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I've been an Olympic Gymnast in training since I was about 2 years old. It was all that I ever knew and all that I ever loved. I never lost a competition. I guess my story starts there...

I've lived with my dad's mom since I was only a few months old. My mom moved away and my dad remarried. Since my dad was in a "stable" condition to raise me, I went and lived with him and his new wife. My dad was always gone and I was forced to stay in the house with my evil step mother and their son. I hated it there and I knew I did from the time I was 3 years old. Reason? My step mother was very abusive to me and my half brother, and she was from the moment my dad left the house till he walked in the front doors. She would always say, "Oh she fell down." "She ran into this." or, "She ran into that." She would blame all the cuts and bruises on myself. Well one day she told my dad, "I can't handle this child. It's either me or the girl." And sure enough, my dad chose her. I went to live with my grandma from that day forward and continued with my gymnastics. I then was adopted by my grandma and her new husband at age 11.

When I turned 14, my parents (grandparents) dropped me off at the gym so I could finish my Olympic training, and I was on my 2nd sprinting lap when I stopped in front of my coach and said, "I can't see." and I then proceeded to collapse. My heart had stopped, I quit breathing, and I turned blue. After spending about 5 to 7 minutes in the afterlife, I was revived and rushed to the hospital. Months and months of echo cardiograms, stress tests, MRI's, and other tests, they finally told me that I had Hypertrophic Cardio Myopathy and I had to go into surgery and get a pacemaker put in. I have a scar right below my collarbone where there is a small box that keeps my heart pumping. Anyway they said that I couldn't participate in any way shape or form in Gymnastics, so I joined my schools Dance Company. The summer of 2012 I passed out on the dance floor and stopped breathing. Once again I was rushed to the hospital where they told me that I could no longer participate in sports and I may never be able to drive or swim or dance or be on roller coasters, or really anything. I was nothing but a vegetable. Since then I have had many suicidal attempts and almost killed myself right in front of my family. I have been getting help and I still live most of my life in agony from losing everything that I loved but I know that it could be worse, and I keep going..

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