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Last Login: 09/10/2009 8:45 pm

Gender: Female

Birthday: 12/12

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Stuff I Wish I Had But Will Probably Never Get

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Random Icons/Avatars That I like (most relating to music) and My Little Comments About Them

Yes, I understand there are a lot of them. I spent hours finding them all. This is what I do in my spare time.... I have a lot of spare time.
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The one that totally sums me up... except for the fact that I'm not sorry.
Song: "Perfect" by Simple Plan
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So true.
Song: "I'm Just a Kid" by Simple Plan
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For all the stupid people who go around telling negative people they need to be happy for no reason. They don't realize what it feels like so they have no right to criticize.
Song (they aren't the lyrics but it references): "Welcome to My Life" by Simple Plan
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Another "Welcome To My Life" avatar (gotta love those ones).
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I must be obsessed with the whole "you don't understand how I feel thing" but it's true, no one does.
Song: "Welcome to My Life" by Simple Plan
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I wonder how long I can stand all of this.
Song: "Shattered" by O.A.R. (at least I think that's the name of the song)
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My favorite person from A7X! YAY!
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Pretty fire.......
Song: "Bat Country" by Avenged Sevenfold
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HAHA.
Song: "Walk" by Pantera (is that the right band? I've heard it sung by A7X but I know it was a cover so I think Pantera was the band that made the song originally.... idk)
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That's my favorite part of the song....
Song: "Almost Easy" by Avenged Sevenfold (I know it's by A7X but I can't remember what song and I think it was "Almost Easy" but I don't really know)
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I'M NOT INSANE!!!!!!!!! PLEASE BELIEVE ME!!! I'M JUST DEPRESSED!!!!
Song: "Almost Easy" by Avenged Sevenfold
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I really don't....
Song: Afterlife" by Avenged Sevenfold
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PLEASE!
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Jacoby Shaddix and Jerry Horton are awesome. smile
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Such a good song....
Song: "Last Resort" by Papa Roach
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I love that song.
Song: "Getting Away With Murder" by Papa Roach (duh)
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I seem to be using the "Last Resort" avatars a lot...
Song: "Last Resort" by Papa Roach
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My favorite Papa Roach song... besides "Hollywood W***e", that is. Sometimes I'll go and stick it on repeat and fall asleep listening to it again and again and again and again and again.... Tonight I shall fall asleep listening to Bullet For My Valentine.
Song: "My Heart is a Fist" by Papa Roach
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Really, I gotta get over that song....
Song: "Last Resort" by Papa Roach
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PLEASE! I COULDN'T SURVIVE WITHOUT MCR!
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Definitely not my favorite song of theirs sad
Song: "Forever" by Papa Roach
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You know, when they said "I got a jet black heart" I always thought they said "jet pack heart". lol
Song: "...To Be Loved" by Papa Roach
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My favorite Papa Roach song....
Song: "Hollywood W***e" by Papa Roach
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No comment.
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I'm not okay either! *gives hug to Gerard Way*
Song: "I'm Not Okay (I Promise)" by My Chemical Romance
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If only I had stairs.... sad
Song: "I'm Not Okay (I Promise)" by My Chemical Romance
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I don't even know what this is from lol
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PLEASE!!!!!!!
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Definitely
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I'm not either! I'd be much happier!
Song: "Famous Last Words" by My Chemical Romance
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lol
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No comment.
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I live by that rule.
Song: "Mama" by My Chemical Romance
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ME TOO!
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I'm gonna go make a T-shirt on UberPrints.com with all that on it and then maybe I'll buy it and where it to school.... lol
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They should've stuck with 12 Pints Of My Girlfriend's Blood as their name.... sad
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That's a cool eye....
Song: "Tears Don't Fall" by Bullet For My Valentine
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Yes... then they'll know who killed me....
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Hmmmm... running away....
Song: "All These Things I Hate (Revolve Around Me)" by Bullet For My Valentine
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ME TOO!!!!
Song: "Tears Don't Fall" by Bullet For My Valentine
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Me neither! What's the situation again?
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*sighs* Fall Out Boy.... What a good band....
Song: "Sugar, We're Going Down" by Fall Out Boy
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Yes. Next time they ask me out I will tell them to drop dead.... Maybe they really will smile
Song: (why must the name of this song be so long?) *takes deep breath* "A Little Less Sixteen Candles, A Little More "Touch Me"" by Fall Out Boy
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But Fall Out Boy is my favorite record! No wait. I lied. I like My Chemical Romance better.
Song: "Dead On Arrival" by Fall Out Boy (I think)
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EXACTLY!
Song: (why?) "A Little Less Sixteen Candles, A Little More "Touch Me"" by Fall Out Boy
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Definitely.
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Misery loves me too! *hugs Pete Wentz and Patrick Stump both at once*
Song: "Dance, Dance" by Fall Out Boy
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"I weigh you down I'll watch you choke You look so good in blue"
Song: "Nobody Puts Baby in The Corner" by Fall Out Boy
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Um.....
Song: "Nobody Puts Baby in The Corner" by Fall Out Boy
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Wow. I like the "Nobody Puts Baby In The Corner" stuff.
Song: "Nobody Puts Baby in The Corner" by Fall Out Boy
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REALLY!
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I love that symbol.
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Such a good song... but I can't jump off of anything. I'm afraid of heights... and yet I went on Dueling Dragons....
