I will describe to a certain extent- the inexplicable incidents of my past. L was the single surge of inspiration which shaped my life's ambition. From the start I was a runner up at Wammy's house to become L's successor. Due to his death; which I promise to brutally and eternally damn Kira to hell for, L did not get to decide between that venomous p***k Near and myself. I cannot exclaim the horror I felt when Roger tried to unite Near and I; despite his knowledge of the corrupt “relationship” between us. I refused. I have decided to pursue Kira in my own way, in order to succeed L. I became the leader of a Mafia, which progressed my knowledge of Kira’s sacred weapon, the Death Note. No one will deter my ambition, and I will not lose to Near. Not this time.