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Report | 12/26/2013 3:24 pm

Haha yeah I suppose. (: All three?! Jeez lol you bad at keeping up with stuff or something? I'll see what I can do. If I can send one, I'll ask for your address.
Aw come on. Take a joke.
Lol don't forget to send them this way ;D haha jk
Yeah I bet so. Looking forward to it. I'll be glad when people stop pointing out that I have braces and asking me when I get them off. Ohhh when that day comes
razz Maybe..I won't be sad if I never get there. There's plenty of other things to do. Exactly who needs volleyball xD You won't, not forever anyway (:
Thanks I'm gonna need it. Lol if you want to put it that way then surreee. But she doesn't know a lot about me. Or my past. And considering her kind of family .. I never know if it's okay to tell her. I feel like when her family finds out they won't want me around their daughter. It's happened before... :
Yeah, it's not easy. Especially with certain people in my life. Always doing things to try to get me to sway.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jofNR_WkoCE You need to see this.
Almost forgot to add a question lol hmmm... 10.) If you had to give up one thing that you need, what would it be?
Well I only have one weird food combo so I guess I'll go with it. Grape jelly on chickfila chicken biscuits. I was the first one to try it and now I've seen multiple people doing it. I don't know whether to be pissed they stole my idea or excited I started something new. It makes me more mad though tbh. :c
Haha it is xD which is why you smiiiiiiile :3
I haven't done anything yet. >.> <.< I meann... I have a previous one but it's just not acceptable lol
I'm glad it worked out for you... didn't work like that for me o:
It was alright.
It makes me sad to think I'm only coming around when it's a holiday. Merry Christmas. How was Christmas for you? heart

Report | 12/02/2013 7:03 pm

-babii caspa-

Haha yeeah... most people say I'm crazy lol
Really? It's as simple as remembering. Just have to read and meditate on the verses and what they really mean. I try to mark them to experiences I've had, so if something similar happens, it'll pop into my head. Do you still have it? Cuz I mean, you know... lol I got too many bibles. I'd be more than happy to give you one if you want. Yesss your smile is definitely bigger than mine haha
Lol emotion_dealwithit make sure you give the source (that's me btw hehe)
It's a good thing .... wooww you won't be able to get away with anything. xD don't go sending n***s
Pretty much (: yeah I had a friend get hers off a few years ago and she wouldn't stop licking her teeth and making smacking noises. I pretty much knew then but I guess I'll soon find out for myself how weird it really is
Yeesss lol that's how I was first taught in gym, but when I tried that, it would bounce like a foot in the air and in all the wrong directions. I'm just not cut out for it. I know a town like that, can kind of baffle you when you think that people like to live there :b
I hear ya, problem is finding what I really want to do. o: That's what I plan on doing c: She's like my twin (except we look nothing alike), it's so weird... so yea that's not the issue lol
I don't really know what to tell you.. try not to dwell on those too much. It won't do any good
It is. One minute it's high and the next it's not- for me at least.
Sad but true. That's deep so I'm sure others did as well.
I'm practicing chastity so yeah.
8.) What does the fox say? ;D
Lol I suppose it's expected of me. I'm not either, tbh it's kind of awkward for me -selfies anyway. xD I'm pretty sure there were other good ones in the bunch. emotion_hug
I'll see what I can dooo
How are you almost losing it? o-O

....happy late thanksgiving. Hope it was fantastic for you!

