i dont ask alot of my friends only that their friendship be true and if not then tell me to my face not behind my back.many of my so called friends have either stabbed me ,used me or just disappeared .....mayb i expect too much from ppl but its no more than how i treat them i expect them to treat me.is that too much to ask ... in this day and age i believe it is.
Hi xilly. It's been awhile! Wasn't sure whether I'd still be able to find you here actually o:
Now, I don't know whether you still loathe me or not but, I recently found myself curious about how you're going :3
I also wanted to apologise for what happened and my behaviour oh so long ago. I was a mess... my feelings regarding you were heart wrenching and I honestly didn't know whether I loved you or hated you. I do know that if I hadnt left, I don't think I'd have been able to find love somewhere else though, so all in all, even though it's so long ago, and I cant remember why I happened, I know it needed to. And none the less, I am sincerely sorry for the pain I caused you and I hope you can forgive me.
In case you're wondering, I'm doing well, albeit stressed about school, and a little lonesome I suppose, (although I did 'find love' several times, it didn't work out.. But anyway I'm extremely busy lately having finally found my choice career path, starting pursuit in it and of course, my looming HSC finals.
i wish u been on right now...i remember when i did everything for u when i wake up at 5 am in the morning just to see u for 3 hours then go to sleep at 12 or 11 just to be with u and be sleepy all day thinking of u ....i remember when u would change and any way that u changed i stay with u even if i didnt like it and change u right back ...too ur good old self ... i miss ya xilly hope too see u soonn
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Now, I don't know whether you still loathe me or not but, I recently found myself curious about how you're going :3
I also wanted to apologise for what happened and my behaviour oh so long ago. I was a mess... my feelings regarding you were heart wrenching and I honestly didn't know whether I loved you or hated you. I do know that if I hadnt left, I don't think I'd have been able to find love somewhere else though, so all in all, even though it's so long ago, and I cant remember why I happened, I know it needed to. And none the less, I am sincerely sorry for the pain I caused you and I hope you can forgive me.
In case you're wondering, I'm doing well, albeit stressed about school, and a little lonesome I suppose, (although I did 'find love' several times, it didn't work out.. But anyway I'm extremely busy lately having finally found my choice career path, starting pursuit in it and of course, my looming HSC finals.
Hope to hear from you!
Sincerely,
Marcos Cosmos
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