Song: "Ready To Fall" by Rise Against
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She's such a cute little girl.
Song: IDK the names of songs by Rise Against very well!
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I don't. But I sure believe in demons.
Song: See above for details
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Anyone?
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Sometimes this song gives me a headache sad
Song: "Prayer of The Refugee" by Rise Against
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PLEASE! ENOUGH WITH YOUR "HELP" NOW!
Song: "Prayer of The Refugee" by Rise Against
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My favorite Rise Against song....
Song: "Re-Education (Through Labor)" by Rise Against
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lol
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If I even think of Atreyu, "Slow Burn" gets stuck in my head for two hours and it really clashes with my other music. I have that song memorized. It's like putting it on repeat in my head... "It begins with a dark glowing ember, something black burning its way out of me, searing the flesh, pain is the only thing I feel, scars all I see, blown over, fire's burning my insides...." and so on.
Song: "Becoming The Bull" by Atreyu
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YAY!
Song: "Falling Down" by Atreyu (I think)
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I don't say sorry to anyone because if I did it would probably be a lie....
Song: "Sorry" by Buckcherry
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BUCKCHERRY!!!
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No comment.
Song: "Time To Dance" by Panic! at The Disco
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Exactly. People can't change me.
Song: "Animal I Have Become" by Three Days Grace
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ME TOO!!!
Song: "Pain" by Three Days Grace
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PLEASE!
Song: "Animal I Have Become" by Three Days Grace
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I could but I'm not.
Song: "Just Like You" by Three Days Grace
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Yes. And then you will die....
Song: "Side of a Bullet" by Nickelback
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I can totally relate.
Song: "Far Away" by Nickelback (I think - haven't listened to them for awhile)
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You know, when I stood outside the Papa Roach concert and heard "Hollywood W***e" all I could here was "the party's over" and what sounded like "hollywood horror". I should get my ears checked.
Song: "Someday" by Nickelback
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Yes, but it is a word I love.
Song: "Hate (I Really Don't Like You)" by The Plain White Ts
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EXACTLY.
Song: "Hate (I Really Don't Like You)" by The Plain White Ts
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But I still haven't quite gotten it yet. I suppose it'll be even harder to get back up, huh?
Song: "Learning to Fall" by Boys Like Girls
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ME TOO!
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The world hates me.
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So much....
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No, they probably wouldn't.
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No comment.
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As always....
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No comment.
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Yes. I would have been more emo last year....
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Again, no comment.
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It's easy when it's all you've felt.
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Once more, no comment.
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I think I already put this one on here... IDK
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No comment.
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lol
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This is my favorite avatar ever.
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So true.
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Once again, I have no comment.
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PLEASE. JUST STOP.
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Bet you haven't.
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lol
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Go ahead. It's not like it matters.
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Don't worry.
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I wish those were real. I'd go around handing them around to people randomly.
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The only thing I'm optimistic about.
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No comment.
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lol
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It can be so comforting. *begins humming Hawthorne Heights*
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And somehow I still have friends. MOST of them haven't betrayed me.
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Not much to say, really....
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SO THERE!
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YEP.
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I love that song but... it's too optimistic.
Song: "Believe" by Yellowcard
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I haven't listened to her in years... lol
Song: "Nobody's Home" by Avril Lavigne
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No comment.
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This makes me ashamed to be an American.
Song: "American Idiot" by Green Day
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That's okay, Bouvier. You're alright in my eyes.
Song: "Perfect" by Simple Plan
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I love Yellowcard.
Song: "Ocean Avenue" by Yellowcard
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WELCOME!
Song: "Welcome to My Life" by Simple Plan (if you haven't gathered that already... wow)
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Unless Gerard Way was against him.
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Lifehouse is incredible.
Song: "You and Me" by Lifehouse
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Who doesn't?
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<3
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I like hard rock but somehow I also power pop O_o That's just sad.
Song: "Shake It" by Metro Station
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I shall go stick that little image on a binder! (you see, people at my school like to print out a bunch of icons on a piece of paper and stick them on their binders - YAY!)
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No comment.
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ME TOO!
Song: "Numb" by Linkin Park
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Same here.
Song: "Welcome to My Life" by Simple Plan (I just noticed how many of these icons for this song I put on here WOW)
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SP is awesome.
 

