I wish you wouldn't have left..
I was looking through old pictures of hand written letters by you. And sweet emails from you. And I cried harder than I have in over a year. I don't know if you're gone...
I know you probably still hate me... I understand. I hate myself too, because even though you were an online friend, you were the best damn friend I ever did have, and i regret all of the mistakes I made. If I could just talk to you one more time, without any hate, just to know you're okay and you're happy, then I'd be happy.
I just don't know where you are. I don't know if you're gone; I just don't know. I wish i did for a bit of closure...
I've grown up alot the past few months. I got a full scholarship to a private art college... Was in a car wreck... Lost 2 grandparents in less than 2 weeks... Its hard when you don't have many people to talk to...
I just wish I could have one more conversation with you. Just to catch up and reminisce. I could only pray it would happen.
Thomas, I miss you. And I doubt you or anyone else even cares, or will see this ever. But I'm sorry. I made so many mistakes and I'd gladly go back in time just to have those long night conversations and deep thoughts with you again...
I hope to see some form of you soon.
Love, still and always, Cheyenne.
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I wish there was a way to still talk to you, especially in times like these.
Is there any way you can relate a message to him for me?
I know its useless and spammy. Sorry.
I miss talking to you lol even though I think we aren't friends on here.
Hope you've been okay.
I was looking through old pictures of hand written letters by you. And sweet emails from you. And I cried harder than I have in over a year. I don't know if you're gone...
I know you probably still hate me... I understand. I hate myself too, because even though you were an online friend, you were the best damn friend I ever did have, and i regret all of the mistakes I made. If I could just talk to you one more time, without any hate, just to know you're okay and you're happy, then I'd be happy.
I just don't know where you are. I don't know if you're gone; I just don't know. I wish i did for a bit of closure...
I've grown up alot the past few months. I got a full scholarship to a private art college... Was in a car wreck... Lost 2 grandparents in less than 2 weeks... Its hard when you don't have many people to talk to...
I just wish I could have one more conversation with you. Just to catch up and reminisce. I could only pray it would happen.
Thomas, I miss you. And I doubt you or anyone else even cares, or will see this ever. But I'm sorry. I made so many mistakes and I'd gladly go back in time just to have those long night conversations and deep thoughts with you again...
I hope to see some form of you soon.
Love, still and always, Cheyenne.