what i feel like

i feel alone... i truely do... i know im not but inside i know what ive done.. i realise im only human but guilt and hate for myself just increases day by day.. ive lost so many that i loved, family, friends, loves... nothing matters anymore because i realised that i loved one person more than my own life and i screwed it up and now... no one else matters...

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I had a dream... i had a dream about being in the hospital and having something in my arms... i looked down and saw the most beautiful baby in the universe and i realised that this little child was mine. she had black hair and big soft brown eyes, she was blushing and looking around and moving her tiny little hands. her skin was olive toned and her perfect little smile made me happier than anything in the universe...

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wolf the huntress

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Birthday: 09/27

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im alone now... no more happy promises... nothing...

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im a lonely person who doesent much care for life.. i consider myself ugly though people tell me that im not and stand by it.. i used to cut myself but then i realised the pain doesent help deal with the emotional pain i feel.im loyal,and compassionate to whats somewhat close to me.the few friends i have dont know me well but thats understandable because im not used to telling about my feelings.My favorite animal is wolf i love black red purple and blue and i enjoy writing poems. i like rock and some rap.

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Chibi_San In Das House Report | 12/10/2010 3:55 pm
Chibi_San In Das House
Well...i once thought that my first bf was the best guy I could have and all my friends said it was just obsession...when they told me that,I didn't believe it.But now that I think about it...well..it's almost the same situation...you are only obsessing him...I know you will say"of course not!! I love him!!" but think about it..true love is when both person care about eachother and they will never hurt eachother...he is hurting you,you let him hurt you...that is not love at all...please,oh please,please get out of that situation...it's not healthy for you!!! I'm really worried about you...I used to be suicidal(so i know how you feel) and now look at me,I'm really happy with my bf and that's cause I gave a second chance to love,if you ever ever need help,please text or call me...I'm always here for a friend of mine
Chibi_San In Das House Report | 11/12/2010 8:48 am
Chibi_San In Das House
im not here to judge you but to help you, so please, let me help you..
whats wrong..?
Chibi_San In Das House Report | 10/20/2010 3:40 pm
Chibi_San In Das House
AWW! dont cut yourself!! crying I know it feels good but after the years you once stop cutting yourself then you'll have scars and everytime you see those scars,you'll remember all those sad days then you'll start feeling sad again cry i do know how that feels because everyday i see my arm i see all those scars when i used to cut myself and i've been out of it for five years but i do regret it...i know the pain,the relieveness and stress you and everyone else is but for once think of the future...please? sad
Kizani Report | 07/02/2010 11:23 am
Kizani
Arguin' with m'parents.
Kizani Report | 06/28/2010 9:42 am
Kizani
Blah... 'Ad m'phone taken away..
Kizani Report | 06/18/2010 10:53 am
Kizani
Lies! It is to me!
Kizani Report | 06/03/2010 6:27 pm
Kizani
Err... How did you fall again?
But hey! Your alive. And I'm happy about that. Couldn't lose you..
Kizani Report | 06/03/2010 11:55 am
Kizani
Ooh. That! Got a habit of reading Comments 'fore PMs...
But I'm glad that your... Stable, now. I really am.
Kizani Report | 06/02/2010 5:58 pm
Kizani
Your head..?
Kizani Report | 06/02/2010 12:48 pm
Kizani
That sucks. What for an' 'ow long?

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