About Me (Does It Even Matter? Do You People Even Care?)

Just to let you know (because everyone asks), I'm a GIRL.
Yes, I realize that I listen to bands that guys tend to listen to more than girls (for example: Papa Roach, Bullet For My Valentine, and bands like that) but that doesn't make me a guy. Yes, sometimes I wear guy's shirts but my parents never take me to Hot Topic and I REFUSE to wear Hannah Montana. I swear, I go in the girl's section and I nearly go blind with all the pink everywhere so the men's section is the only part of the store that hasn't been contaminated with Disney. That's where I found the awesome T-shirt with the skull made up of the word "Rebellion" again and again. Yes, I tend to like things guys like but hey, at least that means I have something in common with them! Yes, my hair doesn't touch my shoulders but that doesn't make me a guy!


So, I don't really want to stand out but I do. It's not my fault I'm one of the very few people at my school who let themselves just be whatever they want and not care what anyone else thinks. I don't really care what people think of me. If they hate me, that's their issue. I don't care. I hate them too. smile I wear whatever I feel like wearing and don't care if it matches or not. I don't care if someone were to criticize my My Chemical Romance shirt or my Simple Plan shirt (that I found in the guy's section at a thrift shop YAY!). That's their loss. I've been listening to Simple Plan since I was eight so razz

My favorite color is yellow (I know, it's surprising since I never wear it) and my favorite pattern is horizontal stripes. I like red and black horizontal stripes the best (yes, I am particular about my stripes) and can't stand yellow and black horizontal stripes because they remind me of bees. I wear black every day. I told my friend that it was as black as my soul (in a serious voice) and she burst out laughing. Thinking back on that moment, yeah, it was pretty funny. I wouldn't be caught DEAD in a shirt that was more than 40% pink. I absolutely loathe orange. I don't know. I just can't stand it.

I like to read and listen to music. If I'm not doing that, I'm watching the TV, drawing, or playing around on my laptop.
My favorite book is City of Ashes by Cassandra Clare and is the second book in The Mortal Instruments trilogy. My favorite character from City of Ashes is Alec. It used to be Jace but the more I think about it, the less I like him (especially after I read the epilogue....). So now Alec is my favorite character. My least favorite character is Simon (trust me, if you haven't read City of Ashes, you wouldn't know but if you ever do, you will finally understand why I hate him so much and why that book makes me so angry even though I love it so much - conflict makes good for a story and that book REALLY annoyed me). If Alec dies I will be REALLY annoyed. I'll sue Cassandra Clare if he dies. MY FAVORITE CHARACTERS ALWAYS DIE!!!!! WHY, ALEC?!?!?!?!?! WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY?!?!?!?!?!??!?!?!?!?!??!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!??!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!??!!??!/!?!?!?!??

