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SSS Trilli Report | 05/29/2026 4:51 am

Yeaaah I like games like Mario Party 2 or the other ones too. Turn based is nice. I definitely don't like games where it's overly difficult. I get it some people like the challenge but I'm not that sweaty to need such a challenge. I just wanna have fun. Guitar hero is fun too if you ever played that. I like the 2nd one the best. I got pretty decent at that. Lol I'll be playing Zombies with a buddy and he always swears he's the best and blames me when we lose etc but he's not that much better despite him having grown up playing it and having over 10 or 15 years experience playing. I just started playing this year. I mean I did play it once in awhile back in the day when I'd go over to my buddy Big-Bird's house but other than that I didn't grow up playing shooter games. I always tell my buddy he's a shitty a** teammate lol. Straight up he'll have 5000 points and I'll be at like 3000 and then he'll be waiting on me to buy all the expensive doors cause he's always concerned about him being able to get the guns he wants, Jugg right away to take more hits without getting down, and buying the claymores/betty's, and spending 3000 on a knife lol. Like dude is so selfish he rather have a big imbalance so he can feel like he's carrying the team rather than doing things fairly and equally so that we can both get the things we need. Like dude.. just stop tryna make me buy all the doors so you can keep saving your points to get all this other crap when we could just take an extra round or two to save up more so that when we cross the doors I won't be flat broke on the other side with no ammo and then he wants to be like why'd you get down? Terrible communication too he'll just run away to the other side of the map or mess up the way the zombies are coming and then blame me. Haha he's lowkey a straight up hater. I definitely feel like he sabotages me on purpose cause he's a lil petty b***h. Every time he starts badly in a round too then he'll just somehow always end up dying early in the game and I can tell it's just that he wants us to restart because I have more points than him or he's gotten down more times than me. Lol idk it's whatever. I wouldn't spend money on yu-gi-oh nowadays either. I downloaded an app called Duel Links tho and it's really fun. You can get cards for free to play with on there and get gems to buy more decks or buy booster packs and customize your decks and play as different duelists and have special skills. I'll play as Joey tho the deck is not really a Joey deck but I get his skill to start off the duel with an extra 1500 life points and I also can increase my monsters attack by 300 points during my turn.. I think they get an extra 500 points if there's a light monster on field but I've not really tired hard to make use of that. Lol yeaaah bro it does feel like a betrayal or something like that. It's all good cause I know that they wouldn't have been able to handle anything I've gone over with my current therapist either. I feel like they would've gotten scared to say the least. It's all good tho. I've been a lil busy lately. I did read your comment soon after you left it but I hadn't had time to give a proper response. also that Kingdom Hearts game for the Sp is re:chain of memories cause it's a remake of the chain of memories. lol I went to the circus yesterday which was fun. I love the circus. They're so skilled/talented/disciplined. I'm a big fan of the clowns too.

SSS Trilli Report | 05/18/2026 2:15 am

I like that font you used. It’s very easy to read. Idk if it’s just cause the letters are bigger or if it’s the actual font but it was easier to read. 


lol the controls on CoD are very simple but it’s more so getting good at aiming, learning the way the zombies will come at you so you can dodge them, rationing your ammo, knowing when to switch weapons, and stuff like that. I’ve gotten better but still haven’t gotten to round 30 on any map. I’m tryna get better with the aim to do headshots and conserve ammo/go longer without needing an upgraded gun since it’s 5000 points to upgrade and you have to get max ammo or else buy upgraded ammo for 4500 each time. 


Hahaha I played a little KH on ps2 but mainly I went hard on Re-Chain of Memories on the Gameboy Advanced SP. 


The gameplay is a lil diff but still fun. You have a deck of cards that have attacks, your allies, and thunder, fire, etc on them. You go back and forth using the left and right bumpers then select the cards and use em.. it’s been awhile but I remember you would cycle through the whole deck then re-shuffle it and not sure if every time you had less cards or what but it was fun. I never beat it but I got pretty far. 


Brehh I got rid of all my Pokemon cards and games awhile back. I burned them in a fire along with my yugioh cards. Definitely recommend Spyro for the PlayStation if you can get a copy. I’m sure the newer remakes are fun too but idk that’s like last resort if you can’t find the originals. Spyro is super chillback. Fun music and sound fx.. collect gems, find eggs, charge at or torch your enemies with fire. There’s a skateboard mini game and some challenges where you have to run after this egg thief. Really fun levels. 


Maaan if I’m typing and it deletes I just end up replying saying damn near nothing at all. I’ll be drab to the max. 


