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Djembe_Beats Report | 12/09/2011 5:07 pm

Oh I'm loving it. x'3
Except I get sick so easily... : (

Djembe_Beats Report | 12/05/2011 4:43 pm

Oh ouch! Glad to see the power is back on. :O
I take it you've been enjoying the stormy weather then? = w=

Djembe_Beats Report | 12/03/2011 9:38 pm

Well, in trying to teach myself to socialize, sometimes I feel kind of nervous being alone now. I think that the nervousness has always been there but I've learned so well to ignore it. People have a tendency to adapt so well to horrible conditions...

But anything you want is possible for yourself. If you want to feel peace you can feel it. If you want to feel chaos, you can make it for yourself. People's minds are so complex. Sometimes I jump too deep into that s**t and it's hard to get back out, which is why it takes so long to become social again. Honestly, I think I'm psychotic. I train myself to self-sustain because, like I said, people have a tendency to be able to adapt... But should I have been born into a place where only the strongest of genes can survive, I'd have been dead long ago. I'm having one of those funkeh nights so forgive me if I'm bad company. Sometimes these conversations entertain people, and sometimes I just loose friends over it. Something tells me you're eccentric enough to understand a little bit at least, though... <3

Which is why I love you so much. In 12th grade, I think you were the first person to approach me with the intention of just being completely honest, completely you. It's so rare, I have to treasure it.

Djembe_Beats Report | 12/03/2011 9:21 pm

Tehehe! Yeah, I tend to be kind of a hermit... I'm just too introverted for my own good. It's not that I ever don't enjoy other's company, but sometimes I get too easily overwhelmed. I was raised in the country with no one but immediate family (up til 7th grade), so sometimes I feel the need to immerse myself in the woods and just... be alone. I'm strange...

You on the other hand could handle cities and lights and people and strange knew different things easily. I'm envious. I feel simple minded sometimes.

Djembe_Beats Report | 12/03/2011 9:10 pm

I work at a bank as a teller. And really I'm still in training. It's so much to learn, but everyone seems stunned at how fast I'm learning. It's basically taking people's deposits, withdrawing from accounts, cashing checks, that sorta stuff. And no problem hun. I know I can be hard to keep in touch with, but I do still love you deeply as a close friend. No matter what, I'm still here for you. : )

Djembe_Beats Report | 12/03/2011 9:02 pm

Awww, I'm sorry. Hopefully things to get better soon. Everyone has to go through ups and downs.. I mean s**t, the ups would feel like no big deal if we didn't have downs right? Anyway, I hope you know I'm still here to talk to if you ever need it. <3 And things have been good. Got a better job starting last monday. An office job. I've been so out of sorts trying to act so professional, though. Sometimes I feel I grew up too rugged for this.

Djembe_Beats Report | 12/03/2011 8:55 pm

Hey how's life been? heart

iTaintedOm Report | 05/14/2011 5:34 pm

wow what a big change! of course that's always scary, so no one can blame you for having to think it over.
i know for sure that would be hard for me... but well, if i related it to my life, i did move from mississippi to texas, not entirely for Joshua, but he was a BIG reason.
and i ended up happier than i have ever been in my entire life. however, if you were to do that for Keatonand he wasn't the guy you wanted to be with forever...
well i could cause a lot of trouble.

it's your show girl. i know you have what it takes to work up the courage if you want to go, but i couldn't blame you if it were too big a transition for you right now either.
love ya chick. i stand by your decision 100% either way, and if you need any help or support, i'm here for ya all the ********' way. <3 <3 <3

iTaintedOm Report | 05/12/2011 5:28 pm

yeah i tend to get anxiety if i get really bored since i graduated. : S

iTaintedOm Report | 05/11/2011 12:01 pm

haha yeah. can't wait can ya? x 3