Report | 11/22/2013 5:13 pm

-babii caspa-

xd I'm a bit different from most people.
Yes, of course. Very difficult.
Haha yeah, it does. Well, most of the time I can remember them (not always word for word) but I'm kinda bad about where in the Bible they're located. lol So that I do have to look up. Proverbs is full of wisdom. c:
Not for politicians. razz
Well... good luck stalking me on google cuz there are a load of girls with my name lol.
He is! biggrin I'm going back Thursday...hopefully I'll get some good news. o: {{so yeah I wrote most of this earlier this week... I didn't get the news I was hoping for. But at least I only have a few more weeks.. hopefully}}
Volleyball... I never learned how to hit a volleyball correctly. Ever. Sounds like it would be fun in the rain, especially if you couldn't see the ball until it hits you in the face. What's wrong with the town? haha
Sort of. I'm hoping to, but I get a lot of crap from people saying I need to figure out my major and whatever. Like how the f should I know what I like to do? I never get to do anything. I want to go to UNG, and one of my besties is going there but she wants me to dorm with her. And you see... that's a problem. For different reasons. I wanted to stay at home, save up money and then get out on my own. Tuition is already a lot, so when I told her I didn't want to pay more than I have to (dorming is expensive), she was like, "Just get student loans." Like do you know who I am? I'm the most frugal person you will ever meet in your life. I hate owing people stuff. I don't come from a rich family like her, it's not all paid for. I'll have to pay it myself.
*GASP* You did the dirty? o: Why do you regret those?
Uhmmm... does it have to be a present thing?... a personal change or can it be anything? o.O
I think I would change my very unhealthy low self esteem. And that's because it causes a lot of other problems.
6.) What is the most impactful thing someone has ever said to you?

Haha you're an imgurian. razz I actually saw that before you showed me lol.
Hmm...but where's the fro? Hehe I'm kidding. You look good. (; It's hard to believe some chica hasn't snatched you up yet. P.S. you would look sooo much better if you smiled c: hehe. You just look so sad, like you need a hug :'c

....now I feel like I should have sent a full body pic. lol

Report | 11/05/2013 7:07 pm

-babii caspa-

Lol why would I do that? :b
Yes -.- haha. Pretty bold making that statement. But I'm not going to argue it. You seem pretty set in your mind about that. xD
Sounds like you want to be bolder... or more confident. o: They may learn better if you reason with them rather than intimidate them. Myself, I'd rather make someone look like an ignorant a** infront of everyone else than build a strife between the two of us. You'll gain more respect that way. Words of wisdom penetrate the mind and soul. The teaching of the wise is a fountain of life, that one may turn away from the snares of death. Good sense wins favor, but the way of the treacherous is their ruin. In everything the prudent acts with knowledge, but a fool flaunts his folly. [Proverbs 13:14-16]
Ahh I'll send them later. I can't remember the website... it's on my phone o: You brought it on yourself, remember that once you see them.
Wow! you have a lot of experience! lol ;D Right right, can't jump into that too soon. I already know you do. haha
Everything you need for what?
You sound like my orthodontist when you say I'm doing great. xd
Mhm yes yes. I do know what you mean. When it rains in Florida... it pours. But it's fun to play in it biggrin You did NOT mention you moved to North Carolina. emotion_donotwant You like it there?
Well.. I don't really do much outside of school. But I guess it might be hanging with my girls, or traveling places. Or church. emotion_c8 lol (yes I am in school. and I will be for the next 4+ years too razz haha)
4.) What is your biggest regret?

Report | 11/04/2013 4:33 pm

-babii caspa-

I am? o.O Well.. that certainly is nice to know.
Haha actually, it wasn't the beach. My bad. I should have told you we went tubing in the mountains. lol Yeah it's hot all summer, mostly humid.. but the occasional rain is usually cold. But I live in North Georgia so I'm not really sure what the other parts of Georgia are like year round. xD
Hmm... I see what you're saying. Good point. My thoughts might not mean much but there is nothing wrong with being more kind and trusting than some other peeps. Those are hella better traits than being aggressive. Aggression is hardly a good thing especially when it gets out of control..but for a guy I'm sure [may be wrong though] it probably has something to do with your peers and the invisible "macho" ranking thing guys have. I think what some don't realize is that your "ranking" isn't what makes you a man. Personally I think if a male is too aggressive or aggressive in the wrong way, it means he can't control his temper and therefore makes him less a man. I'm not trying to put down what you think or anything but if it has to do with how others view you- then f-k that. But if it's your own choice to make yourself better- then do what you wish. And confidence can always be built up.
>.< don't make me send some nasty death photos
haha :b Grey poupon... my my that looks very - appetizing. You should definitely eat your fancy food.
How do you become a pro at this game? lol Nooo, what fun would it be if there were limitations? xD And I'm pretty sure from past experience that your question means you got some nasty up your sleeve haha
Aww you forgot my name again? o: kidding ... kind of. O_O I'm watching you.
Heather Marie Vandiver ninja
Do I have to wait until you get my answer before I can ask? Well... pshh ...I'm gonna ask one now anyway.
Are we counting our own numbers or the questions all together? For example is this number one for me or question two all together? Jeez I gots to make things complicated allll the time. D: I'm just gonna go with 2.. yea..
2. What do you like most about Florida?
Oh nuu..how tragic. But you would have finally known how I felt the many times it happened to me. c: lol

