i wonder how you are. there's covid. there's so much political drama. I wonder what you do for a living. If you have a kid yet. A loving family. How happy you are. Just stuck in my thoughts like always. the idea of you. It sucks you fell of the face of the world. I wonder if you sound different. If you look different. What your hobbies are now and days. But also how there's no point in just thinking about it cause ill never get a reply. I don't know why I even write. maybe this is good for myself. As a way as keeping sane. while being insane. Ive ******** up big time out here. I want to change but i know how pathetic i am. How childish i am. I doubt that will ever go away. I guess i just try to get by. I was not going to be enough. I always think im not good enough. I try sometimes, but it just seems to go south. filling me up with doubt like always.....im so annoying.
Never will I ever stop coming on here. just to write random things. Cause im so lost. lol. Sometimes I fee like dying young and beautiful is inspiring. Yet, other times I wanna experience the years. The time. Seeing everything change. so pathetic...lol. When it was so simple. Now its all such a crazy mess up. least for me. I hope not for you. I hope you're great.I know you're shining in such a beautiful way.
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