A fair warning... I'm one of the older gaians. Not really sure why I still ******** with this website, probably because I have issues I need to sort out but I don't really give a damn what you think. I come on here for my own personal enjoyment (or for information) and then log off.
My heart is turning grey. I can't quite touch darkness, and I've strayed way too ******** far from the light. I feel death at every turn. It's only a matter before I embrace it completely without looking back.
I can't connect to anyone like I did with one particular person. My hand can't reach out to the hearts of others anymore. I feel so detached, everything feels fake like I'm living an unreal life. My existence doesn't really matter, yet here I am writing nonsense on my profile in the hopes that someone can relate.
An outcast, a non-conformist, rejected many times by other people. I have a small group of friends now but they can only be so close to me. I'm trying to find people I can be closer to and its extremely difficult, mainly because people are afraid of accepting traits of themselves that are shameful and being open about such things, yet I get along with people that are aware of their own darkness and shortcomings.
Fall with me? ;o
Read these if you're bored and have nothing better to do o.o
Below the heavens, beyond the hells, somewhere between it all within the Fallen Sanctuary. The grey path will lead me there. I am prepared.