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Hi im lacy.
Im not sure about alot of things anymore.
Im crushed but happy.
Im lost but know were im going.
Im scared but ready.
I wish i could figure out what im doing and where im going but every time i think i know it changes.
I find things out the hard way.
I never learn to fast from most my mistakes.
I talk more then i think.
Im sick but healthy.
Im depressed but happy.
I miss him but never want to see him.
I dont cry when i should.
I can be mean.
I can be nice.
I talk s**t.
I stand for what i think is right.
I have a loud mouth.
Im always right but mostly wrong.
Ill say what i mean even if it hurts you.
Im going to die alone we all do.
I fall to fast.
I fall to hard.
I fall and get hurt every time.
I dont sleep much.
I love who i am.
I hate who i was.
I miss my hero.
Im never happy with the way i look.
I dont like things that match.
Im insane.
I tell people how i feel but it ruins it.
Im a b***h.
Im a slut.
Im a Whore.
Im a drunk.
Im a druggy.
Im everything everyone has told you.
Cause you believe them right?
Im none if those things.
I go to college.
Im trying to fix what i ******** up.
Im 17.
Im never happy with what i have till its gone.
Ill never change for you.
I like being alone.
I hate being by myself.
I love the sound on nothing.
I hate the sound pf silence.
I cry myself to sleep sometimes.
I've wet the bed more then a couple times.
I sleep in my moms room still.
I act like im five.
I seem older than i really am.
I love music.
I hate people.
I love dancing.
I can sit in the rain for hours.
I just want what i cant have.
I dont want what i can have.
I wish i know what to wish for.
I blocked out most of my child hood.
I have to many problems to fix.
I will never love someone more then my life.
my life died long ago.
I have dreams of being happy then i wake up.
I have dreams of my sister but there just dreams.
I happy im still alive and breathing.
You should be too.
I give people to many chances.
I dont give myself enough.
I wont follow your believes so dont push them on me.
I Can never think of things to talk about.
I make my own choices.
I wont make yours for you.
I dont want to kill me self.
Doesnt mean i want to be alive.
I smile when im sad.
I laugh when im mad.
I yell cause its funny.
I scream cause no ones listening.
I talk to myself.
I dont think you would understand me.
I should be sorry but i never am.
I mite just leave or even just stay.
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Lucky Everyone starts Next week or something like that =/
I started last week
And same here But I'm not in college About to start High again XD
How bout you?
Lol so do I but I don't have the time to clean it XD
And Good biggrin
How Bout you?