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~Closure~ Chevelle~ One of my faveritist songs! ^^

Breathe,
Trust,
Bless me,
And release,
Climb hard,
Or never be seen,
Closed off,
Rescue to breath,
Just bless me.

Two sided time,
Your rebirth can't hurt,
Branch out behind,
The pain.

Closure has come to me,
Myself,
You will never belong,
To me.

Closure has come to me,
Myself,
You will never belong,
To me!

Had to turn,
Lay down,
You're sting of disease,
Phase you,
Out,
should've seen this coming,
Go on,
Confusing the soul,
Hold my breath,
Til you rupture!

Three days aside,
Your rebirth can't hurt,
Branch out behind,
Pride.

Closure has come to me,
Myself,
You will never belong,
To me.

Closure has come to me,
Myself,
You will never belong,
To me!

Like a leach,
I hold on,
As if we belonged,
To some,
Precious pure dream,
Cast off,
You see what's beneath,
Now fail me!

Forget closure,
Forget closure,
Forget closure,
Forget closure!

Closure has come to me,
Myself,
You will never belong,
To me!

Rahh!

Closure has come to me,
Myself,
You will never belong,
To me!

So breathe!!!!

RAHHH!!!


~For you~ Staind~ one of my most favoritest songs!^^

To my mother, to my father,
It's your son or it's your daughter,
Are my screams loud enough for you to hear me?
Should I turn this up for you?

I sit here locked inside my head
Remembering everything you said
The silence gets us nowhere!
Gets us nowhere way too fast!

The silence is what kills me
I need someone here to help me
But you don't know how to listen
And let me make my decisions

I sit here locked inside my head
Remembering everything you said
The silence gets us nowhere!
Gets us nowhere way to fast!

All your insults and your curses make
me feel like I'm not a person
And I feel like I am nothing but
you made me so do something
'Cause I'm ******** up because you are
Need attention, attention you couldn't give

I sit here locked inside my head
Remembering everything you said
The silence get us nowhere!
Gets us nowhere way to fast

Thousand Foot Krutch~Hurt

Drop the ball, watch it fall far below
Suck you in, hold your breath
The undertow creeps in slow
Everyone owns a gun deep inside
It's just a matter of how much you let it slide

Drop the ball, watch it fall far below
Suck you in, hold your breath
The undertow creeps in slow
Everyone owns a gun deep inside
It's just a matter of how much you let it slide

Help me help you they wont be there
Help me help you they won't see

It hurts when you need me
And I can't break your fall
It hurts when you can't see
And it hurts

Drop the switch, scratch the itch, watch it grow
Inch by inch, the cutting board, watch it swing to and fro
Everyone carries one deep inside
It's just a matter of how much you let it slide

Wash it off, take the loss, let it go
Take it in, drink it up, we can just take it slow
Everyone carries one deep inside
It's just a matter of how much you let it slide

Help me help you they wont be there
Help me help you they won't see

It hurts when you need me
And I can't break your fall
It hurts when you can't see
And it hurts

It hurts when you need me
And I can't break your fall
It hurts when you can't see
And it hurts

And it hurts when you're lonely
And I'm standing right beside you there
And it hurt when you told me
That youll try this on your own

Hope you never hurt
Hope you never cry
Hope you never lose your way tonight
Hope you never crumble
Hope you never fall
Hope you never throw away the

Drop the ball, watch it fall far below
Suck you in, hold your breath, watch it swing

It hurts when you need me
And I can't break your fall
It hurts when you can't see
And it hurts

It hurts when you need me
And I can't break your fall
It hurts when you can't see
And it hurts

And it hurts
And it hurts
And it hurts
And it hurts
And it hurts
And it hurts


Cat and Mouse~Red Jumpsuit Apparpatus

Softly we tremble tonight,
picture perfect fading smiles are all that's left in sight,
I said I'd never leave you'll never change
I'm not satisfied with where I'm at in life.

Am I supposed to be happy?
With all I ever wanted, it comes with a price.
Am I supposed to be happy?
With all I ever wanted, it comes with a price.
You said, you said that you would die for me...

We made plans to grow old,
believe me there was truth in all those stories that I told.
Lost in a simple game cat and mouse are we the same people as before this came to light?

Am I supposed to be happy?
with all I ever wanted, it comes with a price.
Am I supposed to be happy?
with all I ever wanted, it comes with a price.
You said, you said that you would die for me...

You must live for me too'...
For me too...yeah, yeah...
You said that you would die for me...

Am I supposed to be happy?
with all I ever wanted, it comes with a price.
Am I supposed to be happy?
with all I ever wanted, it comes with a price
You said, you said that you would die for me...

