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I'm leaving gaia online for a bit will be back some other time maybe.
NAME: Shayasha
AGE: 425 looks 16
RACE: Werekitsune Priestess
POWERS: Howling Blades of Blood,Howling Soul Stealer,Shkamie Powers
WEAPONS: Fangs,Claws,Howling Moon Katana,Blood Moon Katana
HERE IS A LITTLE MORE ABOUT ME..
My father was the pack leader of the WOLF/FOX Clan he got leadership of the clan after both his parents died in a war that lasted 20 years. He fell in love with my mother when he was about 17 in human years, my mother and father got married after the WOLF/FOX Clan all but died out. In trying to rebuild the clan that his parnets started he fell deeply in love with Sinaru my mother and my father Yakoru. So they had but one daughter me. Sinaru my mother was the priestess of the village we lived in, my father was one of the deamons that fought along side Sesshomaru during the time Inuyasha was sealed to the Sacred tree. Yakoru my father died in the war leaving Sinaru my mother and me alone 3 years after my father Yakorus death, Sinaru my mother got deathly sick and died from an unknowen fever leaving me alone at the age of 6 to fend for myself. I grew in both strength and wisdom while fighting off deamons that wanted to kill me because I was both half deamon and priestess. So yeah I had a hard life, I'm still trying to rebuild the clan that once ruled over the eastern region of Japan that my grandparents created for both wolf and fox deamon alike. I'm able to change into a chibi werekitsun and a normal size werekitsun. I perfer to sleep in my chibi werekisun form because I am able to get into small tight spots where I'm less likely to get attacked by anything that would be stupid enough to attack me. I have complete controll over myself when I shift to my full deamon form although I try to refrain from doing so because I don't like relaying on that perticular form. My eyes are Ice blue no matter what in my priestess form or my deamon form the only time they change is when I go full deamon other wise they stay ice blue, I wear blue pants that are made out of fire rat hiar just died blue I wear a shirt that shows my belly button and stomach and arms. My favorit thing to do is bast in the sun when the weather is nice, if it is raining then I'm trying to find shelter to keep dry. I do not exactily like water but I will put up with it my bangs are black as the rest of my hair matchs that of Inuyasha's hair I have a cross between a wolf and a fox tail I'm not used to being around others so if you get on my bad side you best either stay far away from me or be ready to get hit. My temper is mild to heh you figure it out. It changes with my mood. I hate fish so if you do not want to get hurt do not persent me with any kind of fish. I wear my hair pulled back in a lose ponytail tied with a ribbion that my mother Sinaru gave to me when I was a pup.
Heres what I look like and my ages in my different forms. In human form I have silver bangs with black hair that is tied back in a lose ponytail with the ribbon that my mother gave me before she passed away and I am baby to the age the story states, in half deamon form I have black bangs silver hair that is tied back in a lose ponytail with the ribbon that my mother gave me before she passed away I have ears that are crossed between wolf and fox and I have a tail that is crossed between wolf and fox as well and I am baby to the age the story states, in full deamon I have markings on my forhead, right muscle, left wrist, left thigh and right ankle the markings on my left wrist and right ankle match as do the ones on my right muscle and left thigh my hair is the same as it is in half deamon form just it legthnes to where it goes to the back of my knees and my tail splits in two and wrap around my lower torso to form what look like furry pants my age in full deamon form is always 16 years old. in both chibi werekitsun and normal werekitsun forms I am the true age of an animal so if I am 9 in human then multiply it by 7 to get my animal age.
My feelings
My heart achs only for you, I place my hand over my heart and preay that your alright, I close my eyes as tears run down my face while I think of only you. My mind drifts through the void between reality and dreams, my hand stays resting against my chest as I sit preaying for your safety. I hold my breath and hope my heart shall stop its aching. My soul screams out for you to be near and though I know you may not care, I shall love you forever more and forever more I shall wait for you to return the love I hold so dear, I know not why I love you so but I do know this my love is true, I know you may not think it true but I know deep down you love me too. My heart achs only for you, you may think I lie to you but I tell you this much is true I would not lie to you because I love you to much to hurt you. I know you may think I jest but I need to tell you this my love is truer then can be. You trusted me once now I ask you this was that trust missplaced or was it just a lie, you have all my trust and all my love I just want to know was I wrong to fall in love. I let my hand fall from my chest and into my lap, I open my eye as the tears continue to stream down my face I look to the heavens above and ask god this one request "Please fill his heart with love for me once more" a soft sigh escapes my throat as my eyes close once more releasing more tears that burn and sting so bad. I know this much is true my love will live on forever and never fail for I love him with all I know I just wish he could see that my love is so pure and true. I sit there and wait as I try to figure out what to do, I know that I love him and I know he loves me too. I just wish I knew how to get him to see that the love he thinks is no more still lives within his heart and I know its true, he may treat me badly he may say its not true but I know deep down he's hidding the treuth. He may think I'm stupid he may think I'm blind, but I know this much to be true I learned that love never truely dies, I know that it may wither or slowly fade but love could never truely die for if that were to happen then we would not survive. I've seen people fight I've heard people curse but I have seen and learned that nothing can stop love from happening. For if someone could then that would just mean they have no heart, no soul, and no spirit they are but an empty shell. I know this for a fact for I had once been nothing but an empty shell, then I met the only one that was able to warm my heart once more, I just hope and preay that he will come back and stay this time for I love him truely and my love is the truest in the world for it shall live on forever and never leave him, he holds my heart, my soul, and my spirit he's my world and I would have it no other way. I look at the picture you sent me a while ago and lower my head placing it against my chest, I start wishing you were here with me I feel the tears burning my eyes as they feel like acid against my face.
I know how people feel I know how people ach I know how the heart quakes when your sad I know it all, I see people cry I hear people talk I know they look at me strangely when I say I know their pain I place my hand atop their shoulder and pull them close to comfort them I pat their back to make them feel better. I wipe their tears from their cheek and smile and say " I hope this little bit of comforting helps in many ways" I hoped my smile brightened their day and I hope it brightens yours I like to help others out and I hope this helps in many ways I know how it feels to feel down in the dumps and I know what it's like to think all is lost you may fear whats yet to come but just you know that I am always here to help you along your way. My heart I give for all to see just what makes me tick and what makes me care so much, I know not why but I do know this, my soul wont let me walk away. I shall not change the path I take, I know I'm only one person but I'm here to stay and I will help in any way. I take a seat and sit and listen to the problems of others and forget about my own, I listen contently and never take my gaze from them for I know if I do they will think I'm not listening, I sit there silently and just wait till they fisnish. My hands in my lap while I listen to their every word, I nod my head and smile when they finish I stand and say " I know how much it hurts I truely do but all you can do is wait and listen, keep a level head and preay to the heavens that one day soon everything will turn out right once again." I look as a smile slowly appears on their faces to know that someone cared enough to listen has lifted their spirits and made them belive that they can get through this even with how it hurts.
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