yeah a little. my own family called CPS on my parents a few years back. and for no reason. it really sucks i cant see them for a while but with the changes they have gone through i dont want too. i had a freind who left for college already and several have purposely severed all ties with me. losing a good friend, especially after a long time, really hurts. you know, that deep kind of hurt that gets you in the stomach and stays for a few weeks. the kind that eats you away inside and makes you question yourself. it is truely the worst level of hell for me.