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Last Login: 07/15/2019 4:05 pm

Registered: 08/19/2006

Gender: Female

Location: wherever my mind takes me

Birthday: 11/06/1987

 

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So here we go I finished this song and I thought I would share it. I am scared of being judged but i want everyone to see a part of me.A part of me I keep from everyone cause i don't want to be hurt again. So I hope you all like it.

It's Goin hurt

I can hear you in my ear
Your begging me to stay
Tellin me you'll be better
Sayin your goin change
But I know better

So I'm leavein now
And I know it's goin hurt
I won't look back again
The past is in the past
And that's how it must stay.

Your fallin to your knees
You can't believe I'm leaveing
Tellin me your heart is breakin
You don't know what to say
And you don't know what to do.

I got to go I got to leave
Even if it hurts I have to move on.

So I'm leaveing now
And i know it's goin hurt
I won't look back again
The past is in the past
And that's how it must stay

So I got to say good bye
Your not goin change my mind
You can't fix what you broke
I need to start again
Be on my own for now.

So I'm leaveing now
And i know it's goin hurt
I won't look back again
The past is in the past
And that's hoe it must stay

Yeah the past is in the past
And that's how it will stay.

This song is so me
b***h
Written by M. Brooks
I hate the world today
You're so good to me
I know but I can't change
Tried to tell you
But you look at me like maybe
I'm an angel underneath
Innocent and sweet
Yesterday I cried
Must have been relieved to see
The softer side
I can understand how you'd be so confused
I don't envy you
I'm a little bit of everything
All rolled into one
Chorus:
I'm a b***h, I'm a lover
I'm a child, I'm a mother
I'm a sinner, I'm a saint
I do not feel ashamed
I'm your hell, I'm your dream
I'm nothing in between
You know you wouldn't want it any other way
So take me as I am
This may mean
You'll have to be a stronger man
Rest assured that
When I start to make you nervous
And I'm going to extremes
Tomorrow I will change
And today won't mean a thing
Chorus
Just when you think, you got me figured out
The season's already changing
I think it's cool, you do what you do
And don't try to save me
Chorus
I'm a b***h, I'm a tease
I'm a goddess on my knees
When you hurt, when you suffer
I'm your angel undercover
I've been numb, I'm revived
Can't say I'm not alive
You know I wouldn't want it any other way

This song is always in my head because i am so different
"Raise Your Glass"
Right, right, turn off the lights
We're gonna lose our minds tonight
What's the deal, yo?
I love when it's all too much
5 a.m. turn the radio up
Where's the rock 'n roll?
Party crasher, panty snatcher
Call me up if you're a gangsta
Don't be fancy, just get dancy
Why so serious?
So raise your glass if you are wrong
In all the right ways, all my underdogs
We will never be, never be anything but loud
And nitty gritty, dirty little freaks
Won't you come on and come on and
Raise your glass!
Just come on and come on and
Raise your glass!
Slam, slam, oh hot damn
What part of a party don't you understand?
Wish you'd just freak out
(Freak out already)
Can't stop, coming in hot
I should be locked up right on the spot
It's so on right now
(It's so ******** on right now)
Party crasher, panty snatcher
Call me up if you're a gangsta
Don't be fancy, just get dancy
Why so serious?
So raise your glass if you are wrong
In all the right ways, all my underdogs
We will never be, never be anything but loud
And nitty gritty, dirty little freaks
Won't you come on and come on and
Raise your glass!
Just come on and come on and
Raise your glass!
Won't you come on and come on and
Raise your glass!
Just come on and come on and
Raise your glass!
[Bridge]
Oh s**t! My glass is empty
That sucks!
So if you're too school for cool
And you're treated like a fool
(You're treated like a fool)
You can choose to let it go
We can always, we can always party on our own
So raise your (oh, ********)
So raise your glass if you are wrong
In all the right ways, all my underdogs
We will never be, never be anything but loud
And nitty gritty, dirty little freaks
So raise your glass if you are wrong
In all the right ways, all my underdogs
We will never be, never be anything but loud
And nitty gritty, dirty little freaks
Won't you come on and come on and
Raise your glass!
Just come on and come on and
Raise your glass!
Won't you come on and come on and
Raise your glass for me!
Just come on and come on and
Raise your glass for me!

