i wish i had someone..
cause i walk around with a fake smile everyday.
pretending im happy, and like nothing happened.
but deep down inside..im dead and i wanna break down crying and harm myself..
it is very painful..
ive been through so much in my life..for once..it be nice to find a girl that will actually love me and not cheat..
thats what i said..
and she kept it hidden for so long because she wanted to feel loved..
its like really..i trusted you..i gave you everything..
and you pull this on me..
ugh..every girl i meet ******** cheats on me.. :l
i didn't see it.
i woke up with holes in my arm. xD
ugh..i wanna go kill my very recent ex girlfriend. :l
i just found out like 2 days ago..she cheated on me at a party..and got drunk..and ******** her friend..shes now 4 weeks pregnant.. :l