&this is me(:
I can't shake you off of me..
sometimes, when people look at me, i have the sudden urge to eat their face.
Syraina. 14. Freshman. Things are lookin' up..
hello, i'm syraina. there's nothing all too special about me.
i'm average. in a crowd, i doubt you'd notice me.
i'm 14 & i'm still a little kid. i think it's about time, i spread my wings & grow up.
i'm still a bit naive, honestly. i fall too hard too fast. & all it ever leads to is hurt.
i'm still finding myself. if you want honesty, i'll be sure to give it to you. i'm not a leader, 'cause i mean, leader's need followers, & i guess you can say i'm the follower, & i hope to change that.
i don't need a boyfriend to function. more than likely, i never have one. i guess i'm not that great?
i have a short attention span. like seriously. i love tacos, from taco bell. i'm always hyper, naturally. i need to calm down. i'm the person you stare at when they're doing seriously stupid things. i cry on most disney movies. i've become fragile over the years. i need to be better & do better. i absolutely love music, but who doesn't? i'm taking life in the worst way possible, i need to change. i'm too young to be 'in love' but i'm going to try my hardest to figure out what it is.. that is something only i can do by myself, so don't try to change me. i'll change on my own. i usually always have a smile in my face. i have a warped sense of humor. some people say you can never be truley mad at me. but i don't believe that. when your sad, i'll try & cheer you up. i'm here to sit & listen to your problems. i keep secrets, because i've made some huge mistakes in the past with telling secrets & that'll never happen again. it's best to lock it away & never tell a soul. i'm not searching for love, i'll bump into love when i do.
let's not rush it. let's just....live
&this is my best friend! her name is kaitlinsierrasmith, &i love her more than ANY person in this world.<3
&i totally love&look up to these guys^^
&they're TOTAL babes. ;D
All those dirty words that you said, did you mean them? Did you now? You're biting at the hand that feeds you, like a stray for some scraps. & everybody you once knew has turned their backs. & everyone you once loved has sold you out. & everyone I know, they faked it from the word go & I need to know why, that everyone I love has been swimming with the sharks & I don't know why. Does defeat leave a taste in your mouth? One that you could live without? & everyone you once knew has turned their backs. & everyone that you once loved has sold you out. & everyone I know, they faked it from the word go & I need to know why, that everyone I love has been swimming with the sharks & I don't know why. So, How does it feel? How does it feel? How do you? How do you? So does it feel? How does it feel? How do you? How do you? How does it feel? How does it feel to... to you?