Report | 10/24/2013 1:55 pm

-babii caspa-

Relatively yeahhh xD
I'm sure you are...I just pick up on things more so than others c: haha
My dad's a little slow too lol He got mad at me when I told him he was. The truth hurts .. but I'm sure your dog is better off than my pops hahaha :3
Yepp it was pouring down rain, and it was cold...me and both of my brothers stood out in the cold rain for like an hour waiting for our ride. Chances are.. that would only happen to me haha.
But don't your actions manifest the kind of person you are? ..your character? I'm ashamed of who I was and my actions. I was so ... I enjoyed morbit things, evil stuff. And those thoughts almost lead me to do something horrendous. I agree that everyone makes mistakes..but some mistakes are worse than others, and some aren't mistakes but rather intentional. I deliberately did things to hurt people, I found joy in it. I was sick and twisted. What kind of change? o:
Yea, mine isn't always related to death but I do joke like that. Especially in a situation where someone is hiding something it's a habit of mine to tell about the "bodies" they have hid and explicitly describing the details of how and why. I was at lunch one day with one of my friends and she asked about the workshop teacher's truck that has a storage unit of some sort attached to the back. And I think I may have replied too fast about the corpses in it because she looked at me really weird and asked how I knew that ...I mean we busted out laughing about it but outsiders wouldn't have understood.
Hmmm I don't know about that. I'm too poised for that childish nonsense....

Just kidding. xd Bring it! I like these games. c: Yes yes very simple.. But you get to go first lol

Report | 10/22/2013 4:06 pm

-babii caspa-

It's one fourth of a year. Pretty long I'd say. o:
Haha you're just trying to make me feel better d:
That must be an interesting sight lol
Yeah it happens. But I only went out in a swimsuit one day the whole summer and it was raining for the most part lol. My luck. xP You don't have to apologize but I'll accept the hug c: emotion_hug
Maybe it's just part of growing up, looking back at who you used to be. To be honest, I'm ashamed of the person I was, but I can't really change the past haha. You don't have to change unless you want to, you know that right? Don't change for anyone but yourself.
Hmm... I know weird humor but I'm not so sure it's the same thing you're talking about.
Nice to be back emotion_hug emotion_brofist

Report | 10/14/2013 4:41 pm

-babii caspa-

I don't even know how to begin to explain how sorry I am for not replying sooner. Has it really been three months? Oh my gosh. I am so sorry.
No, I'm not dead. I am alright I suppose. Things haven't been so easy around here for me...which is partially why I've been gone for so long.

So much for having a person to talk to on a regular basis, huh? I was only teasing when I said you're not so bad, so don't take it seriously.
How can a dog chew on the wall?
True, true. I lost my tan when I became a home body. Recently, when my oldest brother was drunk, he said some very inappropriate things to me about getting a tan.
It does bring back weird memories lol. Don't regret what you said though, they make for good times. No matter how it made you sound. d: I actually started becoming like that myself, but I've been working on it for a while now. Trying to be more of a people person [even though I'd rather not talk- I don't talk much. Especially when I'm on my meds]. Just bring up different convos and it gets easier the more you do it. It's not easy though, but it works. I wasn't saying that to get you to change, it was more of reminiscing than anything. Don't worry about it lol What sort of dark humor have you learned? o.O
Who's the girl? d:

