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I play video games, and have trouble making and keeping friends.
I am a very bitter and angry person when it comes to choice and experience, but I usually like a good conversation.
If I clicked on your profile I was genuinely curious of what you were wearing or wanted to know more. Hopefully you clicked for the same reason so I don't feel too bad about it.
If there's anything reasonable you'd like to ask or discus, feel free to speak your mind, otherwise, thanks for visiting.
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And I understand that's feeling, but not as much because I don't expect much from most things. Just enjoy it for what it offers and leave the rest up to myself. My holidays were pretty good, just not entirely covid regulated as it should've been, but thats humans for you. This new rotation will provide a new year for trying !
As for your book hunt I wish you best of luck, also you could try looking for it on goodreads.com its like your very own library card so it's awesome!
And I agree its really important to not get caught up in the maddness of the world around you, but some people do becuase of the various things suuch as the afore mentioned success and societal acceptance thing. Mind over matter as they say. Yes the world is on fire, but you only know its hot if you either touch the flame or can't handle the burn. It' just all comes down to persepctive really!
Learning is addictive for some, it's just- like every other good thing on this planet- over priced. I feel like it will change in te forseeable future so I'm hopefull about that even more so seeing tuition rates drop in wake of this pandemic.
Construct, consume, and destroy!
I say it's all just a convoluted mess of ideals and unspoken truth and manipulation.
Also what was the author's name and it's pretty sweet that you got to hug her. Sorry about your puppers watering your favorite book! Chances are you will be able to find her, almost everything is digital.
A h, yes! monster hunter, I hear a lot about tat game it seems s-teir from the things I hear about it.
Much like games, they sell the game on a free-to-play basis but to even remotely advance you have to pay unreasonable prices to easily up in rank which is oftentimes something people have no problem doing to be at the top without putting in a true effort. Everything even seemingly viable is behind a paywall as most people either need funds to pus tings tat their creating, or they know the influence they carry and simply seek to make a profit off of it taking advantage of emotions. Most creators understand investments regardless of their source (i.e emotional, monetary, and so on)
Some advice comes free, but I've learned that even kindness oftentimes has a price beneath it as well depending on the seller and supposed consumer. My favorite actor eld a seminar on how to be successful and offered advice and techniques to better oneself to his fans, and of course, it's all behind a paywall of an affordable $100-300 subscriptions to sit in and list on seminars from other creators. All of it reminds me of the saying that good advice never comes free because one way or another is gonna cost you. Truly I think people have become used to using money to receive affection from people or maybe even simply support them, but ultimately you have to pay to get insight. I follow one a creator who doesn't hide behind paywalls, and he said it simply that the views he receives help enough and hiding behind paywall felt like a barrier, and requesting money to view content would sever the involvement of everyone who equally supported his content.
Giving someone money is no small feat: I personally consider it an intimate thing based on its primary use as a means of societal survival, because I absolutely despise money. If someone truly wanted to give someone something or share, it shouldn't cost anything. Some things do require monetary funds to maintain production, like writing books and stuff, but It's just some people wish to make a profit off of the things they create. I get that, but for self-betterment? Ridiculous.
More money~> more power ~>more influence.
Just how some things rolls in this world.
Now that we're on the topic I did have a dream that a clothing store had a price tag valued in hugs. I thougt it was extremely peculiar but it felt way more peaceful.
honestly, that kinda put's it in a full circle when you get down to the nitty-gritty of it all.
Valuable things are sold as materialistic boots to people choosing mates as opposed to feelings, as with most cases its power in the animal kingdom; the ability to protect, produce, rule and fight. But with humans-most of em anyways- they base power off of possessions and I find it kinda corrupts a person depending on their moral strength. Though with a media veiled society pushing influence by unrealistic popular opinions, a lot of people get caught up in trying to catch up and they end up falling behind on their initial moral standing. I could say money doesn't make a man, but in a sense, it will by either breaking him or showing him that he won't need to be one entirely by having the wealth of an 'ideal man'. It's been romanticized to hell and back, people finding romantic interest with a broken man with a lot of wealth, and character development is just an apology. There's no individuality to a proper prospect anymore, not in media or the falsifications they sell, but that's just their job: Promote, Produce, and sell. And music pushes it just the same.
Alot of music nowadays just entails insane amounts about poetically, or explicit, details about lustful things cause so many people to crave the sensation of closeness because there's no real feelings to emotion anymore. Well, there's some but it's fleeting for most. It's almost like it's dangerous to put your whole heart out there. And a lot of that energy in music kinda grows/influences people, if they let it, but subconsciously that is the message. There ar e a lot of people apart of the heartbroken generation, if not from experiences the reason is fed by medial ideas and messages. One must be cautious about the things they let surround them. Like throwing a stone in red dye, it's made from a hard compound, but it still receives stains. At least, that's how I see it.
But all of this ties in with self-descriptions too. We get used to it learning ourselves and the world, but eventually, it becomes apart of telling people who you are as a means of acceptance and making friends. Not being accepted despite being open can be hurtful because I used t do it to be seen as someone more appealing to make friends, but with time I learned it's better to love yourself first rather than expect acceptance from others. I used to go all into my bios but now I just give the basics, and if someone is interested to know me then I hold nothing back. There's also the fact that alot of people don't like putting everything on the base front as if you wanna get to know them you do it with the gradual passing of time and investment. Its better that way as opposed to speedating but for making friends.