My Story...^~^Quote of My Emotions:
'Ello there, stranger!
The name is Tenbassoc, (obviously it isn't my real name, but now who are you to know my real name, huh?), and this is my profile on Gaia! Now what brings you here?
Anyway, since this is an about me section I should tell you a bit about me (though not too much due to the fact that you are most likely a stranger if you are reading this...sorry, but my blood runs on caution...along with a lot of other things I won't mention because I might scar you for life, hee hee)! So...(awkward pause)...here goes:
I'm a young adult (and very grown-up might I add, hmph!) who wishes to live my life without regrets...but since I'm already failing to do that, I plan to instead, live my life with a few goals in mind! What are those goals, you ask? Well, I repeat: who are you to know?
As you can probably tell, I'm crazy. Period. Nothing really to explain here...
Anywho, one thing that I must include in this About Me section (or else it ISN'T about me) is that I love anime/mangas. I love anime/mangas to the power set of affinity.
(If you haven't realized yet that when I'm really serious about something in this About me section I get straight to the point, then you are dumb/stupid/not-the-sharpest-tool-in-the-shed/not-the-shortest-Edward-Elric...basically your as dumb as the last 'dumb synonym' I just used).
Back to the point, (I tend to stray from focus a lot, don't I?), my favorite animes are Yu Yu Hakusho, Full Metal Alchemist, and Naruto; in that order. I watch many other animes (and I mean, MANY) as well, but I don't want to spend a year of my life listing them, so yeah...
My favorite mangas are InuYasha, Le Portrait de Petite Cossette, and Full Metal Alchemist; not in that order. And yes, I am aware that Fullmetal Alchemist is in both my favorite anime group and favorite manga group, (did I not type this?). For those of you that don't know, the anime story of Full Metal Alchemist diverges from the manga story after a crucial point during the series (I won't say which since someone who hasn't seen/read Full Metal Alchemist yet may, perhaps, be reading my profile...I don't like giving away spoilers...that's just mean, and even though I enjoy being mean...heh heh...I never give away anime stories unless given permission to do so), so from that point to the ending of the anime, a completely different storyline takes place then the manga's storyline (which for your information, has not ended yet). So basically, I love both the Full Metal Alchemist anime and Full Metal Alchemist manga, seperately! *Whistles* That's a longish explanation...whoops...whatevs!
Along with my anime/manga love is my love for Japanese music! J-Rock, J-Pop, J-Rap...I don't care! As long as it has sound that passes my judgement (I'm not arrogant or anything...) then it's good with me! My favorite Japanese band, I must admit, is L'Arc~en~Ciel. The drummer, Yukihiro, is my favorite member! **^o^**
Korean music has also been added to my repertoire. Some of my favorites being MC Mong, BoA, Epik High, Brown Eyed Girls, DBSK, BIG BANG, and many others. Slowly I'm beginning to take more interest in the Korean culture as of late, but Japanese culture will always be number one in my black hole (oh yeah, my apologies, a little explanation on that is necessary: I refuse to believe I have a metamorphic heart anymore...not after the slice/dice treatment it's been through...details on that is CLASSIFIED)!
I love to read! Usually I love to read fanfictions...really well-written fanfictions! However, they don't take the place of independent books (though some fanfiction writers need to become real writers they write so good)! I used to be in infatuation with the Harry Potter series, but quite frankly in my opinion, the ending to the series was horrible. That upset me greatly, so yeah...I still see the movies though (it's going to take a lot of persuasion to get me to see the second part of the seventh movie though...)!
Video games are my passion. I have almost all of the Kingdom Hearts games, many anime video games, Harry Potter video games and all Sonic series video games (Sonic the Hedgehog, Sonic Heroes, and all others); Super Smash Brothers, plus many more! I'm a beast at fighting/racing games, but shooting games...not so much...
Let's see, so maybe I should say more small type things about me, hmm? Okay, well I adore animals...and yes, even the snakes and usual scary things that females don't like...stupid stereotypes...*mutters off to herself*. However, I detest bugs though. Anything with more than four legs needs to be shot...seriously...and don't say, "Well, aren't bugs sort of like animals?" because they're not. People keep pet birds, they don't keep pet mosquitoes...and if someone does, they need to be shot. Period.
I like to draw...usually I draw my favorite anime characters, but sometimes I venture off and just draw a character who randomly catches my attention...(If you haven't realized that being random is my thing...well, I think you know what I'm going to say...if you don't....wow...)