My favorite band is currently Hawthorne Heights. I simply adore their song "Dissolve and Decay". It's such a good song. I'd heard Hawthorne Heights was really good but I hadn't listened to them myself yet. I listened to them, not really expecting them to be better than Bullet For My Valentine (my second favorite band), but once I listened to one song I LOVED them. My favorite song, however, is by Cute Is What We Aim For. "Lyrical Lies" is just an awesome song.... What's strange is that I'll listen to death metal and then I'll go and listen to emo music and then I'll go listen to those electropop bands like Metro Station and The Arrival. I know, I'm so weird. It's kinda sad actually. I took a bunch of icons and printed them out on a sheet of paper (which I plan to stick on the front of my binder for school) and you'll see one for Metro Station right next to one for Hinder. That's rather sad. I got one that says "Edward Cullen will be seventeen forever. Take that Metro Station." It's so funny. I love that band.

My favorite TV show is Terminator: The Sarah Connor Chronicles. It's REALLY deep though and since my memory is only this long |<---->|, I tend to forget everything before the next show comes on a week later. The fact that it's on Fridays now makes me feel like we have to wait longer than before to see it, though. sad
My favorite thing to draw is vampires and emos. I don't know. Emo kids are just so wonderful! I love them so much! And then, I seemed obsessed with drawing emo vampires.
I like to write stories on my laptop or search for stupid little icons.

Lists Of Random Stuff

CDs I Own (the ones I actually paid for):
>>>Jungle Of The Midwest Sea from Flatfoot 56
>>>Boys Like Girls from Boys Like Girls
>>>Hybrid Theory from Linkin Park
>>>Minutes To Midnight from Linkin Park
>>>Three Days Grace from Three Days Grace
>>>Phobia from Breaking Benjamin
>>>Avenged Sevenfold from Avenged Sevenfold
>>>Creed's Greatest Hitsfrom Creed
>>>****Live In Phoenix from Fall Out Boy
>>>The Black Parade (Amended) from My Chemical Romance
It's amended because Walmart didn't have it normal. sad
>>>The Black Album from Metallica
>>>The Young And The Hopeless from Good Charlotte
>>>The Silence In Black And White from Hawthorne Heights
CDs I Own (these are the ones I did not pay for - as in, someone gave them to me):
>>>The Paramour Sessions from Papa Roach
>>>Appeal To Reason from Rise Against
Umm.... let me go find my other CDs.
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Okay.
>>>Saturate from Breaking Benjamin
>>>We Are Not Alone from Breaking Benjamin
>>>When The World Comes Down from The All-American Rejects
>>>Finding Beauty In Negative Spaces from Seether
>>>Lead Sails, Paper Anchor from Atreyu
>>>Live In The LBC/Diamonds In The Rough from Avenged Sevenfold
>>>Warped Tour 2007 Compilation
>>>Warped Tour 2008 Compilation
>>>Swan Songs from Hollywood Undead
>>>Riot! from Paramore
>>>The Sufferer and The Witness from Rise Against
>>>Good Morning Revival from Good Charlotte
>>>The All-American Rejects from The All-American Rejects
>>>Scream Aim Fire from Bullet For My Valentine
>>>Sawdust from The Killers
>>>Can't Stop Won't Stop from The Maine
>>>All Sides from O.A.R.
>>>Dreaming Out Loud from OneRepublic
Singers/Bands I Will Never Listen To And The Reasons Why (sorry if I can't spell right - it's because I don't care enough about them to get it right):
>>>Miley Cyrus/Hannah Montana - her music sucks and the whole double identity s**t is stupid
>>>Justin Timberlake - he sounds like a girl (man up a bit, dude, and I might consider it)
>>>Madonna - must I say anything?
>>>Marilyn Manson - because they trashed My Chemical Romance (for that, I will hate them forever)
>>>Nelly Furtado - her music sucks
>>>Mudvayne - I just hate their music and how it's on that radio station I like almost constantly (grrrr)
Stuff That I Think Would Be Good For Band Names:
>>>No Tomorrow
>>>Desperate Calls
That's all I can think of right now. sad
Disorders I Have (as diagnosed by by Ocean1_girl):
>>>EMOD (Extreme Music Obsessive Disorder)
Things I Refuse To Eat (I told you that these are lists of random things):
>>>Cheese
>>>Milk
>>>Peanut Butter & Jelly Sandwiches
>>>Eggs
>>>Oatmeal
>>>7 Layer Bean Dip
Things I Do On A Daily Basis
>>>Wake Up
>>>Go to School
>>>Eat
>>>Listen to Music
>>>Think of Zack
>>>Think about how much I hate Craig Mabbitt....
>>>Sleep (I do this almost everyday)