Report | 07/26/2013 9:50 am

-babii caspa-

Haha yeah I see that :3 Super duper!
xD Yeah, I thought I had told you about that. lol Her step dad actually but wow you remember that too? I've never heard that before, but it makes sense. Yes. redface Should I ask why you like that? haha Doesn't everyone remember their first kiss though? o.O ...maybe not. I don't tell maybe people about that, because when I do they ask if I like girls or if I was experimenting. Like no, most of the time I didn't want to do it but she would force herself on me. *sigh*
Yepp! Oh, hello there Mr.Winky. Aw sad that makes me sad. I'm sorry about all that. Yeah, I think that's pretty normal. I have those, I'm sure others do too. I tried to find her comment but I guess I deleted it. I don't know why I would do that unless it made me feel bad whenever I saw it. I wish I knew what it said... Yepp, I thought she was the one. razz I don't know if it will help, but I'll stick around if you do (even if it takes me a while to get back to you). I have this thing about saying goodbye to people, I guess you could say I get attached and it breaks my heart when someone I know becomes someone I knew. Idk, I've had a lot of people walk out on me and I don't have it in me to do the same to someone else. And you're not so bad anyway. emotion_hug lol xD
haha What kind of payback? She likes them, just not in the house. She doesn't want anything to get tore up. I meant...lol He doesn't eat it but he chews on anything he can get a hold of. But yeah, he eats anything, well he practically swallows it whole. He ate apple slices. What dog would eat that?
Good! Hey did I tell you I got rid of the ouija board I had? Me, my dad and brothers walked the dogs to the lake and made it sink to the bottom. It was weird letting it go, like I got attached to it. But I knew it was for the better.
Woah, that's really white. o: Can he not get tan or something? Of course it is, always be a gentleman. emotion_c8
emotion_jawdrop Daaanng. I bet that didn't even kill it.
Oh my gosh, when I was looking for your friend's comment I read some old convos we had and emotion_awesome we was funny. And it made me wonder... wut happened?

Report | 07/22/2013 1:46 pm

-babii caspa-

Haha yeah, how about that razz
Lol well I told you I’ve kissed a girl before right? I was 9 or 10-ish and uhm..I don’t know if I should tell you.... I can’t remember if I’ve even told you. She was my friend lived a couple houses over. We would uh.. redface do things. (It didn’t occur to me until later that she was probably raped.) She knew way too much about sex for a 9 year old. Did I tell you about how she would turn porn on when we had sleepovers, and hump, and other stuff to this giant stuffed rabbit? I told you that right? Jeez I’m feeling like I should go back to the beginning of our convos so I’ll know what I’ve already told you. But anyway one sleepover we were in her basement in one of the bedrooms and sometimes we would play the “grown up” game, and she started feeling me up so I said, “maybe we should kiss first...” and then I kissed her. I still remember it clear as day. She stuck her tongue in my mouth and *cringes* ew..I remember what she tasted like.
Ohh lol 4laugh Yeah, me too..especially when my family would drink too much and fight. But I’m glad you have something to help you out. (:
Started at the bottom, now you making your way up. xD It sounds like she doesn’t want to lose you. If she got upset over that then she obviously cares about you. And maybe she’s taking time away, trying to cope with the thought that there’s a chance that some day she won’t get to talk to you. You do what you have to, but she may come back. I doubt she could just turn her back on you like that. Oh I did? Haha ..when did that happen? Nah, I sit in the house basically all day every day. Nothing happens, hardly. razz
Oh wow lol how nice. haha What do you do when she does that? Yeah he’s a trouble maker though, but at least he’s soft. Haha :3 He sleeps outside. My grandma doesn’t allow the dogs in the house. She threatened to kick us out when we let them in one time while she was gone.. D: Plus.. he would eat my hair if I let him sleep with me. Lol or chew on me.
Oh really? How many roommates do you have? What kind of things did you say? o-O
No lol I’m not that white. I was kidding, haha. :] Thanks :3 That makes me feel good lol ♡ Nice try though. c:
lol that kid is weird xD
Is that a person trying to catch it? haha

