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Hi I'm Becca. I share an account with my sister Skylar and our Cousin Jamie.

I'm just gonna start off by saying I can be a b***h sometimes because you could not begin to imagine what I've been through. I have amazing friends that help through everything. And I mean everything. I used to be depressed, even...suicidal... I've gotten better with meeting new people on here. But occasionally there's that one person that upsets me.... I try to be as positive as I can being I went through a lot when I was little and even now. I suffer from a certain brain problem I forgot the name.. Basically I remember things up until the day I got in the crashed and suffered from a major brain problem obviously.... So don't be offended if I forget or don't know you. I wear a smile. Best make up ever. Just keep holding on and I will too. c: No matter what you aren't alone and you never will be. Pick your head up. Be happy.

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awesomeman888 Report | 06/15/2012 12:23 pm
awesomeman888
What color?? O.o
awesomeman888 Report | 06/14/2012 9:50 am
awesomeman888
Nice pic wink
Tristam Kalder Report | 06/06/2012 5:12 pm
Tristam Kalder
Not much, yourself?
Tristam Kalder Report | 06/05/2012 2:19 pm
Tristam Kalder
Hey

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All I can feel is tears dropping down my face I can hear the people talking about me Those voices in my head, they are like demons summoning me The blades cutting through my skin, like a hacksaw All my feelings come rushing at once I’m not skinny, I’m not pretty those are the words they use Ugly, fat, repulsive I don’t know why they do? I’m just like them aren’t I? They want me gone, just like that I can tell I’m getting worse, cuts are getting deeper, More and more scars cover my body My wrists look like chopping blocks, Walls come crashing down next to me, The pain, anger and the confusion I believe the things they say, I’m worthless I try lots of things to be like them, But the demons aren’t going to get me. I’m not letting them. I’m too strong for them, for this, for everything

What’s life? Something you live or die for? Something you strive or fight for? Something small and meaningless, nothing more? Why do we ponder life when there’s no real gain? Deception, deceit, and pain all fall as an endless rain. Cover your heads as you might, but there’s no true escape from its fright. Run until your energy is spent, until there’s nothing but what always was meant. Let the blood course quickly through your intermingling veins. Until of course there are no longer any pointless restrains. Don’t give up a fight? Or don’t give up what’s right? They all seem vaguely familiar after such a tremendous defeat. Now what will I do to regain balance upon these unsteady feet?

I blink back the tears.I close my eyes and look away.You’re the one I love and I don’t know what to say.I love you; the words are choked by my tears.You pull me close and wipe my tears blinking back your own.I love you too; you whisper to me.I cry and cry, and cry.I don’t want to let you go.This is not good bye, only see you later.I won’t see you again soon.But, I will see you again.As I cry, you kiss my lips.Soft and sweet and gentle,No words are said and none need to be said.I love you, I’ll miss you, I’ll return again.Every tear, every promise, every hope, every dreamYou say it all in a kiss.There are no words.The kiss lasts only seconds, and then you have to go.I blink back my tears and smile softly whispering one last I love you.You say you love me too and slowly turn and leave.I want to cry, but every promise of the kiss plays back in my head.I run and hug you before you’re out of reach.Good bye my love I’ll return again, you promise,Then you seal it with a kiss.

Oh Tate(:

Some of them beg for their life. I don't feel sad, I don't feel anything. It's a filthy world we live in, It's a filthy god damn helpless world we live in. And honestly I feel like I'm helping to take them away from the s**t, and the piss, and the vomit that run in the streets. - Tate Langdon

The room is lit by a single lamp, the feeling inside the room is that of stalk stillness, your bound to tread further into it but why, there's nothing worth going into the darkness for, but your mind overrides your subconscious and you walk on standing in front of the old wooden oak door, the room is surprisingly cold, almost chilling, the air seems crisp, dry, old, your hand raises to the brass door handle gently squeezing the knob feeling the gears turn inside hearing them groan in protest to your caressing movements, as the door resists your slight push open almost as the air behind it begs for you to keep it shut, a gust of warm air flushes past your feet and wraps itself around you like a blanket then vanishes almost as if it never was there, the path downward is dark, your subconscious screams for you to turn away, your eyes become clouded, your thoughts scattered as your mind battles for control, you take the first step, your subconscious claws at your mind trying to pull you back, you stumble an press your hand against nothing but your somehow holding your self up, the chill sets in with more ferocity, clambering to your skin, oozing its way to your bones and gripping you pulling you deeper into the depths of the unknown, you try to scream but no words come out, as your dragged into the darkness so bleak, soundless, the only color is pitch black obsidian as you feel yourself being torn from this world and that is why no one is afraid of the dark, just whats in it..

I woke up in a stranger's bed With pins and needles in my head And the clock ticking off the wall Oh, yeah, oh, yeah I don't even know myself I wish I could be someone else But I don't have a clue at all Oh, yeah I'm sinking You're wading I'm thinking something's gotta give Oh Wake me up Say enough is enough I'm dying to live Something's gotta give Oh Pull me out Of this sinking town I'm dying to live Something's gotta give Maybe I'm a ******** waste Filling up the empty space I've been here way too long