"So run like hell, sleep with one eye open. I can't forgive or forget you." <-- My personal bullshit-talkers policy.
The name's Kendra Caitlin, nice to meet you. Any type of body beautification is my life. So is LOVE, zombies and Aydan Theodore/Theodore Aydan Michael. I'm single but I already found the person I want to spend the rest of my life with - Kevin Skaff from ADTR! lol What, did you think I'd tell you who it was for real? Nah, I don't want you falling in love with that boy too. ; ) You better get me something on December 17th. I'm from Germany and yes, I speak German. I'm gonna be one of the most successful tattoo artists around, you just wait and see. : ) I care a lot about people though I seem to be unappreciative of them; I'm as loyal to my friends as a golden retriever. I find obese people disgusting and you'll often hear me point out other peoples imperfections to distract me from mine. I act conceded but I actually have tremendous self-esteem issues. I say a lot of things that seem mean but they're just my opinions without the sugar-coating. I'm actually really nice, I care too much about what people think of me to be a truly heartless b***h. I fail at hiding my feelings, everyone pretty much knows what's up the minute we speak. I know how to make people feel like they're cared about. I used to be a selfish little ******** but I'm slowly learning to stop taking things for granted and give back. I despise it when people say things they don't mean. I hate it when people talk s**t behind my back, at least give yourself some dignity and say it to my face. I tend to be accused of crap that's not even true... which is why I can't stand close-minded people or people who talk s**t about something that happened MONTHS ago - the drama just ain't worth it, niggaaas. : P I'm big on grammar and spelling. I'll correct you constantly, on ANYTHING, and I don't like admitting when I'm wrong. I miss my long hair. : ( I care a lot about the way I look, a single insult to my appearance can screw me up for a week. I like material things, I could never be one of those people who have tantrums and break things. I like to flirt but I'm more of a talker than a walker. I tend to text a lot and there are only a few people I love talking on the phone with. I love music and art, they help me express what words cannot. I like cats and red ruffed lemurs. : ) I want to drive as soon as possible and I want a '65 Ford Thunderbird... but our truck will do. I want more tattoos and piercings. I finally got the tattoo dedicated to my son, next comes the stars on my foot representing my family and the cat for my great-grandmother (R.I.P). I'd like a tragus, septum or belly button piercing. I gauged my ears to fours. I could never leave the house without eyeliner on and my phone in my pocket, which is now unfortunately broken. :' ( I talk to myself sometimes, it helps me think things over. I despise my back and my tummy. I think my best assets are my eyes, my boobs and the shape of my legs. I like to read, pretty much anything fictional sounds good to me. I draw and I know I'm good at it but I've been having major artist block. My family means so much to me, I regret never showing them how much I really care. I adore my friends, it's been hard for me to make some but I'm glad that the few I did make were the ones that really care. : ) Go ahead and judge me, everybody else seems to enjoy doing it. <3
I'm a proud and loving mother, whether you agree with my decision or not. I decided not to raise him myself since I wouldn't be the mother that amazing little boy deserves. But that doesn't mean I love him less than any other parent. It just means I can reflect on myself, my situation, and give someone I love a better life than I can offer. Don't think I'm all happy about it, not to say that I'm not proud of myself for thinking about my sons needs and future wants, but I still cry almost every night over him. There won't be a day that passes by when I don't think about him and how life would be if I was only older and more responsible. There's no one in existence I could love more than Aydan Theodore, he's my universe and beyond. He's the sun that lightens my rainy day and the only one I can't go on without. He's the reason I take every breath, no matter how painful, because I live for the days when I get to see him. <3
Heidelberg, Germany is the place I will always call Home. No matter where I go, I'll remember that place with a heavy heart. I left a part of me there and I will go back one day, it doesn't matter what my condition is. The best memories of my life so far have all taken place in that beautiful town and area. <3
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