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MADDY IF YOU READ THIS WATCH THE VIDEO ON MY PROFILE!



Lets see for starters... I am 16 and in love... yes in love my mom and friends say I dont know what love is... but If you think you are in love then you are because love is a state of mind.

I am a poet... and a freaking janitor... I hate to clean and yet I do it all day, go figure.

my mind is scary I think too much and that will lead to my downfall... for example my friend told me that it is her fear of coming home and finding her mother in bed with her boyfriend...and now I cant stop thinking my mom will somehow wind up with my girlfriend... stupid I know. I also love to draw and read... alot.

I belive in the lord god almighty and that the bible has some faults case if you really think about it... we arent perfect... and the bible has been translated so many times it has bound to have picked up some lies here and ther, kind of like the game of telephone it has evolved and changed over time. to something that dosent even resemble what the first person said.

HATE... a overly used word for a set of common emotions. I dont hate anyone... even the chick I work with who repeatedly tells me I have no clue who I am... and that my life isnt that bad... I know it can be worse but how bad is it truly when millions of people in the world hate lesbian to the point of hate crimes and murder... how bad is that? pretty bad I say.

I want everyone to be able to one day understand that just because we love women dosent mean we are wrong.... or disgusting or anything other than normal.... but just as with all other 'different' things that are intrudeced into this world... its a work of progress.

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the dillusioned writings of a lesbian

this will most likely be filled with my 'gay' poems i like poems... love poems and extremely sad poems... my fav.


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bie_me

Report | 04/08/2009 5:08 am

bie_me

your profile is rocken and happy early b-day!
geraldina

Report | 06/18/2008 12:48 pm

geraldina

love ur profile add me
Gabriella Puratekuta

Report | 06/07/2008 3:36 pm

Gabriella Puratekuta

Thank you, sweetie!! ^^
XxWithout_MeaningxX

Report | 06/06/2008 9:13 pm

XxWithout_MeaningxX

anyone whom is my friend i just want you to know that i have started another account it is







Xxno_mentidoxX



BEFRIEND ME... or not whater... i dont care
Cannibalistic Lesbian

Report | 05/28/2008 10:18 am

Cannibalistic Lesbian

Ok





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Cannibalistic Lesbian

Report | 05/27/2008 10:22 pm

Cannibalistic Lesbian

WAIT...wait before I leave your life, and profile and never come back... I will paste this song that really says what I think, please take time to actually read it....



I'm not a perfect person

There's many things I wish I didn't do

But I continue learning

I never meant to do those things to you

And so I have to say before I go

That I just want you to know



I've found a reason for me

To change who I used to be

A reason to start over new

and the reason is you



I'm sorry that I hurt you

It's something I must live with everyday

And all the pain I put you through

I wish that I could take it all away

And be the one who catches all your tears

Thats why i need you to hear



I've found a reason for me

To change who I used to be

A reason to start over new

and the reason is You (is you...is you...is you...is you)



I'm not a perfect person

I never meant to do those things to you

And so I have to say before I go

That I just want you to know



I've found a reason for me

To change who I used to be

A reason to start over new

and the reason is you



I've found a reason to show

A side of me you didn't know

A reason for all that I do

And the reason is you...












~Forever and GoodBye~
Cannibalistic Lesbian

Report | 05/27/2008 11:16 am

Cannibalistic Lesbian

I think its time I let you go... and that is hard to do because part of me will be in love with you for the rest of my life.





There were reasons we met, reasons for the good times and reasons for the bad times, and most importantly a reason to end. We have more to learn, more to experience and more loving to do in this lifetime.









~Forever and GoodBye~
Cannibalistic Lesbian

Report | 05/27/2008 12:17 am

Cannibalistic Lesbian

~Tears~



Okay *Voice cracks* Fine. I am once again going to express my deepest apologies for making your life s**t and making you feel dead. Know that it was never my intentions.



I'm going now.... *Wipes eyes* I'm.....sorry. I hope you get time to read the beginning of my about me. *Sighs*



~Forever and Goodbye~
Cannibalistic Lesbian

Report | 05/27/2008 12:05 am

Cannibalistic Lesbian

Sometimes you have to die inside to be able to rise again, a new person. Start over, theres still time.



In the word impossible, there lurks the words possible.









~Forever and Goodbye~
Cannibalistic Lesbian

Report | 05/26/2008 11:52 pm

Cannibalistic Lesbian

Your a Goddamned liar Miss Auberdee



Everything points to the oppisite of "I'm fine" Cause I know your not.



If purpose eludes you; you get up, wash away the blood, and look for it. Online is where you met me, and even though I ******** everything up for you, you could still find someone here. Or in real life, get out there; present yourself. You never know who may enter your life if you aren't even living it.



I know your in too much pain to even care about what I just said, but.... I'm sorry for ******** things up, I really am. I feel so terrible, worthless, and shitty about it. Thats why I am not good enough for you. You need someone who can take care of you, and s**t, I cannot even take care of myself right.





~Forever and Goodbye~

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