In reading this you probably won't even care, in reading this I want you to know that Seth,
I love you. Always had. And when we dated s**t just got so out of hand with Heather and I ended up losing you... I regret it SO much. I know sometimes I've treated you like crap, but that was the old me, I'm a whole different person.. I've changed, really.. you may not believe it but I do because, I've missed you soo much lately. I've always wanted you happier then I could make you, so if you have somebody who does that, I'm glad about it. I hope you understand how happy you truly make me, even if we barely talk, I hope you understand that we may be far apart but to me distance is only an object that we have to get over. I hope you know I never want to hurt you or make you upset.
You're an amazing guy, and ANY person who knows you is the luckiest girl/guy on the planet. Any person who gets to see your pretty face every day is lucky, any person who talks to you is SO lucky. Because you're niice, cuute, funny, caring, sweet, and over all an amazing kid..
I've messed up Seth... I have. I know that, I'll be there for you whenever, even if you don't want me... Even if I'm dead to you, I'll be there til my last breath, because that's what I do.. I'm always ALWAYS going to be there, I swear on my life. I promise you..
Loved you then,
Love you still,