Random Statistics

Number Of Stuffed Animals I Own (that I can find): Let me go count lol
Number Of Avatars/Icons I Have On This Page (excluding my Gaia avatar): Too many to count
Number Of Cats I Have Had (that are all dead now except one): 9< (I can't remember but it was more than 9)
Number Of Times I Have Cried This Week: 4
Number Of Times I Have Cried Today: 3
Number Of Songs I Have On My iPod: 593

Random Song Quote of The Day

"He who makes a beast out of himself, gets rid of the pain of being a man"
>>>Bat Country by Avenged Sevenfold
 

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Midnight Slytherin Report | 03/30/2009 1:48 am
Midnight Slytherin
Ah, i see. that makes sense. ^^ hey u got a Facebook account? or a MyYearBook one? <3 xD
Midnight Slytherin Report | 03/18/2009 2:14 am
Midnight Slytherin
Really? Whatever for? Poor guy...............
I've been obsessing over Lady Gaga! xDD
Midnight Slytherin Report | 03/11/2009 9:58 pm
Midnight Slytherin
Yeah. All it takes is some b***h to start a bad rumor. >P
And really? Not that u need to hear this, but for the sake of the conversation...I used to cut my wrists heaps, and deep cuts too, with blood. But I never cut next to my veins. I wanted some physical pain to cancel out my emotional pain, but I didnt intend to die. To be honest....its actually felt good....But anyway. >,< KYAAAAAAAAAAAAA!! How was your day today? xD
Midnight Slytherin Report | 03/10/2009 2:09 am
Midnight Slytherin
WOW! Hell, I'd be pissed too! scream Although I DID actually cut my wrists once....2 years ago....And my friends knew....but they havent told anyone (thank gods!!).
I do a lot of crazy things which my friends dont tell anyone (like write with a permanent texter on public toilet walls and school desks).

