to let you know i have given up..............given up completely............i shall only have friends...............but love is not for me.....cause i don't deserve it
i am so so so so so so sorry the wireless went out and now i have ******** up even more cause of if *crys* i hate myself for what i did.......but what can i do i can't turn back the past and stop myself from running.......its a major flaw of mine.........that and being a fool..........i can never see whats in front of me and for that i have hurt thee for that i a ooblerly sorry and i know that i can't have thee back for i am sure i have losed thees love i am a fool and well always well be for not listening to you and my heart.....................for that i can't fix for this i can't but it well not stop me from trying.........it seems though that maybe i have ******** up to many times so it seems that i well have a huge regret in my life and a hole in my heart that well never be filled...............i am forever becomeing distant from people cause i push them away for fear they well get hurt.................i'd rather hurt myself then the ones i love............god i probly sound like a hugemonchiss fool and a** but see i am welling to drop my nothing upsets me act to say all this in a comment..........................
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