You said that you would die for me
You said that you would die for me ohoo
You said that you would die for me oohooo


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Bother~Stonesour

Wish I was too dead to cry
My self-affliction fades
Stones to throw at my creator
Masochists to which I cater

You don't need to bother;
I don't need to be
I'll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on,
I won't let go 'til it bleeds

Wish I was too dead to care
If indeed I cared at all
Never had a voice to protest
So you fed me s**t to digest
I wish I had a reason;
my flaws are open season
For this, I gave up trying
One good turn deserves my dying

You don't need to bother;
I don't need to be
I'll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on,
I won't let go 'til it bleeds

Wish I'd died instead of lived
A zombie hides my face
Shell forgotten
with its memories
Diaries left
with cryptic entries

And you don't need to bother;
I don't need to be
I'll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on,
I won't let go 'til it bleeds

You don't need to bother;
I don't need to be
I'll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on:
I'll never live down my deceit


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Beautiful Lie~30 Seconds To Mars

Lie awake in bed at night
And think about your life
Do you want to be different?
Try to let go of the truth
The battles of your youth
'Cause this is just a game

It's a beautiful lie
It's a perfect denial
Such a beautiful lie to believe in
So beautiful, beautiful it makes me

It's time to forget about the past
To wash away what happened last
Hide behind an empty face
Don't ask too much, just say
'Cause this is just a game

It's a beautiful lie
It's a perfect denial
Such a beautiful lie to believe in
So beautiful, beautiful it makes me


Everyone's looking at me
I'm running around in circles, baby
A quiet desperation's building higher
I've got to remember this is just a game

It's a beautiful lie
It's a perfect denial
Such a beautiful lie to believe in
So beautiful, beautiful it makes me



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Build Your Cages~Pulse Ultra

Build your cages
Pray for freedom
Believe all your made up sages
Sucked out from your social circle
Is it worth the fifteen minutes

Sacrifice everything you know you love
The dream entices you to give yourself away
Sacrifice everything you know you love
You miss the things you hated long ago

Embellish your desired state
Do you think it satiates
Sucked out from your social circle
Is it worth the fifteen minutes

Dreams are seldom what they seem
Dreams are seldom what they seem

Sacrifice everything you know you love
The dream entices you to give yourself away
Sacrifice everything you know you love
You miss the things you hated long ago

You're so close
To nothing

Sacifice everything you know you love
The dreams entices you to give yourself away
Sacrifice everything you know you love
You miss the things you hated long ago

Dreams are seldom what they seem
Dreams are seldom what they seem


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I Hate Everything About You~3 Days Grace

Every time we lie awake
After every hit we take
Every feeling that I get
But I havent missed you yet

Every roommate kept awake
By every sigh and scream we make
All the feelings that I get
But I still dont miss you yet

Only when I stop to think about it

I hate everything about you
Why do I love you
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you

Every time we lie awake
After every hit we take
Every feeling that I get
But I havent missed you yet

Only when I stop to think about it

I hate everything about you
Why do I love you
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you

Only when I stop to think
About you, I know
Only when you stop to think
About me, do you know

I hate everything about you
Why do I love you
You hate everything about me
Why do you love me

I hate
You hate
I hate
You love me

I hate everything about you
Why do I love you

Lifehouse~Blind

I was young but I wasn't naive
I watched helpless as he turned around to leave
And still I have the pain I have to carry
A past so deep that even you could not bury if you tried

After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go

I would fall asleep
Only in hopes of dreaming
That everything would be like is was before
But nights like this it seems are slowly fleeting
They disappear as reality is crashing to the floor

After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go

After all this time
Would you ever wanna leave it
Maybe you could not believe it
That my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you will ever know
A part of me died when I let you go
And I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me dies when I let you go

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Report | 08/17/2009 11:49 am

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same here.
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Report | 08/17/2009 11:33 am

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so.. how are you?
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Report | 08/17/2009 8:45 am

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bored
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Report | 08/17/2009 8:02 am

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gold
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Adiras_shadow

Report | 08/26/2007 10:41 pm

Adiras_shadow

Yeah I might not be able to do avii art for a while D':

Busy busy busy xP

Haha I'll yell at aaron for ya ;D Haha

Acctually if I delete a message you could be my 500th xD haha
Adiras_shadow

Report | 08/23/2007 9:40 pm

Adiras_shadow

I'll try ^^;; haha I'll do that on epo :] haha I might get it to ya tonight ;D
DuoLuvsHeero

Report | 08/21/2007 5:12 pm

DuoLuvsHeero

thankyou for buying
Adiras_shadow

Report | 08/16/2007 12:07 am

Adiras_shadow

I know! D: it does suck but I can listen too them because I have them on a cd ;D



xDD Yeah she would! Wish I could though :



Nu D: stupid computers being stupid, and I'll tell you if I ever get the chance ^^;; or if I borrow jenna's laptop xD



I see you put 'cat and mouse' in your about me User Image Yay!! I take it you like that song too? xD
Adiras_shadow

Report | 08/14/2007 1:56 pm

Adiras_shadow

Haha Oh okay xD it's kinda been stuck in my head along with some my chemical romance xD

Nu : computers too slow D: it takes forever to load them Dx

Sounds cool ^^ I might try to load it then :]

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