Report | 07/11/2013 9:43 pm

-babii caspa-

I guess so. lol ...ohh I knew dat xD
Just saying that because of what I did when I was 9? lol
I am? What did I say that was sweet? o_O Well that's nice to know. And that's a good characteristic to have c:
Awesome! Congrats on the promotion. :] Brainwashed you? Why does she think that? Oh..I'm sorry. She'll come around eventually. Well that certainly beats my boring life. xD
Lol it's a boy. He's finally gotten to the humping stage. I know! whee He's about as big as my other dog, who's about 5yo, and he's not even fully grown yet.
Yeah me too... I went through a lot of s**t before I turned my life around. About the demons and ouija board stuff
Yep sometimes I blend in with the walls. I think it's because I stay inside a lot. xP You think I'm pretty? :3 lol
HA HA. ..jerk emo
That's cute lol ;D

Report | 07/03/2013 12:44 pm

-babii caspa-

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Maybe for him. :< Yeah look how it turned out. They both ended up killing themselves, DYING. Well... I don't want to be with someone who's swapped spit with thirty girls. And I wouldn't want him even if he hadn't done that.
emotion_8c Whatchu tryna say?
Yep that's my age. Staahhpp you're making me feel like a fool. emo I thought it would upset you because I lied. Bout scared me to death. D: I didn't know, I don't like to assume things. User Image

Thanks :3 It was an okayish one. Yeah lol you are xD I don't think I lied about anything else so.. (: You know you better than I do... tell me how things are. Where are you now? Update on the situation. What are some things you've done, seen?
Yeap! You were sooo right! ;D

Well I don't really like the term "religious" makes me sound like I go to a monastery or bow down before statues. It's fun though. And Jesus is my LIFE. I would have killed myself a long time ago if He wouldn't have saved me.
Lol nevermind. Yes I have one. But a forewarning. I'm a cracker (you should know that already o-o), I still have braces (can't see them though) and I'm wearing contacts not my glasses lol. I may not be what you expect, you may not even like me but...I'ma show you anyhow. So I'm not just an avatar anymore, and you can stick a face to what I say. I couldn't decide which picture to show you so I just randomly chose one. LOL Bleh gross User Image

Hehe 4laugh It's not a bad thing. You do what you gotta do. B)
Slow? When have I been slow? [I was going to insert a turtle emoticon here, but I couldnt find one ._.]
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I don't think I do, can you elaborate?

Report | 06/30/2013 8:20 pm

-babii caspa-

Seriously? :3
Yeah, I know. And I was just telling you, I didn't expect advice...but thank you! You give good advice lol smile
I've seen him. I went to the church one day for this cook out thing they were having. My grandma told me, when we were leaving, that the preachers son couldnt take his eyes off me. And that's how it began. xD But no, lol, I haven't actually met him. And I'd like to keep it that way. The way he has girlfriends left and right, a new one every week makes me wonder who's got the issues...know what I mean?
Nooo LOL You make it sound like I like girls when you say that. haha! Yeah, basically. Yup, my family is... ludicrous. whee
Well... sweatdrop I lied about my age and my grade. Two times to you continually. And what I mean by that is...when I "confessed" the first time I wasn't being honest then either. Here's the truth: today is my birthday (didn't lie about that) I turned 17 and I'm going to be a senior this year. I didn't just graduate. I lied about that. I do have a reason, but it isn't a good one. I lied because all my life I've been rejected, judged..looked down on. And all I've ever wanted was to be accepted. So I met people online and built up this fake person, created lies and it seemed people liked that person. It became a custom for me to tell people I was this age or looked this way, and it grew harder for me to tell the truth. But the few times I did, the small amount of times I showed others the real me, it was like...I still wasn't good enough. But the older I'm getting, the more I'm starting to realize that I'd rather have others reject who I really am than accept someone I'm not. Which is why I'm finally confessing the truth. I don't want to lie anymore.
I KNOW WHAT TO GET! I would get L.L.K. on my wrist or neck. (:
Hope it works This is SoBe. Like the drink. He's a pitt too lol. Yep, I've had a smart phone now for a while now. Yay! 3nodding Haha yeah my dumbphone...crappy old thing.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2hkzenFwP6E&sns=em Here's a video about Forward. Watch the whole thing lol xP
I'll send the picture of me next time... if there is one :'(
Ohh lol I think that's like the true definition of keeping tabs on someone. Lol razz
Haha...I will. Sorry .__.
........ neutral I'm just the stupid one? Is that what you're saying? *snickers*
Don't feel bad, I'm not disappointed. I'm a quality over quantity kind of person. smile

