country rocks and if u dont think so then u dead to me
there are a few people i would like to talk about. My friends; danna, ashlyn, maddy, and carlynn. i would also like to talk about the people that i hurt; everyone that i hurt. i would talk about why im writing this online and not on a paper to everyone like i was going to do i the first place.
DANNA:danna if your reading this thanks for being my friend and i love you like the sister i always wanted. i wish that i could take back everything that i did to yo like steel your money. i wish i could say this in person but your my truest and most wonderfulest friend anyone could ever ask for. you alway help me through everthing even if you mad at me and im sad youll halp me out and thats the best thing. when i get where im going there be only happy tears ill love and have no fear. take care of yourself and i wish those doubts of your about your friends would go away and you wont werry about thm because if she was your true friend she would find-make time for your.
ASHLYN: you are always there for me too. and im soooo lucky to have two wonderful friends like you and danna. i wish i could say more but theres not much to say because we didnt know eachther for long time like me and danna.
MADDY:you have been there for me and fro danna and carlynn and you rock for that. i wish i got to see you more and hang out other then only on wed. but things happen for reasons.you rock and dont ever change.
CARLYNN: you and not only book smart but also street smart and for as long as i could remember you could take care of yourself so i have nothing to really doubt about you but keep on rockin!
PEOPLE I HURT: im really sorry to the people that i hurt if i hurt you then please come talk to me privetly so can talk to you people about why i did what i did.
WHY ONLINE: well, its because i cant say this in person because well, i hate to show my emotions in front of people.
a song by some chick:
what would u do if ur son was at home crying all alone on the bedroom floor cuz hes hungry and the only why to feed him is to sleep with a man for a little bet of money and his daddys gone somewhere i forgot know in and out of lock down i aint got a job now so 4 u this is just a good time but 4 me this is what i call life? mmmm..........
a song that me and ashlyn remixed:
those days are gone-i need know why you dont like me anymore im hurtin sence the day u walked right out my door-those days are gone-i need to know why you dont like me anymore i really what to work this out but i dont think your gonna change well you do but i dont think we should go our seperte ways-yo yo those days are gone stuck in yesterday days are gone(both) i need to know why those days are gooooooone! those days are gone! days are gone!
write this down:
i never saw the end in sight thought every thing was going alright you had one foot out the door
write this down take a little book to remind you take my words and read them everyday so you remember what ive got to say write this down
ill sign it at the bottom of the page ill sweer under oth cuz every single word is tre and i think u need to know
-im 15 and i love long walks on the beach
-i hate rude people that love to be rude just to piss someone off
-i play online but never like anyone i play with
-im in love with my boyfriend and waiting to here about marrage
-im in high school 9th grade
-i hate drugs and alcohal
-my grandpa died 6years ago and i miss him sooo much
-i 1st grade teacher shot herself im class because of the kids in there but we sat there and all where scared of what just happened
-my best friend cuts herself
-one of my friend cut her vain and bleed to death.
-another one of my friends hung herself because she got picked on and kept it to herself
-i love country, rap. hiphop
-i would try anything once except love and frist sight and green beans
-and my dad left me when i was 3 weeks old because i was a girl.
how im ganna breathe with no air?
how do you expect me to live alone with just me tell me how im ganna breath with no air cant live cant breathe with no air got me out here in the water so deep how you ganna breathe without me with you aint here i just cant breath no air no air no air air no air air
im hot your cold you go around like you know how i am but you dont you got me on my toes im slipping into the lava and trying to keep from going under baby you turn temperature higher im burning up burning up for you baby
im in love
why u had to go
why oh why ohw hy would u treat me this way
you were my all i though u would be the one to stay
but ur not so i guess all thats left to say is
good bye b***h get on of my life good bye b***h get out of my life i hate u for cheating on me i hate u for putting my kid in so much chit he hates u now so stay away i know u wouldnt last for long but he did and he really liked u but u hurt him when u up and walked out so ******** u b***h this isnt goodbye 4 now or see u later this is goodbye 4ever!