A boy and a girl the best of friends from elementary to high school from beginning to end through all those their friendship grew they felt the same but neither new each waking moment since they met they both loved each other from sunrise to sunset he was all she had in her terrible life he was the one who kept her from her knife she was his angel and made him smile though life through him curves she made it all worth while then one day things went terribly wrong the next few weeks were like a very sad song he made her jealous on purpose he tried when a girl asked "Do you love me"? on purpose he lied he played with jealousy like it was a game little did he know things would never be the same his plan was working but he had no clue how wrong things would go how much damage he would do one night she broke down feeling very alone just her and her blade no one else home she dialed his number he answered "Hello" she told him she loved him and hung up the phone he raced to her house just a minute to late found her laying in blood her heart had no rate beside was a note i it her confession her love for this boy her only obsession as he read the note he knelt down and cried she was found in his arms that night both of them died under her note his handwriting said "I loved her so she never knew all this time I loved her too"

during sleepless nights i pretended that the past isn't real it brings back how i used to feel so much sadness in my hopeless life never knew things would change so fast your not here and I'm alone trying to run away from the pain that has grown i feel so empty now that your gone there's so much crying i feel like dying this one is for you and these words aren't brand new though it's coming from the heart thank you for the life you've given me thank you for the hope I'm finally free you'll always be in my mind cross my heart hope to die i will never for get you i cant go on with out you i hope this wish will come true during sleepless nights and endless dreams these words in side my heart stay in there till we're a part feel these tears coming in my eyes I'll try not to cry I'll try this shooting pain in my eyes cant hold it anymore you're gone you walked away now I'm colder than the ocean breeze now your too far gone please stay with me i promised my self i would not cry then a silent tear fall from my eye your the only place i can put my self no hopes or dreams can fill my tumbling days after your gone day after day and i slowly go insane i hear your voice if i see you next to never how can we stay forever where ever you go i will be right here waiting for you what ever it takes and how my heart breaks i will be right here waiting for you i hear the laughter i taste the tears i wonder how we can survive this romance but in the end if I'm with you I'll take the chance i wonder for a moment if this is all a dream to watch you leaving is to know that I've lost my place one this earth long ago i was free we did all the time go and i will finally have to let go this memory will be in my heart for ever i will sat goodbye to you but not forever only for now

i went to a party and i remembered what you said you told me not to drink mum so i had a sprite instead i felt proud of my self the way you said i would that i didn't drink and drive though some friends said i should i made a healthy choice and your advise to me was right the party finally ended and the kids drove out of sight i got into my car sure to get home in one piece i never knew what was coming mum something i expected least now I'm lying on the pavement and i hear the policemen say the kid that caused this wreck was drunk mum his voice seemed so far away my own blood is all around me as i try hard not to cry i can hear the paramedic say this girl is going to die I'm sure the guy had no idea while he was fling high because he chose to drink and drive now i would have to die so why do people do it mum knowing that is ruins lives and now the pain is cutting me like a hundred stabbing knifes tell sister not to be afraid mum tell daddy to be brave and when i go to heaven put daddy's girl on my grave someone should have told him that its wrong to drink and drive maybe if his parents had I'd still be alive my breath is getting shorter mum I'm getting really scared these are my final moments and I'm so unprepared i wish that you could hold me mum as i lay here and die i wish i could say i love you mom so i live you and goodbye