This song in more ways then one is who i am
"She's So Gone"
(performed by Naomi Scott)
Insecure
In her skin
Like a puppet, a girl on a string
Broke away
Learned to fly
If you want her back, gotta let her shine
So it looks like the joke's on you
'Cause the girl that you thought you knew
She's so gone
That's so over now
She's so gone
You won't find her around
You can look but you won't see
The girl I used to be
'Cause she's
She's so gone
Here I am
This is me
And I'm stronger than you ever thought I'd be
Are you shocked?
Are you mad?
That you're missing out on who I really am
Now it looks like the joke's on you
'Cause the girl that you thought you knew
She's so gone
That's so over now
She's so gone
You won't find her around
You can look but you won't see
The girl I used to be
'Cause she's
She's so gone away
Like history
She's so gone
Baby, this is me, yeah
She's so gone
That's so over now
She's so gone
You won't find her around
You can look but you won't see
The girl I used to be
'Cause she's
She's so gone
(That's so over now)
She's so gone
(You won't find her around)
You can look but you won't see
The girl I used to be
'Cause she's
She's so gone
So long
She's so gone, she's so gone... gone, gone, gone.

********************FRIENDS********************


fake friends: Never ask for food.
true friends: are the reasons you have no food.

fake friends: Call your parents Mr/Mrs
true friends: Call your parents DAD/MOM

fake friends: bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong.
truefriends: Would sit next to you saying "Damn ... we ******** up ... but that s**t was fun!"

fake friends: never seen you cry.
true friends: cry with you

fake friends: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back.
true friends: keep your s**t so long they forget its yours.

fake friends: know a few things about you.
true friends: Could write a book about you with direct quotes from you.

fake friends: Will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing.
true friends: Will kick the whole crowds a** that left you.

fake friends: Would knock on your front door.
true friends: Walk right in and say "I'M HOME!"

fake friends: Are for a while.
true friends: Are for life.

fake friends: Will take your drink away when they think you've had enough.
true friends: Will look at you stumbling all over the place and say "b***h drink the rest of that you know we don't waste s**t."

fake friends: will talk s**t to the person who talks s**t about you.
true friends: Will knock them the f**k out

fake friends: Will read this.
true friends: Will steal this, just like I did

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Vabriel Report | 07/06/2019 4:41 pm
Vabriel
I won't let it happen again!
Vabriel Report | 07/06/2019 4:37 pm
Vabriel
Yes Ma'am!!
Vabriel Report | 12/31/2018 12:10 pm
Vabriel
Thanks!! I enjoy Roleplaying with you too!
NaxRelu Report | 12/30/2018 3:55 pm
NaxRelu
Honestly i'm going through a divorce right now... so im eh. you can PM me if you'd like to talk further. i don't need all my business on my profile
NaxRelu Report | 12/30/2018 1:53 pm
NaxRelu
I never thought with as much as he and i talked that hed be talking to another... god only knows how many he was actually talking to... T-T and i'm sorry he hurt you as well
NaxRelu Report | 12/30/2018 12:29 pm
NaxRelu
i think his wife found out.
NaxRelu Report | 12/30/2018 11:54 am
NaxRelu
I caught him in his lie. due to myspace.
NaxRelu Report | 12/30/2018 11:42 am
NaxRelu
Oh! James.... Sadly i still miss him even after all these years... damn that was like 7 years ago??
Vabriel Report | 12/29/2018 6:25 pm
Vabriel
I wont allow that to happen :3
Vabriel Report | 12/29/2018 5:14 pm
Vabriel
Yes Ma'am!! I wouldn't dream of it. biggrin
 

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