My Lambert Concert Experience. :)

Is this real?
Is this actually happening?
So many times I've revisited this night,
A glaze in my eyes,
Smoke washing over them.
Going into my nose, not to escape.
The smell of my Mary Jane,
The fumes of this Not so green grass.
Is it worth it, Do I need it?
Yes
Yes, I repeat,
I do,
Now...