♥X♥X♥About This Emo Girl♥X♥X♥

Hia im Raine and im 16 i live a life most emo kids ussually live...a pretty poor and boaring life. i dont think anybody realy loves me enough to go out with me and so therefor i dont have a bf sad ............well besides four people on gaia that i think realy do care about me thier names are 1. Josh omg i love him he soooo sweet and he loves me too i think weve known eachother for about 1 and a have months now lol well i luff him sooo yeah on to #2. his name ish Steven yes steven i love you lol hes my buddie aswell and he loves me too XD weve known eachother maby 5 weeks lol hes the coolest that brings me down to #3.Joey hes like soooo cool lol i love him weve known eachother for about 7 weeks but hes the best i love him...#4.Will aka WILLIE WONKA haha omg he hates that name lol im jk Will if your reading this haha he says ""Im not that chocolate eating freak"" haha hes awsome ...sooo yeah those are my loving buddies forever lol ...XP... and i have no heart for some loser who dosnt realy care 'bout me....so *guys if your one of them then stay away from me cause my ""lover buddies"" will kill you haha...XP.... Okay....theres a few things i dont like....i dont like it when ppl make fun of emos or goths it makes me want to kick there a**.....i hate preps and if your a prep then get off my ******** page...... im a vegetarian i dont like to kill animals i went on srtike once in NYC against the animal cruelty so dont mess with animals they have as much right as we do to live. My religion.....i dont realy belive in god it dosnt matter to me when i die or where i go when i die ...id accually be better off happy when im dead but i dont have the courage to kill myself or anything cause thats me. What I look like.......i have brown hair with no highlights any more.....i have grey/blue eyes....i have a lip pierceing and an eyebrow pierceing {pretty sweet huh?}... and well thats 'bout it. I am funny and i have a great scence of humor {my friends say} i love robots and emo bunnies haha {i dont think theres such thing as emo bunnies but oh well ive seen pics} well if you want to get to know me better then just PM me k? ^_^ nd if your a jerk then dont cause well lets just say it wont be pleasnt okay thats a wrap talk to ya soon lol

this ish me.......



and this ish meh baby




oh and id like to show you guys what my very best fwend showd me lol
i love him its from josh.................







and this ish my GUARDIAN ANGEL LOL...................




AND THIS ISH MY FWEND JOSHEE...........




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if you ddnt find out then i will tell you here that i found out on 8/23/2008
that i have lung cancer V_V
ill live till 3/23/2023
i guess
i love you guys
HERE ISH MY SONG I WROTE.................


...A song that lasts forever...

Shes gonna cry...
With the cancer inside
to feel her pain tell me..
wouldnt you?

Shes gonna scream...
but the lightest scream tell me...
would you her it?

Shes gonna shine..
but with all the other lights turned on you cant see her....
would you let her shine...would you let her shine?

With the cancer inside 15years she has left to live...
is that enough time to make a difference in this world?

To sing this song...and let you hear it...will it change you..will it...change you?

To feel her pain...to see her light..to hear hear her scream...will it change you...will it...change you?

To walk in her shoes...you must feel so down cause thats what she felt thats what shes feeling...


A song that lasts forever never ending never fading nor losing its words never alone its like a tear drop that comes then is washed away if only her life was that tear exept never comming never leaving never washed away its stays in one place...
oooh youll see her face in another land in another place
oooh you will see her again...
youll see Raine again...if you realy cared...
you will see Raine again....

The cancer spreads 15 years have passed
let it all out cry its shes watching over you

Remember her kiss her smile her laugh her touch her love that she gave you
it will all come back to you one day
but for right now she remains in a safer place
somewhere you kept it all
kept it all...
somewhere you kept it all...
in your heart
and it will never go away

A song that lasts forever and ever and ever and ever...
will it change you?
will you hear it?
will you feel it?
will you see it
will you let her shine...let her shine?
with 15 years on your hands tell me...
what would you do?
will it change you?

oooh you will see her again...
youll see Raine again...if you realy cared...youll see Raine again...
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This is a song for everybody who knows what shes going through what she feels what I feel
I love you Jeff (dad)...Andy (step dad)...Josh...Will...Ragan...Carly...Anna...Fred...Aiden..Alex...
...Brielle...Jaclyn...Jayden...Brooklyn...Sara...Elizabeth...and last but not least the friend i love the most that i lost to suicide...
Brendon Lee Haris...
I love you guys sooo much! ! !







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