Report | 06/30/2013 7:57 pm

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Report | 06/28/2013 9:29 pm

-babii caspa-

AHA! Victory!!!! twisted I guess I'll go now. lol whee

Report | 06/28/2013 9:28 pm

-babii caspa-

No! No no no. I don't hate you! I love you. emotion_bigheart Please, don't think I've been ignoring you. I just... I've had a lot going on, and it's really stressing me out. My dad is taking too many meds again, to get high off of and putting me in danger. He gets angry and scream, threatens. Reckless driving, not sleeping. Him and my grandmother keep getting into fights about money and his medications. She said shes tired of dealing with my dad and shes gonna send my dad to the hospital to get off all the medicine hes on, then she'll put him in a program to get his free from his addiction. My oldest brother is...depressed, scaring people into thinking he's going to kill himself. My other brother is doing okay. He's started going to church with me, so I don't have to sit alone (my dad quit going, said he's giving up). But he keeps relapsing into drugs and drinking. :/ My gma, is either here at home fighting with my dad, at work, or at her boyfriends. She deserts me here with these drug addicts all the time to go sleep at her bfs.
My other gma is trying to set me up with her preacher's son, who's like 2 years younger than me. I've never said this before but my other grandmother isn't... emo She makes it clear she likes my brothers more than me, she said she likes males more than females (I agreed thinking it didn't apply to family) but I can tell she favors them a lot more. She's mean, she's judgmental, and... she's racist. Not like in your face, but when you turn around she'll say something about you. But my point is...she's getting all buddy buddy with this preachers kid. And she keeps on talking about him, like I can't talk to her for like an hour without him coming up. Apparently, he has a crush on me and told her he was going to talk to me next time I came to her church. Well, I went to her house the other week. She took me out to eat, bought me a dress and some shoes. She was basically bribing me to go to her church. She told me, "Heather, you know why I'm getting this for you don't you?" When I said no, she told me I had to go to her church that sunday. Let me stop here and tell you how much I don't want to meet this guy. I don't give a flip who he is. I don't want him looking at me, sitting near me or even breathing the air I breathe. emotion_donotwant I've heard that preachers' kids are the worst of all. Anyway, I told her about a million times I didnt want to meet him but she kept pushing. ....I'm just going to skip most of it because it's really long... as you can see already. She bought me those things, and it was father's day sunday so I didnt go and last weekend she wanted me to go but I avoided her calls and all kinds of things. My dad talked to her though. And uhh... my grandmother now thinks I'm gay :angry: and that I've been told things about boys. She wonders whats wrong with me that I haven't gotten a boyfriend yet (have I told you I've never dated anyone?). And I'm struggling with some things, that I should really come clean with you about. I'm sorry I lied about them and continued it... [And I'll tell you next time what they are because I'm so guilty about them and they're really bad. I should not have lied to you, especially because I lied to you about it once before. And I just have to get one last message in before I tell you because you won't want anything to do with me after I tell you.]
I wouldn't know what to get. :/
O_o ...uhm...uhh..It looks nice? :3cute:
Haha! I like it! No worries. B)
... surprised Really!? Haha okay I can be Kira. xD If it makes you happy wink hehe
I wouldn't call them stories but more of little facts (?) about things that have changed. I don't remember if I told you these or not but just some things. I have a puppy, well he's gotten a little bigger now. My dad got a new volkswagon jetta. I got a new phone! yeee! And...I've been going to Forward Conference the today and yesterday. And the last day is tomorrow. I have to get up early so I need to rush this. sad

Report | 06/28/2013 9:25 pm

-babii caspa-

Wait lemme try this... please work please work.

