i wish i had someone..
cause i walk around with a fake smile everyday.
pretending im happy, and like nothing happened.
but deep down inside..im dead and i wanna break down crying and harm myself..
it is very painful..
ive been through so much in my life..for once..it be nice to find a girl that will actually love me and not cheat..
after finding that out..
my depression kicked in..my rents are like watching me like hawks so i don't hurt myself like i normally do..
i don't concentrate in school.
this week has been fer sure HELL.
yeah..
thats what i said..
and she kept it hidden for so long because she wanted to feel loved..
:l
its like really..i trusted you..i gave you everything..
and you pull this on me..
ugh..every girl i meet ******** cheats on me.. :l
i unno..lol
i didn't see it.
i woke up with holes in my arm. xD
ugh..i wanna go kill my very recent ex girlfriend. :l
i just found out like 2 days ago..she cheated on me at a party..and got drunk..and ******** her friend..shes now 4 weeks pregnant.. :l
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I don't usually start conversations though, I'm too umm.. "shy?"
ugh..its so hard not too...
this is the 2nd time ive been heartbroken. :l
argh.
i just wanna go find a damn sharp object and make myself bleed.
cause i walk around with a fake smile everyday.
pretending im happy, and like nothing happened.
but deep down inside..im dead and i wanna break down crying and harm myself..
it is very painful..
ive been through so much in my life..for once..it be nice to find a girl that will actually love me and not cheat..
my depression kicked in..my rents are like watching me like hawks so i don't hurt myself like i normally do..
i don't concentrate in school.
this week has been fer sure HELL.
thats what i said..
and she kept it hidden for so long because she wanted to feel loved..
:l
its like really..i trusted you..i gave you everything..
and you pull this on me..
ugh..every girl i meet ******** cheats on me.. :l
i didn't see it.
i woke up with holes in my arm. xD
ugh..i wanna go kill my very recent ex girlfriend. :l
i just found out like 2 days ago..she cheated on me at a party..and got drunk..and ******** her friend..shes now 4 weeks pregnant.. :l
xD
ugh..i got bitten by a spider D: