What can I say... I was a guy who liked to dance Pump or play videogame sometimes. Okay, I'm still this guy xD but nowadays I'm stronger and know a bit more of the felt of real life. It's the combats that I've ever wanted.
I look forward to be more extrovert.
Somehow I always seek my inner flame. Sometimes I feel like a wizzard, sometimes like a holy knight, and many others (you can see I also like RPG). Do you feel something burning inside you sometimes? Something that does not seem to know limits? I believe everybody have this flame. My wish is to know how to grow and use mine to evolve and to help this world somehow.
I'm an apprentice seeking life. A student of the many types of force, seeker of the correct frequency for everything. Still newbie in many things xD, long way to go, but not giving up.
Can you feel the dimension? Can you get in harmony with it?
What do you see with your inner eye?
What do you seek?
May all the scars in the world be healed.
In seek for the overdrive, studying in the college, I forced myself so much and forgot the importance of the patience and meditation, I thought one wouldn't need brakes and then I lost them. I then faced a despair that made me anxious for death, and also constantly afraid of it. After months of fearing death that was just in my mind, with lots of help and prayers, I could slowly regenerate and retake control.
When you grow up a little, you NEED to do exercises in order not to get weak xD You think you know your body, but you don't know it that well. The professional/student side is important, as doing lots of stuff, but you need to be healthy or you risk yourself a lot. You also need to take care of your own mind, detect and filter excessive impulses in order to regain control and not to lose inner peace, because it can happen.
The journey to the edge of the illumination has just started.
So the advices I grant you all who read is: Practice simplicity and exercise the body. Stretch everyday and feel the inner flux reaching your terminations. Give yourself an infinite moment by meditating as much as possible. Patience needs to be exercised just like your body, it's a wisdom that grants control and inner force. Do Tai Chi and link your mind to yourself, link yourself to the wind, to the soil and to the Universe.
"Civilize the mind but make savage the body." But it's not a single day that you need to get strong, it's the peace and rythim of everyday, respecting and forcing yourself little by little.