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DevilLordex13 Report | 03/03/2012 8:35 pm

-pat ur head- im not gone. i mean yes i am. but right now i have no internet. we had a nasty storm hit us. u kno in kentucky that distoryied alot of s**t. i was almost hit by the really bad s**t. and here lately ive had no internet so that doesnt help. im still here just...not yet...ill be back. i dont kno when but ill be back.ill be back the moment i get my internet back. right now its the middle of the night and im about 2 miles away from home in the dark sending u this message. thats how far i lost my interent. right now im just w8ing but im loseing my piechents. im geting really annoyed with trying to keep in contact with ppl and next thing i know BAME!! i lose my interent. this isnt my internet so....im stealing it from my neighbors. i now have news that this rp guild im in the guild master is quiting gaia....here i am loseing a sister cause of this...idk why she is leaveing intirly but she's leaveing....she's my little sis ive known for 2 years...ive watched as she has grown as a rper too...my 2 little bros i have on gaia are starting to leave slowly too....and here i am with fewer and fewer friends geting online....here i am geting online pretty much 24/7 before i lost it...and now i get to watch everyone leave one by one....without being there....ive lost u i think....ur going therw the same thing my step mom went threw....not being herself and trying to find herself...then the devorse happened....now....im loseing everyone one by one...You...Twi...Rain...Loy....Kira...Sora...my step mom....my (real) sister is being more and more ofa b***h to me....ppl are blameing me for s**t that i dont even do....my grandfather is calling my stepmom a slut....my emotions are going crazy right now...ive had 3 attacks in the past week...when the voices go out of control i mean....i havent been able to hangout with my big brother (cusion) in about a mounth....i get the feeling that his parents hate me....i mean really really hate me...ive been unable to see him in longer and longer times....hell one time they wouldnt let me see him for a year....-hold my head for a moment then sit down and start to cradle my head into my knees- im loseing everything i worked so hard for....the moment the slut (my real mother) ruined my life....ive been trying so hard to get it all back...and now its falling apart again....my sisters dad (my step dad) wont even help me with my sisters probluem....they let her do whatever...she punched me in the gut then the jaw and then stomped on her own foot to cry just so someone would come runing....she sayed that i hit her...she sayed that i punched her two times in the gut then once in the jaw...i didnt even touch her...i get blamed and get into more trouble for trying to fake it....with me being buckled over and winded i couldnt defend myself....my grandmother is being more of a b***h to me....she's forceing me to get a job out in the middle of now where....threated to take my laptop...and yes i lost my job...idk if i told u but i lost my job at Amazon....here i am with a little over a hundred bucks in my pocket and i have to make it last for the rest of my time out in the boonies....everything is falling around me...hell i had someone complain that im not a real rper that i only am a fan of gaia corp and not a rper and am a shame to the rp comunity....she told me she should report me on gaia for no reason for that...WTF it makes no sence...-start to slam my head into the ground- i hate this...im loseing it all....s**t my aunt...she wants nothing to do with me cause i use the online name of DevilLordex13.....she said it had the word Devil in it and i should be sent to the funny farm for it...said that demons have possed me....she's partly right but i possed the demons....-curls up in a ball with a pool of blood forming around me from slaming my head intot he ground-....its all falling apart...everything is leaveing me...soon ill fully be lonley....and it all started with my mother....i want her dead....i want to 

shadow Aeris Report | 02/19/2012 4:47 pm

It seem my life has become a thing of a target for hurt, pain, and tears. I hate fighting but i will if i need too and i hate being alone with no one to talk to or be with. but it seems as if i now have both the two friends i have had for the longest time hate me because of what happened. My first friend (will remain nameless) but we had a fight and then when we got together after the fight i thought that since it was a stupid thing on both our parts that we should both make up but no she had to say it was all my fault and that she was not wrong in the fight (me having a job and she didn't and she wanted me to quit) so she made me choose my job or her...i chose my job for it took me forever to get that job. And then on January 2nd my uncle passes away. Then my second friends mother (both will also will remain nameless) well back in July i lent my friends mom some stuff then in November i began to leave messages on both her house phone and cell phone at least one a week. But then after the death of my uncle i wanted all my stuff back so i started to call her 2 or 3 times a day leaving my number and to call me back but she never did. about 3 weeks after the funeral is when i get a text message say come get your stuff then afterwards i don't ever want to see you or hear from you! Here i have supported her in everything and let her use my resources for some things she wanted and i never complained. I'm just dented to be alone. and when ever i see ether of them i can not look at them the pain in my heart just becomes too much... crying sorry for winning but i need to vent and this seems to be the only place i can do so....

LoversDeathDenied Report | 11/30/2011 6:06 pm

Thanx for buying my item smile

DevilLordex13 Report | 11/25/2011 8:20 pm

-look at the picture of me long and hard- thats my outfit i had when i first met u...minus the tail and the head wings...i think ill pull it off...i think ill get that outfit again and wear it for u.

bran_don killer Report | 03/23/2011 5:07 pm

.................it's cool, i understand,
so any way good to see your still alive XD
i miss you,
what job did you get

DevilLordex13 Report | 09/26/2010 10:02 am

-pats head- im spending time with my cusion and every once in awhile post something. you know i care. right now ima see flying PRINNIES!

bran_don killer Report | 07/29/2010 7:14 am

do you still rememder me question

SunakoXChan Report | 11/22/2009 12:25 pm

cool thanks i love them

SunakoXChan Report | 11/22/2009 12:19 pm

hey how did you get those sweet wings?? what id the item called?

bran_don killer Report | 11/13/2009 6:05 pm

well to me the good does = the bad
that how i put it
so enjoy what you have when you can