No! No no no. I don't hate you! I love you. :bigheart: Please, don't think I've been ignoring you. I just... I've had a lot going on, and it's really stressing me out. My dad is taking too many meds again, to get high off of and putting me in danger. He gets angry and scream, threatens. Reckless driving, not sleeping. Him and my grandmother keep getting into fights about money and his medications. She said shes tired of dealing with my dad and shes gonna send my dad to the hospital to get off all the medicine hes on, then she'll put him in a program to get his free from his addiction. My oldest brother is...depressed, scaring people into thinking he's going to kill himself. My other brother is doing okay. He's started going to church with me, so I don't have to sit alone (my dad quit going, said he's giving up). But he keeps relapsing into drugs and drinking. :/ My gma, is either here at home fighting with my dad, at work, or at her boyfriends. She deserts me here with these drug addicts all the time to go sleep at her bfs.

My other gma is trying to set me up with her preacher's son, who's like 2 years younger than me. I've never said this before but my other grandmother isn't... :emo: She makes it clear she likes my brothers more than me, she said she likes males more than females (I agreed thinking it didn't apply to family) but I can tell she favors them a lot more. She's mean, she's judgmental, and... she's racist. Not like in your face, but when you turn around she'll say something about you. But my point is...she's getting all buddy buddy with this preachers kid. And she keeps on talking about him, like I can't talk to her for like an hour without him coming up. Apparently, he has a crush on me and told her he was going to talk to me next time I came to her church. Well, I went to her house the other week. She took me out to eat, bought me a dress and some shoes. She was basically bribing me to go to her church. She told me, "Heather, you know why I'm getting this for you don't you?" When I said no, she told me I had to go to her church that sunday. Let me stop here and tell you how much I don't want to meet this guy. I don't give a flip who he is. I don't want him looking at me, sitting near me or even breathing the air I breathe. :donotwant: I've heard that preachers' kids are the worst of all. Anyway, I told her about a million times I didnt want to meet him but she kept pushing. ....I'm just going to skip most of it because it's really long... as you can see already. She bought me those things, and it was father's day sunday so I didnt go and last weekend she wanted me to go but I avoided her calls and all kinds of things. My dad talked to her though. And uhh... my grandmother now thinks I'm gay :angry: and that I've been told things about boys. She wonders whats wrong with me that I haven't gotten a boyfriend yet (have I told you I've never dated anyone?). And I'm struggling with some things, that I should really come clean with you about. I'm sorry I lied about them and continued it... [And I'll tell you next time what they are because I'm so guilty about them and they're really bad. I should not have lied to you, especially because I lied to you about it once before. And I just have to get one last message in before I tell you because you won't want anything to do with me after I tell you.]

I wouldn't know what to get. :/

O_o ...uhm...uhh..It looks nice? :3cute:

Haha! I like it! No worries. B)

... :o Really!? Haha okay I can be Kira. xD If it makes you happy ;) hehe

I wouldn't call them stories but more of little facts (?) about things that have changed. I don't remember if I told you these or not but just some things. I have a puppy, well he's gotten a little bigger now. My dad got a new volkswagon jetta. I got a new phone! yeee! And...I've been going to Forward Conference the today and yesterday. And the last day is tomorrow. I have to get up early so I n

Report | 06/28/2013 9:23 pm

-babii caspa-

You probably don't know what Forward is....but razz Ohhh and... if (when I confess my wrongdoings) you still want to talk, which I presume is not likely crying , I can send you a picture of me. I think it's been loooooong enough. O_O
Oh... redface nevermind. Doesn't matter anymore. I don't always think that. It's just...when you read my message and not reply until later it makes me think I've said something wrong. D: But I guess I worry for nothing. xP

