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I play video games, and have trouble making and keeping friends.
I am a very bitter and angry person when it comes to choice and experience, but I usually like a good conversation.
If I clicked on your profile I was genuinely curious of what you were wearing or wanted to know more. Hopefully you clicked for the same reason so I don't feel too bad about it.
If there's anything reasonable you'd like to ask or discus, feel free to speak your mind, otherwise, thanks for visiting.
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Alot of music nowadays just entails insane amounts about poetically, or explicit, details about lustful things cause so many people to crave the sensation of closeness because there's no real feelings to emotion anymore. Well, there's some but it's fleeting for most. It's almost like it's dangerous to put your whole heart out there. And a lot of that energy in music kinda grows/influences people, if they let it, but subconsciously that is the message. There ar e a lot of people apart of the heartbroken generation, if not from experiences the reason is fed by medial ideas and messages. One must be cautious about the things they let surround them. Like throwing a stone in red dye, it's made from a hard compound, but it still receives stains. At least, that's how I see it.
But all of this ties in with self-descriptions too. We get used to it learning ourselves and the world, but eventually, it becomes apart of telling people who you are as a means of acceptance and making friends. Not being accepted despite being open can be hurtful because I used t do it to be seen as someone more appealing to make friends, but with time I learned it's better to love yourself first rather than expect acceptance from others. I used to go all into my bios but now I just give the basics, and if someone is interested to know me then I hold nothing back. There's also the fact that alot of people don't like putting everything on the base front as if you wanna get to know them you do it with the gradual passing of time and investment. Its better that way as opposed to speedating but for making friends.