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Revise! Revise! Revise! I repeat I am going to revise this now cause it has been an effin year and nothing is the same as then!!!!! lol I'm still 18 my name is still Kayla and me and Casey is still bestiezzzz!!! so what is new let's see I am in the army reserves now. I'm still totally off my rocker but hey who isn't a little crazy every now and again! I live in Texas buuuuuut I go to A-high and no I don't have school spirit so um HOP off IT!!!! I'm not always so hyper and crazy sometimes i can be serious but if you knew me you would probably say yeah right. I hate the summer and I don't like the cold. I wish that things were simple but there not and it sucks. I believe that true love exist I just don't believe it last forever. I know that life sucks. I hate it when people cry especially my mom. I have a plan in this disgusting pain filled life of mine. I will never let a person cry for me so all you losers i care about sorry to say but you are gonna die before me SOOOOORRRRRRRY!!!!! I don't like dating cause i can't read people very well. I don't like angry people because they piss me off. that goes for suicidal and clingy people. I'm nice talk to me biggrinTo this world I knew so well, Becaues I choose to live in hell. To hope for more would be a sin, So I will let Evil win. To run and cry would be weak, So I'm considered mostly a freak. I'm holding on just one last breath. I'll hold it in till nothings left. I'm not going forward I'm standing still, I'll bend this pain to my will. The sadness sinking into my skin, To show me I'm helpless deep within. I don't care for worthless toys, A hurt so sad there is no joy. I care for others I really do, But life is meaningless without you.
By: Kayla May
It's one in the morning and I'm still awake. I can't sleep tonight I can't even think. Don't know how much i can take Can't even concentrate I'm losing my mind! I'm losing my mind! I'm Faking all my happiness just for you Holding on to everything I have left. Trying to hold out until your though. So when you speak I won't lose my breath It's one in the morning and I'm still here Wishing for something to fill my day. Waiting on your sweet voice in my ear. I guess I sort of miss you in a way. I never knew I had a heart Until you had to break it. you practicaly ripped me apart don't know why I let you take it.
By: Kayla May
it's stuck in my head:
Hello Darkness my old friend, I've come to talk to you again, Because a vision softly creeping, Left it's seeds while i was sleeping, and the vision that was planted in my brain, Still remains. Within the sound of Silence.
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He has a girlfriend...
It's awesome
You know what I love about being single? I am free! I can do whatever I want without being afraid of getting dumped
I have very low selfesteem, I weigh 150lb and am 5'4", so...
I'm pretty sure I told him that a lot of guys wanted to be with me even though I'm fat and ugly D: