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--abOUT me AnD mY PErsOnaLity

== I'm not shy but I won't go out of my way to talk to you.

I don't pick unnecessary fights. ==


== My SISTER is my most important person.

== Her room is next to mine; if you make her miserable it will affect my sleep. ==
== Her issue is my issue. ==


I'm around 17. ==
Born MAY 30 ==


== I like to read.
== I like to play basketball.
== I am interested in photography

I work as a waiter in a mall restaurant. ==
I HATE to be mistaken for a girl. ==
I am not gay.==

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Platinum Alice _ xx

Report | 04/23/2023 10:52 am

Platinum Alice _ xx

yo! so, i had my birthday at the beginning of last month and i am now 29, if you can believe that. that's wild to me, personally. i can't remember how old i was when we all met, but it was definitely over 10 years ago, right? it's so weird to think about.

in other absolutely wild news, i am now... a homeowner! i've been moving over to my house with my roommate these last two weeks, and it just feels so surreal. it's a really cute house near a really queer friendly area, which is super exciting.

also, yeah, i'm queer! i can't remember if that was something i ever got to tell y'all? i think i only realised it after we'd all kinda lost touch. i'm also realising idk how y'all feel about that kinda stuff, but... i feel like you'd be chill with it? maybe? i hope? but that might just be wishful thinking. i'll just try to have faith in y'all lol

i know i keep saying "y'all", but it's because i'm assuming... i dunno. if one of you sees it, it'll be rena. and that's if y'all are different people. if you aren't, i'd be fine with that, y'know. you wouldn't be the first person to keep secret from me who you actually were - tamaki/roy did the same thing, and i still dated him for a little while. which maybe goes to show that i'm way too forgiving, but i'm alright with that. it's good to be kind, i think.

i know i haven't gotten a reply or heard from y'all since... 2014, wow, almost ten years ago. but i still think of you guys often, and no matter what happened back then, or has happened since, i'd always be happy to hear from either of you. or just. you. if there Was only ever one of you. either way. there's nothing in this ol' brain of mine but love and fondness, even still. i'll only ever wish you guys well. and even if i never hear from you again, i'll keep popping in here every so often, just to ramble. it's weirdly therapeutic for me. sorry if you ever log back in and find 200 comments, haha.

well, i'll be back! next time i comment, i'll be living in my house! heart
(that's such a strange thing to say to someone i met when i was still in middle school lol)
Platinum Alice _ xx

Report | 11/13/2022 11:02 am

Platinum Alice _ xx

hey! i'm almost 30 now, isn't that insane? i'll be 29 this march. it feels pretty surreal.

i've managed to lose touch with you and rena at this point. which really sucks. i've lost track of almost everyone from back then, actually, except one or two people. isn't it weird to think that in a few more years, we'll all have met about 20 years ago?

i hope you're doing well. i don't remember when my last comment was, but i think about you and rena a lot. i keep searching your usernames around different social media sites, but of course i don't find anything wwww. is that stalkerish? whoops. i'm not trying to be creepy, it just kind of feels like. i don't know. you were someone i felt safe with, who didn't try to prey on me, or manipulate me, and i'm very, very grateful for that. even if you hid things from me, i don't think i can overstate how much you just, like... not being a creep means to me, now, as an adult looking back on it all.

i'll probably keep commenting on this profile every so often, regardless of if you ever come back. (and i don't think you will, haha.) you were a precious part of my life, while you were in it, and if there's even the smallest chance you could see any of these, that's all that matters. thank you for being my friend back then. it'd be lovely if we could talk again someday, no matter who you are now.
Platinum Alice _ xx

Report | 07/25/2015 5:24 am

Platinum Alice _ xx

i accidentally left that in a smaller size than i meant to!! oh well. whatever.

i guess i should mention that the easiest way to get back in touch with me is through twitter, but i know you and rena never liked social media way back when, so i dunno if that's. of any consequence. but my twitter is @lncurslo. with two Ls.
yeah.
Platinum Alice _ xx

Report | 07/25/2015 5:23 am

Platinum Alice _ xx

well, hello again. i think it's probably just tradition to leave little comments for you every once in a while, in case you ever come back.

i know you said a lot of stuff is different, and i guess that's true. i'm 21 now! isn't that amazing? damn. i'm trying to move to vegas, though finding a job is more difficult than i thought it would be. my sleeping schedule is super ******** up, again. haha.