s**t! U serious? Sure they werent talking about an animal? A guy from my grade (yr 10), last year when he was 14, became a fREAKIKN FAHER!!! Apparently he ******** some chik from his street. But the worst part is....the guys a FREAKKING IDIOT!! Gets D's and E's in school, acts like an a*****e, is ugly, STUPID STUPID STUPID!!! And the chik's like a slut (not really a slut, justs acts like one). MAAAAAAAAAAN!! What NEWS! I dont think she'll go to jail...the guy might. >.<
Midnight Slytherin Report | 03/05/2009 11:24 pm
Midnight Slytherin
Thats GREAT!!! ^,^ Im so happy for u! Its good when the guy u like starts opening up to u. And sometimes its even like...Why did I just say that? Wow! I opened up to her!....U know? ^^ I do that often to people when I start trusting them, even tho sometimes its like WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO, since when- But its like, WOW! They're cool!
Okay, Im probably not making any sense anymoe... Anyway, the fact that u like the same music means that u can like, to to him about THAT. ^,^- Lotsa things. <33 I started liking this one guy cuz he wrotre me a note. And he was sooooooooooooooooo-- like, WOW in it!!! And now I have a crush on him!
GAlA BOB Report | 03/05/2009 2:48 pm
GAlA BOB
sup
Midnight Slytherin Report | 03/03/2009 2:26 am
Midnight Slytherin
No, not really. ^,^ As a matter of fact I understood it all! xDD
Well, you know....OOooOOooOooOH! I know! Start writing notes with him, like in class about cool stuff. Also, if u can, try to find a way to find out what types of girls he likes, as in: sweet, shy, fast-forward, teasing, y'know....^^ Then write in that style the notes and like, he'll get turned on (not in a bad way). >,< It will take some time, but the more u talk to him, the easier it will be to ask him out. <33
GAlA BOB Report | 03/02/2009 4:09 pm
GAlA BOB
sup
Midnight Slytherin Report | 03/02/2009 12:32 am
Midnight Slytherin
EH-HEH-HEH-HEH-HEH!!!! xDD What, for real?? xDD OUCH! But he's nice to you? Thats good. Tee-HEe...*giggles* So are you planning to ask him out? Hey, do u know if anyone else likes him?
Midnight Slytherin Report | 02/25/2009 11:52 pm
Midnight Slytherin
Really? So why DO they hate him? That's like...so unfair! Tee-hee! ^^ Are u going to tell him u like him one day? One of my friends had this BIG crush on this one guy for like 3 years! And at the end of 2008 she FINALLY TOLD HIM SHE LIKED HIM!! *inspired by her friend* And on Valentine's she sent him a rose and signed from herself and everything! She gives me so much inspiration! Seriously, I could never do what she's done!! But it's also good cuz the guy she likes is very nice and stuff. How about the guy u like? Is he like...nice? <33 It might be easier than u think...At least if u tell him how u feel, u wont be growing up thinking 'What if-?' But anyway, it's like totally up to u. >,< I'm stuck in a TOTALLY OPPOSITE situation from u! xDD I have some guys from school that like me. And they both kinda asked me out...Now its hard for me but. I had to face them and tell them the truth as NICELY as possible. I really hate saying no, cuz I hate, I HATE making others feel sad....And I have....I make so many people sad, I feel so ashamed. Mayb e I should have just said yes? At least THEY would have been happy. *shruggs*

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xXshadefurXx's Journal of Randomness

umm..... descriptions are stupid. Aren't the titles enough?

Siggie (Not That It Ever Comes Of Much Use)

My Top 10 Favorite Songs (or the ones that are non-explicit at least)

Unable to identify Vimeo video URL.

"Delete Me" by Throw The Fight

"Heridas" by Papa Roach (AKA: "Scars" in Spanish)

You Must Admit That Craig and Max are Cute Together

Random Icons/Avatars That I Made And My Little Comments About Them

NO CLAIMING THESE!!!! THEY IS MINE!!!! YOU CAN USE THEM BUT DON'T SAY YOU MADE THEM!!!! MINE!!!!!!!!!!
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Wow. That took forever to make... considering I had to write each freakin' letter using the stupid mouse on my laptop.
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This one didn't take long. I love that quote.
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I love the rain effect.
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I added fire for reference to the line "can't you help me as I'm starting to burn".
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That's my favorite line from that song.... I like lightning.
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I found it fitting. I used this to do the whole arm thing: Self-Cutting Generator
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I love that song... but it creeps me out how he says "I only want what is best for you" and then "I'll shove your head underwater".
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My favorite.
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I LOVE Rise Against.
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I enjoy that font so much.... I downloaded it off of dafont.com.
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I enjoy Escape The Fate so much but hate Craig Mabbitt so much too....
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So random.
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That's like my favorite song of theirs.
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That's such an awesome song. It's very moving and powerful.
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That's all the track listings.



BTW: I use this editor to do my animations.

Random Lyrics Of The Day

"Young" by Hollywood Undead
We are young
but we have heart
Born in this world as it all falls apart
We are strong
But we don`t belong
Born in this world as it all falls apart

I see the children in the rain
Like the parade before the pain
I see the love I see the hate
I see this world that we can make
I see the life I see the sky
Give it all to see you fly
Yes we wave this flag of hatred
But you`re the ones who made it
Watch the beauty of all our lives
Passing right before my eyes
I hear the hate in all your words
All the words to make us hurt.
We get so sick we`re so sick
We never wanted all this
Medication for the kids with no reason to live.

