oh im sorry =(
try to get with someone that doesn't have two different lives. someone that seems to be like you. or someone that wants to live life and just enjoy her life with someone special! look around and find something new! =D something fun and interesting ^^
go out and meet new people! once you meet an interesting girl, ask her to hang out w you. become good friends (its really nice when you can someone as a best friend and more =) and then when it feels right, ask her to be more than just friends!
but it all comes to meeting new people =) unless you like someone already... heehee lol
i started to like this guy cuz he always told me he liked me and stuff right? but idk we haven't talked in forever cuz he dont got a cell and everytime i call his house he out w his friends so its just like watever he knows my number, if he wants to talk to me he can call lol
but i wish you luck my brother!! hope everything turns out iight if thats whats needed ^^