Btw.. a big part of the reason it takes me so long to reply is... I used to get a message when you replied but I don't anymore and I don't know why. And so I never know when you send something. Guess I should check more frequently. o-o

I don't know why it sent like that. stare stupid thing

Report | 06/28/2013 9:18 pm

-babii caspa-

No! No no no. I don't hate you! I love you. :bigheart: Please, don't think I've been ignoring you. I just... I've had a lot going on, and it's really stressing me out. My dad is taking too many meds again, to get high off of and putting me in danger. He gets angry and scream, threatens. Reckless driving, not sleeping. Him and my grandmother keep getting into fights about money and his medications. She said shes tired of dealing with my dad and shes gonna send my dad to the hospital to get off all the medicine hes on, then she'll put him in a program to get his free from his addiction. My oldest brother is...depressed, scaring people into thinking he's going to kill himself. My other brother is doing okay. He's started going to church with me, so I don't have to sit alone (my dad quit going, said he's giving up). But he keeps relapsing into drugs and drinking. :/ My gma, is either here at home fighting with my dad, at work, or at her boyfriends. She deserts me here with these drug addicts all the time to go sleep at her bfs.

My other gma is trying to set me up with her preacher's son, who's like 2 years younger than me. I've never said this before but my other grandmother isn't... :emo: She makes it clear she likes my brothers more than me, she said she likes males more than females (I agreed thinking it didn't apply to family) but I can tell she favors them a lot more. She's mean, she's judgmental, and... [size=.5]she's racist[/size]. Not like in your face, but when you turn around she'll say something about you. But my point is...she's getting all buddy buddy with this preachers kid. And she keeps on talking about him, like I can't talk to her for like an hour without him coming up. Apparently, he has a crush on me and told her he was going to talk to me next time I came to her church. Well, I went to her house the other week. She took me out to eat, bought me a dress and some shoes. She was basically bribing me to go to her church. She told me, "Heather, you know why I'm getting this for you don't you?" When I said no, she told me I had to go to her church that sunday. Let me stop here and tell you how much I don't want to meet this guy. I don't give a flip who he is. I don't want him looking at me, sitting near me or even breathing the air I breathe. :donotwant: I've heard that preachers' kids are the worst of all. Anyway, I told her about a million times I didnt want to meet him but she kept pushing. ....I'm just going to skip most of it because it's really long... as you can see already. She bought me those things, and it was father's day sunday so I didnt go and last weekend she wanted me to go but I avoided her calls and all kinds of things. My dad talked to her though. And uhh... my grandmother now thinks I'm gay :x :burning: and that I've been told things about boys. She wonders whats wrong with me that I haven't gotten a boyfriend yet (have I told you I've never dated anyone?). And I'm struggling with some things, that I should really come clean with you about. I'm sorry I lied about them and continued it... [And I'll tell you next time what they are because I'm so guilty about them and they're really bad. I should not have lied to you, especially because I lied to you about it once before. And I just have to get one last message in before I tell you because you won't want anything to do with me after I tell you.]

I wouldn't know what to get. :/

O_o ...uhm...uhh..It looks nice? :3nod:

Haha! I like it! No worries. B)

... :O Really!? Haha okay I can be Kira. xD If it makes you happy ;) hehe

I wouldn't call them stories but more of little facts (?) about things that have changed. I don't remember if I told you these or not but just some things. I have a puppy, well he's gotten a little bigger now. My dad got a new volkswagon jetta. I got a new phone! yeee! And...I've been going to Forward Conference the today and yesterday. And the last day is tomorrow. I have to get up early so I need to rush this. :( You probab

Report | 06/04/2013 10:09 pm

-babii caspa-

I was JUST kidding. Look I didn't want to freak you out, I'm sorry. Just please don't ignore me. emo

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