So we march to the drums of the dammed as we come
Watch it burn in the sun
We are numb

We are young
but we have heart
Born in this world as it all falls apart
We are strong
But we don`t belong
Born in this world as it all falls apart

As we walk among these shadows
In the streets these fields of battle
Take it up we wear the mantle
Raise your hands with burning candles
Hear us whisper in the dark
In the rain you see the spark
Feel the beating of our hearts
Fleeting hope as we depart
All together walk alone
Against all we've ever known
All we've ever really wanted
Was a place to call our home
But you take all we are
The innocence of our hearts
Made to kneel before the altar as you tear us apart

So we march to the drums of the dammed as we come
Watch it burn in the sun
We are numb

We are young
but we have heart
Born in this world as it all falls apart
We are strong
But we don`t belong
Born in this world as it all falls apart

We will fight (we will fight)
Or we will fall (we will fall)
Till the angels save us all
We will fight (we will fight)
Or we will fall (we will fall)
Till the angels save us all
We will fight (we will fight)
Or we will fall (we will fall)
Till the angels save us all
We will fight (we will fight)
Or we will fall (we will fall)
Till the angels save us all

We are young
but we have heart
Born in this world as it all falls apart
We are strong
But we don`t belong
Born in this world as it all falls apart

We are young
but we have heart
Born in this world as it all falls apart
We are strong
But we don`t belong
Born in this world as it all falls apart


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"Say Goodnight" by Bullet For My Valentine
Heaven's waiting for you
Just close your eyes
And say goodbye
Hearing your pulse
Go on and on and on

I live my life in misery
I'd sacrifice this world to hold you
No breath left inside of me
Shattered glass keeps falling

Say
Say goodnight
Just sleep tight
Say goodnight

Flowers laid out for you
So many colors leave me blind
Seeing your face reflect from a babies eyes

I live my life in misery
I'd sacrifice this world to hold you
No breath left inside of me
Shattered glass keeps falling

Say
Say goodnight
Just sleep tight
Say goodnight

So here I am
You're inside of me
So here I am
Our worlds may suffer
So here I am
You're inside of me
So here I am
Our worlds may suffer

Here I am with you
I'm there till the end
Memories are calling
So farewell my friend
Farewell my friend!

Here I am with you
I'm there till the end
Memories are calling
So farewell my friend

FAREWELL MY FRIEND!
MY FRIEND
MY FRIEND
MY FRIEND

"Love Story" by Taylor Swift
We were both young when I first saw you
I close my eyes
And the flashback starts
I'm standing there
On a balcony in summer air

See the lights
See the party, the ball gowns
I see you make your way through the crowd
And say hello, little did I know

That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
And I was crying on the staircase
Begging you please don't go, and I said

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes

So I sneak out to the garden to see you
We keep quiet 'cause we're dead if they knew
So close your eyes
Escape this town for a little while

'Cause you were Romeo, I was a scarlet letter
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
But you were everything to me
I was begging you please don't go and I said

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes

Romeo save me, they try to tell me how to feel
This love is difficult, but it's real
Don't be afraid, we'll make it out of this mess
It's a love story baby just say yes
Oh oh

I got tired of waiting
Wondering if you were ever coming around
My faith in you is fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town, and I said

Romeo save me I've been feeling so alone
I keep waiting for you but you never come
Is this in my head? I don't know what to think
He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring

And said, marry me Juliet
You'll never have to be alone
I love you and that's all I really know
I talked to your dad, go pick out a white dress
It's a love story baby just say yes

