Honestly; at the time it was because "if god tells you something, would you trust him? god is telling me..to let you go but i dont want to..but I trust god.. but if that was the case then why didnt god end it sooner? like at the 6 month mark? ugh
then i found out from a friend that eventually the 'reason' why is because our relationship was 'toxic' and some other s**t which frankly..it's just messy. he has a lot to work on.
Im slowly getting there, some days are harder than the others but im doing the best i can ;v;!
o h s**t. did something happen or are you refering to covid?