I’m really glad you found a therapist that is helping you and that you like. I’m definitely more of an in-person type too. I see my therapist twice a week. We got it down from three times cause it was too much for me at that point. Plus I’m able to go longer in-general without anything major. My therapist always tells me to please take care of myself. I’m very grateful because it’s hard to find one that you like and feel like they’re a good match.. then also I hate having to meet a new one and have to tell them what’s going on or why I’m there etc. like it gets super frustrating and I’m also a person who masks a lot. I’ll be all smiles on the outside and I don’t want to make the therapists feel uncomfortable or anything so I’ll tell them what’s going on but I’ll be all calm and trying to be as pleasant as possible and I had to shatter that. I wasn’t able to get the help I needed for a long time because instead of taking my words and what I said at face value they would look at it like I’m funny, interesting, fun to talk with, smart, etc and they just basically would dismiss my issues that I talked about because I would present myself just fine. Like yeah I’m just trying to tell you what’s up without having to show you how I actually feel. I hate that I’d have to show my emotion for them to believe me. lol before I was with my current therapist I got ghosted by the two before. One of them didn’t say anything she just dropped me really and I got put with someone else who.. dropped me as-well. She came up with her reasons why but I feel like it was not true. First she was like oh you can meet up with this other person in place of me some of the days because I’m pregnant.. okay, sure. Then after she had the baby she’s like, hey I’m not leaving you (she would always say that) and then she’s like I’m just going to be gone a little longer cause I just had my baby. Aiiight, sure. Then she really faded out and didn’t ever say anything solid about not meeting up with me anymore. I know she distanced herself for what can be valid reasons but I believe 

SSS Trilli Report | 05/16/2026 1:04 am

Oh wow— that notepad idea is genius. I’m gonna be using that now. That’s so convenient. I’m writing on the notepad rn.
Yeah man, I’m not much for the shooter games either. My buddy likes it tho and so we can do that to connect. It’s fun tho I’m not very good. Some games I’m constantly getting revived. I was more Crash Bandicoot, Spyro, Banjo Kazooie, DK 64, smash bros, Mortal Combat, Pokemon, Kingdom Hearts, or Mario type games.
One thing is that the more you focus on what you don’t want to do the more you will tend to think about it or remember and end up doing it. It’s like when people want to overcome OCD— one of the ways to deal with it is by not trying or focusing on trying not to do the things. I like visiting with my therapist. It’s good and healthy to have a therapist or visit one periodically even when there’s nothing “wrong.” Lol the last guy who was staring at me.. I asked him if he had a staring problem and he responds “yeah wanna fix it?” Long-story boring; I pepper-sprayed him and his friend. But you know what? It’s better not to put out that kind of energy in the first place. He pulled up later to where I was with two friends, so three of them and they had golf clubs. They didn’t end up doing anything but still. I’m probably going to try quitting smoking.. which I have been trying but I keep buying a pack. Then if I don’t buy a pack I’ll end up bumming one and right away it just feels like I may as well buy the pack if I’m still going to smoke one even here and there. Which just ends up being smoking a few a day. You know in Mexico they sell basically every brand with the “crush” option. Like how here we have camel crush they have crush Marlboro and Pall Malls. Maybe others too but they have that option for my as well as flavored. Some of their cigarettes come with those shock therapy type images of people with the side effects of smoking on them. You can come out of whatever you’ve been going thru. It’s a whole process but I believe in your ability to overcome. You might have to actively choose to replace thoughts you don’t want with good thoughts of things you do like. Our brains get stuck on loops and cycle through the same pathways. We have to disrupt the frequency and recalibrate. Focusing on your breathing can help in many ways. Breathing with meditation goes hard too. There are so many different kinds of meditations. You can even make up your own. One that I like is to take time close my eyes and listen. I’ll focus on my breathing without controlling it. Anything that I hear I’ll let go. I won’t bout a name to what I’m hearing. It could be birds or cars driving around outside, neighbors, music playing, sirens, etc but you hear them without naming them. You don’t decide what it is. You just let them go while focusing on your breathing without controllin g it.

SSS Trilli Report | 05/12/2026 12:54 am

I’ll be on Gaia using mobile a lot so sometimes it deletes everything I’m writing which is annoying. I try to copy and paste as I write but sometimes I’ll miss before it erases. I’m not too great at Zombies but I have fun. We have yet to break wave 30. lol dude the store can be so sketchy. What kind of cigs do you smoke? I’ll probably go smoke one before bed ngl. Marlboro Menthol Smooth 100’s. Yes. I read in a book that it is also another of natures laws that only a habit can subdue another habit.. so to get rid of a bad habit you need to build a good habit and become its slave.

SSS Trilli Report | 05/12/2026 12:26 am

I’ve definitely had times where I felt borderline agoraphobic. Sometimes I like meeting ppl and sometimes I don’t. I still avoid being out too much in certain places or at times. Yup, I don’t like feeling sticky from humidity either. It’s just one of those things you have to learn to deal with or not focus on. I’ve been having a good time overall. I’m working on building good habits. I’ve been gaming out playing Call of Duty Zombies with a friend for fun too. He likes doing all the Easter Eggs. That’s good you still walk the block or post up in the backyard too to get some sun

SSS Trilli Report | 05/09/2026 1:32 am

I didn’t even realize I had any items visible on my wishlist. I tend to make them private. I’ve been good. Summer is almost here!

Supreme Crimson Report | 05/06/2026 10:14 am

Sure is! Thank you! Have a great week!

Supreme Crimson Report | 04/18/2026 7:33 pm

Thank you lovely! My sister never replies to my texts so I'm used to it. I'm on your side! Always!

Supreme Crimson Report | 04/18/2026 6:58 pm

All good babe! No need to respond! I completely understand! It gets a bit much! Omg! I keep using the asterisk! Lol. I might be high on adrenaline. Watch me disappear when my social battery runs out though pirate

Supreme Crimson Report | 04/18/2026 6:43 pm

*hands you a tampon - plug it up yer nose - apparently it works!