Oh, oh, oh, oh
'Cause we were both young when I first saw you


"This Song Is Definitely Not About A Girl" by Set Your Goals
Don't get me wrong.
I appreciate the appreciation but don't mistake my gratitude for half-heartedness
I'm not shouting these words out for nothing now.
I still feel like there's nobody listening in an empty room full of people.
I hope these walls have ears they'll be the only one i'll ever get to.
EVERYBODY.
They all love to listen to the pretty music
But nobody hears my therapy bled upon this paper.
It translates only to...when all this is done and recorded
Please don't say it was wasted on you in vain.
I'd rather you just hit stop right now and walk away
You don't hear a single thing that i say.
What's the difference when you don't read there's a lesson to be learned.
PAY ATTENTION! no this song isn't about my ex girlfriend,
Didn't i just say to pay attention?
EVERYBODY.
They all love to listen to the pretty music
But nobody hears my therapy bled upon this paper.
It translates only to a catchy tune to you but i'm glad you're enjoying yourselves.
You fake like you know it so well so tell me what this song is about.
Maybe girls? maybe god? maybe how well all moved on and all sold out?
I just want you all to know just how very wrong everyone of you are.
The substance is there and it isn't hard to decode.
We never said we said it best our lyrics are undressed.
We never wrote them to impress anybody. the point is this.
We've got something to say and we'll go wherever to say it.
And that is so much more than any of you can say for yourselves.
We're calling you out to call you in. so here's a second chance.
We can take this line by line and we won't second guess.
To accept is to not except a hand from anyone.
So what are you going to do now?
You're searching. reaching out there's not enough to get you through.
No turning back you've got to take this, you must face this alone.

"Ready to Fall" by Rise Against
Hold on slow down again from the top now and tell me everything
I know I've been gone for what seems like forever
But I'm here now waiting
To convince you that I'm not a ghost or a stranger
But closer than you think
She said just go on as you want to
Pretend it's your life but
Please don't die on me

Wings wont take me
Heights don't phase me
So take a step
But don't look down take a step

Now I'm standing on a rooftop ready to fall
I think I'm at the edge now but I could be wrong
I'm standing on a rooftop ready to fall

Perpetual motion the image wont focus
A blur is all that's seen
But here in this moment like the eye of the storm
It all came clear to me
I found a shoulder to lean on
An infallible reason to live all by itself
I took one last look from the heights that I once loved
And then I ran like hell

Wings won't take me
Heights don't phase me
So take a step
But don't look down take a step

Now I'm standing on a rooftop ready to fall
I think I'm at the edge now but I could be wrong
I'm standing on a rooftop ready to fall

I count the times that I've been sorry
(I know, I know)
While my compassion slowly drowns
(I know, I know)
If there's a time these walls could guard you
(I know, I know)
Then let that time be right now

Now I'm standing on a rooftop
Now I'm standing on a rooftop ready to fall (ready to fall)
I'm standing on a rooftop ready to fall
I think I'm at the edge now but I could be wrong
I'm standing on a rooftop ready to fall
Now I'm standing on a rooftop (ready to fall) [3x]
Now I'm standing on a rooftop ready to fall

"The Wreackage" by Throw The Fight
The water's rising up
The air is getting oh so thin
I struggle but I lie trapped under this crushing tide
My hands still shake with
Fear
The silence replaced all my tears
Time seems to pass me by
The doors are locked I say goodbye
Take us away, save us tonight
Close your eyes
Say goodbye
Save us tonight
Take us away
Caught in this wreckage with you
Hands tied at ten then tied at two
My scars won't ever heal when I am lying in this metal tomb
Caught in this wreckage with you
Hands tied at ten then tied at two
My scars won't ever heal when I am lying
Dying next to you
The pictures in my head
A million things I should have said
I live
With one regret
Pray to God he will hear my request
I close my eyes and then
The white light starts to filter in
I'll see you at the end
Waiting there with my best friend
Take us away
Save us tonight
Close your eyes
Say goodbye
Save us tonight
Take us away
Caught in this wreckage with you
Hands tied at ten then tied at two
My scars won't ever heal when I am lying in this metal tomb
Caught in this wreckage with you
Hands tied at ten then tied at two
My scars won't ever heal when I am lying
Dying next to you
My swollen heart explodes
Seeing you on your own
I fight with my last breath
Tear the cord that restrains my chest
I pulled the door ajar swam for safety leaving the car
I thought I got you clear
Pulled you out and found you some air
The sight of flashing lights tells me that I'm alive
The voices whisper that the girl she went and died tonight
And I know my tears will rain until I'm with you once again
My love, my everything
My broken heart will never mend
And I know my tears will rain
Until I'm with you once again
My love, my everything
My broken heart will never end



That song is so sad! I love it so much though.... Must buy song impulsively.
 
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