About Me

Not really much to know, other than that I'm female, and live in the United States.

I play various instruments (i.e. flute, oboe, piccolo, guitar, piano…), I paint and draw quite a bit, and I have an older sister who I love dearly.

However, I was diagnosed with rheumatoid arthritis and severe scoliosis at the age of 14, and have suffered through that for many years. At the beginning of my junior year of high school, I was also diagnosed with clinical manic depression (Not bipolar disorder, there's a difference) , generalized anxiety disorder, and a panic disorder. There are often times where I don't go online or even get out of bed for days, so I apologize for that.

I'm pretty boring, and incredibly cynical and neurotic. Sorry.

A Music Addict, An Artist, An Insomniac


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Gerald Lord Report | 05/14/2020 8:07 pm
Your aunt's story of recovering from it is reassuring, very hopeful my relatives recover from it as well. Well, definitely keep taking whatever precautions you find necessary, it seems to be working. :]

I don't mind the wait time for a reply from you with regards to the narrative. Life happens, and I know it gets rather lengthy with my replies sometimes. So no worries, if anything the real life wait time between replies just makes finally reading a reply that much more meaningful.
Gerald Lord Report | 05/13/2020 8:24 pm
It's like you read my mind! Glad to know you're alright, and safe. I'm also still alive and well. sweatdrop

But yeah, (and I understand if this might come across as strange on my part) last night I specifically got worried about you. It was just one of those sudden nagging concerns that come over a person right before they're about to go to bed at night, and I just remember thinking to myself: "Damn I really hope she's okay." Don't know why I didn't just write you a comment last night or something, even something as simple as "Hey, you alive?" in hindsight seems thoughtful.

Thank you for that peace of mind, again it is a relief seeing a comment from you.

Actually found out yesterday some family of mine that lives in a different state in the country, tested positive for the virus (so far they seem have to mild symptoms and they've been isolating themselves properly) It's still a very stern reminder not to take things for granted.
Gerald Lord Report | 04/13/2020 7:10 pm
No worries, I understand. It's rough. I'm fortunate to be getting through this ordeal relatively unscathed so far, but I know a lot people who aren't. sweatdrop

Glad you're still in good health. Take care of what you got to do. We'll all get through this.
Gerald Lord Report | 03/25/2020 7:09 pm
Hey, I don't know what part of the U.S. you live in, but I just wanted to say that I really hope you're staying safe and being careful throughout this whole pandemic ordeal. I know this seems out of the blue and all, but after exchanging messages with a person for over a decade, even though to some it might seem trivial and something others would take for granted. I just want to say if I was ever having a bad day it was pretty great going on here and seeing a PM reply from you and if I was having a good day, it was made better seeing a reply from you.

I know stuff happens in life, and things come up, but death is pretty permanent. So... basically, if I had to sum up what I'm trying to say... Please don't die out there. sweatdrop I would be really sad.

Gerald Lord Report | 03/11/2020 9:54 pm
It's alright. Nice to hear back from you, was sad to hear about the internet troubles, glad they were resolved somewhat. And thank you for the gift! sweatdrop
Gerald Lord Report | 12/29/2019 9:58 pm
Even though it's a little late, I hope you had a Merry Christmas. And I know it's a little early, but also, wanted to wish you a Happy New Year.
Gerald Lord Report | 06/05/2019 7:40 pm
Just re-sent the reply, it's annoying when that happens. Hope you're doing well.
Gerald Lord Report | 01/20/2019 10:00 pm
sweatdrop Darn, check your last sent message to me. Looks like it hit the character limit halfway through, cutting the message off abruptly and that was an awesome read. I was going to reply but it feels wrong doing so without letting you finish that masterpiece you were writing! sweatdrop heart
Gerald Lord Report | 12/03/2018 10:56 pm
Hope you're doing alright. And spending the holiday season well.
Gerald Lord Report | 08/31/2018 12:28 am
By the way, welcome back. You were sincerely missed. :]