“I have been feeling the absence of breathing and the absence of going forward.
I have no desire to keep breathing, I lost it all.
What did I do to deserve this?
Is losing everything a way to achieve things? To achieve happiness?
Is sadness a way to achieve… happiness?
Is there another way to be happy? Or I’m looking in the wrong places?
I lost everything that I held close to my heart… will I have that again?
But I can’t forget that moment, when I saw his eyes.
For some reason, they scream at me in the need of something.
They cry for help in the need of something… did God placed me in the right place?
What if I’m in the right path?
But is okay if everything hurts?
What if my loss is my achievement, but is okay to hurt?
Is okay to feel sad? Is okay to cry?
Is okay to hate? Is okay… to regret and desire death?
Is okay to feel… what I feel now?