it's just ******** weird, y'know, i read that comment you left me again, and i'm just floored by the fact that... i dunno, you were always such a good person. i actually went back through all my comments, and we did talk a whole lot more than i ever realised. it's like you were the best friend i didn't realise i had, even if that feeling was totally one-sided. i mean. even if you never just "put up" with me, it was still pretty amazing that you were willing to talk to a weirdo 15/16 year old at all.

anyway. i recognise these comments are probably weird or irritating, but i still get the urge to leave them. just because. a lot of s**t happened, way back then. i mean. you were around for me discovering i'm gay, of all things. (panromantic, really, but whatever...) and you were totally okay with it. and everyone else was, too. like. that helped me come out to my mother, y'know? and it's just. been a totally normal thing since then. like, i'm ******** gay, who cares.

that's a weird tangent. i just mean, you helped me be comfortable with who i was, and you accepted me, despite everything, so thank you. and thank you for... kinda? getting in touch with me, after all that time. that might be the last time i ever hear from you, but, man, it. meant a lot to me. i was always searching for you and rena, trying to see if i could reconnect with you guys, but. lo and behold, i never could. heh.

anyway. um...
i'm still. here. if you ever come back. my skype is still alondites. my email is still krypton.allergic@gmail. i'll still be here.
so, if you ever... see this, just like before, i'm still around. even if you feel like things will be awkward. even if... i dunno, you lied, or didn't tell the whole truth. even if all of it was fake.
i still miss you. and you were one of my good friends. and i firmly believe that things like that don't change, even if we'll never be as close as we used to be. or. as close as i felt we were.

so. yeah.
another year, another awkward comment you might never see.
happy late birthday, by the way. if may 30th really IS your birthday, haha.
god, how old are you guys, anyway? 23?
...you guys must have lives, and everything, now.

getting old is so weird.
Platinum Alice _ xx

Report | 04/11/2014 9:52 pm

Platinum Alice _ xx

    well, i. i literally. don't know what to say. i'd just about given up all hope of hearing from you again. i think i've been shaking for about ten minutes.

    i understand what you mean!! i'm still in touch with a few people from back then, but i've drifted apart from most of them, just because things are so different now. though that... really doesn't change how much i cared, and still do care, about all of you.
    more often than i'd like to admit, i spend time trying to find you all again, or just... thinking, and hoping, you're all okay. so i'm really glad to hear you're doing well!! that makes me. really, really happy. and i'd love to hear all about it, if you ever. i don't know. are around, again.

    maybe this doesn't make anything better, but i think i've been lied to enough times that i don't really think anything could hurt me, anymore. so. i mean. i will (eventually) be here if you ever want to. come. clean? that sounds so weird. i don't even know if that's what i want to say. um. basically, i. never felt like you were lying in that i knew you cared about me as a friend, and that's... really all that mattered to me.

    i'm really struggling for words adkfg;hlgfl um. i mean. so much has happened since i left Gaia. i've graduated high school, i've moved to Vancouver, i turned ******** 20 years old (how old was i when we met? i don't even remember anymore), i've been struggling with a lot of things, but i think. i've grown up a lot, for the better. i'm not the brat i used to be.
    though, er, working for my dreams might. take a little while, because i'm still figuring out... everything. but i'm trying!

    but. thank you. so much. for telling me that. and. i don't know, saying... something. i don't think i can put into words how badly i've missed everyone, and how much it hurts sometimes to feel like i just. lost everyone.
    and it sounds weird, maybe creepy, but you always meant a lot to me. you always made me feel better when i was upset. so, i mean. even if you hid things from me. even if you lied, i was still... happy. i was always very happy. so thank you.

    whenever you see this, just, um. know i'm. really, really, stupidly happy, and relieved to hear from you. and even if we're both vastly different, i still care for you, and i always hope you're doing well. um. i guess. if there's anywhere else you'd feel comfortable talking... er... there's my flavors.me, with links to other sites i'm on more frequently, or... um... my skype is alondites. i guess. my email is krypton.allergic@gmail.com, though i'm pretty bad at responding to emails, so... yeah.
    please say hi to Rena, also, if you can. and tell her i really hope she's doing well, too.

