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*NOTICE* if i quit talking to anyone then it is because im at the villa an like it says in my about thing....i dont get enternet
so please dont think that i forgot about u guys...

ok... hey ppl. im alexandria but people call me allie,Nissa, or Secret(my new nickname). i live in dade city but im usually in bartow in the villa. its a place for all girls an it sucks a** big time. im 5'4 or someone around that area. im 16 years old but wish i was little again. they were awesome days of my life when nothing was wrong. i ave blue eyes or green. they change with my mood. i love myself but yet hate everything about me. my family hates me but my freinds love me. i wish i could find someone an not be scared to love them. but i cant find anyone that wont hurt me. i found out that i fall in love to easily and get hurt. but one day that might change... i hope. when i get older i want to work with computers. anything will work jus as long as its with computers. truthfully i can be shy with some people but i'll change when i no u. certain people im very shy towards them. um... i play the piano an i can play the trumpet. along with some other ones. i love learning new things an im very curious which gets me into trouble from time to time. but hey its not my fault. i jus want to no. i love reading books about everything. an i love writing little storys. i love my room its the only place i feel safe. um... im bi an i sorta go for girls more than guys actually. i dont care what people think of me so talk about me all u want. i am emo but i dont hurt myself in anyway. im a dork but funny im always wanted to do something with my friends. i love tem so much. i would do anything for then. im adventrous when i feel like it an im addicted to the computer. i love to be around animals. i love my doggy. shes such a baby. she so spoiled. smile cause of me. i love cats and hoping to get one soon cause my sister stole my kittie. i also want to pure wolf when i get older. i love the night an any type of darkness. i love thunderstoms an lightening. i love playing in the rain. im a little kid whos loves to get into things an loves to find trouble. blood is a very precious thing to me in many ways. i love the taste i love the color i love that it keeps me alive... most of the time. i love when people are nice to me an dont hurt me in anyway. it makes me feel like im wanted. im scared that people will leave that i ave learned to love. an that they will betray me. theres alot of other things that i could write but no idea what. things i dont no about things i do. i love people who tell it like it is an are not afraid to be themselves. i keep to myself... thats why i ave so many problems. it takes me a while to trust people an i dont like to tell people how i feel inside. i scare myself sometimes an thats bad. i can be happy but i live in darkness cause i like it there. its fun. i love playing outside at night. i hate the sun it hurt my eyes maybe because i stay inside so much. if your nice to me im nice to you. i love how some people can talk about life in a way that makes since an that they look at like how it is. its horrible but its beautiful. light but dark. sad but happy. heaven but hell. i dont no though. but yea. i wrote alot which i am proud of myself for doing. so i must go. -Allie-



um... what else... let's see. random thing's bout me... i love when people bite my neck:vamp... blood i love i cant jus stand to see it and not be able to ave it rite then an there. it's weird i know... i want to find someone who is like me and loves me(truely loves me)...all my realistic dreams come true... i different from all of u, way more than you can think... some people are scared of me an i dont mean to scare them, they think i'm going to hurt them when i'm not(as long as they dont hurt me first or hurt the people close to me), i keep to myself for that reason, only by the people who are there that realy are friends that wont betray me... any other thing you want to know ask... i'll answer anything... note~ if you want to talk to me on my email add tis:

x_sadly_disturbed_x@yahoo.com

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