About

My name would be Jean Paulene Lachance, but no need for that comment. I was born November 12. I'm five foot two-- for now. Hopefully I get taller lmao. I'm not a complicated person to understand, but I am different in a variety of ways. Technically, I'm taken; but not... in actuality.. Which would make no sense for you to understand. I have feelings for someone, but I don't know them, I've never seen them in person. According to most, it's not a relationship. But, just because I don't have a ring on my finger, or someone's arm around my waist; doesn't mean you can flirt with me. I love someone. And, his name would be Zach J. Johnson ♥♥♥. I have one best friend. Her name is Corey Elle Webb. She's more than my best friend, she's my protection. I'd do anything for her, and she'd do the same ever since 2001. I have quite a few friends; and many aquantances. I have tons of enemies and ex-friends; which makes me feel highly about myself to be honest. Enemies envy me based upon jealousy, and ex-friends just can't live with who I am; which is a perfect example of people I'll come across in my life time. I tend to lie. But, it starts with one and leads to others. I've been honest recently, but I would lie if I felt the need to. I'm not perfect because of that, but I don't care. I enjoy singing, drawing, writing, editing pictures, making videos and creating layouts. I tend to have a new want very often. I dye my hair too much. I've had it light brown, dark brown, black, auburn, red, platinum blond, dark blond, and a combination of colors. When I had my hair lighter colors, I would take things.. such as markers and color my hair with them. Example, when my hair was platinum I took a pink sharpie and colored it. When my hair was brown, I took blue liquid eyeliner and colored it. I'm not even sure what my natural hair color is anymore, it changed itself o_o. So, I'm just saying it's light brown because it suits my complexion. It was blond when I was little, and my eye brows are like black x] so yeah, I have no idea x]. I have 4 piercings, two in each ear. The most I want is 9 piercings. 2 in my left ear, 3 in my right ear, 2 lip piercings and both sides of my hips pierced. I text too much, I send about 6,000 text messages a month. I'm not conceited, but I think I'm pretty amazing razz . I tell people I'm ugly, fat, etc. And, I end up hearing them trying to convince me I'm not. That's the only reason I say negative things about me. And yes, I do believe I am fat-ish. Not obese, but over-weight. Even though BMI (body mass index) says I'm underweight and that my BMI is 17.6 and under weight is 18.5 or lower. I cry too easily. I'm an emotional mess when I'm upset.I'm diagnosed with depression, bipolar, schitzophrenia and paranoia disorders. I'm agliophobic, belonephobic, necrophobic, xyrophobic, trypanophobic and hypsiphobic. I have precognitive dreaming, which means I have the ability to see events in my dreams that happen in the future and I don't recognize them until it happens. People laugh at the fact, but it's true. I believe in reincarnation and karma. I'm excited to get my braces off next year... I dislike my dad. He was amazing when I was little then I got 3 more siblings and he became a lazy, rude, a*****e. I hate when people b***h at me for the tiniest things, and yes, I'll do it back. I can stand up for myself and piss you off and not care the least bit. When people insult me, I don't care unless it's someone I care about then I have a problem and get depressed because I trust those I care about. Others don't mean s**t to me. I've been called a backstabber for going out with my friends ex; which she shouldn't have broken up with him to start off with. I've been called a slut, whore and skank because a rumor went around that I was pregnant, when it was true then they..; they died. Then, People kept saying I was a whore and I didn't care. I'm called a b***h because I can defend myself and not care what others say. And I'm also called scum and other things because of people's personal jealousy. I just thank them for wasting their breath on insulting me. Believe it or not, I'm a nice person if you don't piss me off.