    THIS IS A REALLY LONG COMMENT... AND IT'S ALL WORD VOMIT... i'm so sorry.
    and i'm sorry i took so long to respond. i just. keep avoiding Gaia, because i... memories, i guess. overwhelming nostalgia. or something. haha.

    um. yes. okay.
    ...bye.
Platinum Alice _ xx

Report | 09/07/2013 7:08 pm

Platinum Alice _ xx

    maybe if i post enough i can will all of you guys to log on and check these comments and see how dumb i am
    i feel like i've left so many more comments than i actually have wow??? i'm not online a lot but somehow i felt like i've left a million but it's only been four
    anyway um i still wonder how school's going for you and... stuff... i don't have much to say; i finally moved to Vancouver BC and i'm going to school too?? but it's really nervewracking and i'm not sure what i'm doing
    .........why am i telling all of this to a dead account
    holy ********
    er anyway um. you can still find me via flavors.me,,, if you ever... somehow... log on... idk i'm really bad at. this stuff. i don't know how to talk to anyone even though i miss everyone a lot
    maybe all my memories of you were just you putting up with an annoying teenage girl and maybe you don't remember me but
    you were an important friend to me and i'm sorry for disappearing. a lot of stuff happened and i kind of broke down but that's no excuse for anything and. and. yeah i
    this is so awkward no one is ever going to see this it's like some kind of ultra private diary i'm keeping in a public forum hahah
    anyway um. i hope you're doing well and you somehow someday get the random urge to. i guess. check gaia, in the future, maybe
    i'm sure i'll still be around when you do
Platinum Alice _ xx

Report | 05/30/2013 11:53 pm

Platinum Alice _ xx

    HAPPY BIRTHDAY APPARENTLY??? wow spooky timing
    well whatever you're like 20 now or something right??? i'm not even sure if Gaia has your real birthday hahah
    you're probably getting old though
    we all are
Platinum Alice _ xx

Report | 04/02/2013 11:32 pm

Platinum Alice _ xx

still talking to a dead account
still being stupid
hey 'sup
i hope you're doing well
i hope Rena's doing well too - Olivia, whatever, i don't think she'd like me calling her that even if i've gotten her name right
um
it's really sad that i never learned your guy's names from you, yourselves, you know? you guys meant so much to me, for so long, but i've realized over the past two years or so, i didn't know you guys at all, hahah. i guess i was a pretty shitty friend. ummmmmm
i don't know why i bother posting these comments; none of you are ever coming back, hahahaha....................... this is so stupid
well, i left a link to find me in the comment right below, so 8')
i'm so ******** stupid, i'm sorry
Platinum Alice _ xx

Report | 12/01/2012 12:44 pm

Platinum Alice _ xx

i think i should just come on here sometimes to be annoying and pester people i miss via things they will never see so
cool
HERE I AM SURPRISE
blahhh i went through some of our old PMs (we were really dumb btw just in case you were wondering) and am remembering you were thinking about going to medical school and wondering if you ever did it!!! i tried asking Rena about you but that's like talking to a titanium safe, hahah
she DID mention you two haven't been talking much, though, which worried me BUT......... i don't think i have much right to be worried since i kind of vanished from the world for a while, too
anyway uh
i've gotten worse at this whole sappiness thing damn
i feel really awkward leaving these posts and being a pest but yeah wow i really miss everyone sometimes it's just sad we've all drifted away from Gaia and will probably never find each other again
but if you somehow ever see this um
you should look me up and let me know it's you!! or... something?? is that how this works aksnd;fkngkn
(look for me over here, btw)
sorry for being such an awkward weirdo omg
i hope you're doing well and that school's doing well and you're happy and stuff
if you ever do see this
but i'm pretty sure i'm talking to a dead account so
hahahah
this is depressing
bye!!!
Platinum Alice _ xx

Report | 08/23/2012 10:17 pm

Platinum Alice _ xx

hOLY s**t DUDE WOW I
wow okay I know you'll probs never see this bc I don't think ANY OF US are ever on gaia anymore but GOSH HI I MISS YOU A LOT SOMETIMES you and Rena both holy crap I have her on skype but you seem to have just POOFED FROM THE PLANET so uh
if you ever DO see this hi it's still Ariel and uh I hope you're doing well and kicking butt in school (don't actually kick butts) and
yeah wow okay this is too nostalgic for me
ollies out

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