In addition to enjoying the sounds of music, I love to make music! I love to sing. Anything. If I can learn the words to the song (or in some cases the melody of the song, i.e. Classical music) then I'm going to be singing it. Only problem that I have is that I can't sing...seriously...no modesty here...I just can't sing. But I sure well have fun trying! In addition to my futile attempts of singing, I play the violin. I'm not a protégé, but I play well enough to convey my emotions, and that's all that matters for me...
One of my favorite hobbies is sleeping. Despite the fact that I usually don't get a lot of it, I enjoy sleeping because when you sleep you don't think about things. Unfortunately, that hasn't been the case for the last few months...
Oh yeah! Earlier I made a horrible joke about Edward Elric. Well, I can do that. I have every right to. Do you know why? It's because I'M SHORT FOR MY AGE TOO!!! Hmph!
And now it's warning time! Yay, warning time! WARNING: I absolutely love to be anyone's friend, but if you do anything to break my trust or hurt my friends, you are done.
My personality....yeah, you should have been able to pick up bits and pieces of my personality through this entire section so I'm not going to go into my personality characteristics. And you should be grateful (once again, I'm not arrogant or anything...) because I seem to be giving you, my reader, a closer insight to my real self then I could ever do in person. (Curse that subconscious mask that my mind puts up automatically...)
Well, I'm tired of typing so I'm going to end this for now. If I think of anything, I might, just might, come back and add it. If you're lucky...yeah, I'm definitely not arrogant at all...Deuces!
Hey Peeps (no comment on my self...)!
So I'm back because I got a few more things I feel like adding...I've had some time to think since I last updated my "About Me" section, so I just want to jot down a few things that have been on my mind.
So I was kind of reading this section and when I got the end I thought, 'Maybe I should go further on my subconscious mask'...well, I'm not going to explain the whole deal on that but I will let you know something. I have never shown anyone the real me, and because of that I'm slowly sinking into insanity. I don't usually give myself enough credit on how 'strong' I am, but I think I'm correct when I say that I have about one more decade before I pass the point of no return...and I pretty sure that I'm going to hit that point. Or in other words, I'm pretty sure that I'm not going to find the one person who can stabilize my mentality. Oddly enough, I accept my fate and welcome it with open arms...
One of my best friends recently (not really recently, but still) asked me what I thought about Soulmates...so I wanted to put that up here. Yeah...so I think that soulmates are real (I know that's a big surprise since most of you probably thought that I would think such a notion ridiculous...I'm on to you all). I think that everyone is born with a significant other. Unfortunately, I also believe that less that there is an extremely low percentage of people that actually find their soulmate. Most people who think that they found their soulmates haven't...they've only found what I like to call 'substitutes'. And I'm not knocking substitutes or anything...billions of people live happy, wondrous lives with their substitutes! However, for someone to find their true soulmate is seemingly near impossible to find. Unfortunately, there are people in there world that only accept their soulmate and no one else. These people only find true happiness with their soulmate and cannot bring themselves to accept any substitute. These are the people who die never once marrying or embracing a relationship, these are the people who are never happy with the life they live no matter how great it seems to others, these are many people that you can think of...this type of person is me. But you can call these people insatiable or whatever else you wish to call them for their 'greediness' over their significant other, but that's just how we are...we can't help it, no matter how much we try...so all in all, there are soulmates but substitutes can work just as well...for most.
They say that if you never lie, you never have to remember anything. That makes sense when you think about it, but unfortunately I lie so much that I can't remember what is true or false. So it is no wonder why I'm so mistrusting of the world around me: I don't know whether I'm facing reality or one of my lies.
I recently took a survey that asked me is I thought I was good looking and I replied, "Truthfully, no." (Ironic, no?) But seriously, I've been thinking about it for about a week or so. My friends say that I'm pretty, but they are my friends...they're supposed to say that. So then I really did think about myself. My body is not that bad to look at (truth be told femininely shapely in my lower half and muscular in my top half), but my face is...plain. And plain does not mean in between...but you know I really could care less about my appearance. But if I could care less, then why do I care at all ('and why are you writing about it,' is probably what you are thinking). I'm writing about it because I do care. I do care that I'm not pretty...and that just irks me so. It goes against all my beliefs about being superficial...but what can I say...I'm human so it's only natural that one of the Seven Deadly Sins (which I love so much) would affect me...I still hate myself for letting it do so...
I have a few other thoughts that I might add later, but I need to go right now...so I'll talk to you all later! Peace out! (Wow...)
Oh, and by the way...KUDOS to whoever read this far. You're a pimp if you had to attention span to read all the way to the bottom...unless you skipped lines that you didn't feel were important...than you're just like me because I do that when I'm reading...which is bad for you...damn...bye now!