing to impugn the honor of which Scorpios are very jealous. Part of the negative side of the Scorpio nature is a tendency to discard friends once they cease to be useful, but the decent native is aware of, and fights this tendency.

They are fortunate in that their strong reasoning powers are tempered with imagination and intuition, and these gifts, together with critical perception and analytical capacity, can enable the Scorpions to penetrate to profundities beyond the average. They have a better chance of becoming geniuses than the natives of any other sign.But charismatic "twice-born" characters such as they can sink into the extremes of depravity if they take the wrong path, and the intensity of their nature exaggerates their harmful tendencies into vices far greater than the normal.

Rebelliousness against all conventions, political extremism to the point where hatred of the Establishment makes them utterly unscrupulous terrorists. Brooding resentment, aggressive and sadistic brutality, total arrogance, morbid jealousy, extreme volatility of temperament, these are some of their vices. At the other extreme is the procrastinator, the man or woman who is capable of so much that they do nothing and become indolent and self-indulgent, requiring extravagant praise and flattery from those whom they make their cronies.

Being so gifted, they can find fulfillment in many employments. Their inner intensity can result in the ice-cold self-control and detachment of the surgeon, the concentration of the research scientist, and the heroism of the soldier. Any profession in which analysis, investigation, research, dealing with practicalities, and the solving of mysteries are relevant, can appeal to them. So police and detective work, espionage and counterespionage, the law, physics or psychology may attract them, and they can become masters of the written and spoken word. They may be most persuasive orators and find fulfillment as diplomats or preachers and, if they make the Church their profession, their inner intensity can express itself in the spiritual fervor of the mystic or the thaumaturgy.

Scorpio is the symbol of sex and Scorpios are passionate lovers, the most sensually energetic of all the signs. For them, union with the beloved is a sacrament, an "outward and visible sign of an inward and spiritual grace.". Their overriding urge in loving is to use their power to penetrate beyond themselves and to lose themselves sexually in their partners in an almost mystical ecstasy, thus discovering the meaning of that union which is greater than individuality, and is a marriage of the spirit as well as of flesh. They are thus capable of the greatest heights of passionate transport, but debauchery and perversion are always dangers, and Scorpios can become sadistic monsters of sensuality and eroticism. Their feelings are so intense that even when their love is of the highest, and most idealistic kind, they are nevertheless frequently protagonists in tragic, even violent romances, "star-crossed lovers".

Hidden Causes
Being involved
Work That is Meaningful
Being Persuasive
Being Given Only Surface data
Taken Advantage of
Demeaning Jobs
Shallow Relationships
Flattery and Flattering


Born: 2000
Brought to me: 11/13/07
Took her last breath: 03/30/15
Gone, but not forgotten ♥


Pearl and I

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