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A Phantoms Story

Don't you wish that mystic things were real...ha ha yea even the scary ones that spill blood everywhere!!! lol ^_^


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xXMidnite_SunXx

Report | 08/16/2010 10:18 pm

xXMidnite_SunXx

HAI!
xXMidnite_SunXx

Report | 01/31/2010 8:19 am

xXMidnite_SunXx

lol i will when i get the chance to actually talk to him again. i wanna talk to him againnn ahhhh!!!
xXMidnite_SunXx

Report | 01/30/2010 1:48 pm

xXMidnite_SunXx

i think its just cuz he is afraid of hurting me cuz of the distance which sucks majorly..but we all know id be with him in less thana heartbeat if he were here or i was there....i had a dream the other night that i was in ca with u guys an me an jeff werefinally alone together an he was all depressed cuz i had been there for two days n u an taleaha kept steelin me away so i went over to him n he let me sit on his lap an i hugged him an he smiled an he kissed me an u n taleaha came over an were like AWWWW! so i got up to run after u guys n u guys ran away an then jeff ran after me an picked me up an like playfully thru me to the ground an started tickling me n stole me from u guys nt hen somethin woke me up an i was really mad. lol

yeah but now i dont have to write the essay part of it i think i just have to do the 65 multiple choice in class
xXMidnite_SunXx

Report | 01/28/2010 5:02 am

xXMidnite_SunXx

yeah ik.. i dont want him to feel bad if he likes someone..i want him to do whatever makes him happy...if me and him were meant to be we'll eventually be back together...besides its like we're practically together anyways.

lol yeah he annoys me too lol..

yay my us history exam was canceled today...its snowing like hell outsidee.
i get to sleeeppp!!! lol
xXMidnite_SunXx

Report | 01/26/2010 7:02 am

xXMidnite_SunXx

yeah that is like amazing that he atleast still had the feeings for me after ths hospital..

yeah david is really weird...like he asks so many girls out an they all reject him lol its really funn y like he asked 4 girls out all in the same day an they all said no...an like this other girl weed he rly liked her she was at joes party an so was this guy eddie and she started to like him an she texted joey saying how david is a p***y cuz he tries to act all emo in front of ppl to get attention.

yeah well it is her life we will see what she does..
xXMidnite_SunXx

Report | 01/24/2010 10:41 am

xXMidnite_SunXx

wow im giving u lots of comments...damn laura! lol sorry...
well i only give second chances to people who i think honestly deserve it..like if they actually treated me the way i deserve to be treated...like u and everyone knows id always give jeff every chance he wants lol if i was single atleast...but honestly i couldprobably think of soo many reasons as to why i love him so much like lately..my feelings for jeff have been like..stronger than ever...like just the one night we talked i was starting to think me adn him were drifting away an thats part of my depression cuz i dont want him out of my life...but we talked for hours and he was there for me like he didnt care that we were talking about me the entire time but it was nice to know i have one person i can tell absolutely everything to and he doesnt have some kind of remark to it and understands adn still makes me feel better. like no one here in ny i can talk to about everything...i have alot of stuff hidden from joe laura i can only tell certains tuff cuz joe is her nephew...and jesse just doesnt understand most things that im depressed about cuz shes never had a real relationship with a guy before....usually when i tell someone like every little detail of my life like i did with jeff i feel really akward and weird about it but i was so comfortable with him hes just so ahhh...i dont even know cuz hes so much more than just amazing...like im honestly about to start crying cuz i care so much for him and miss being able to talk to him...ughh its times like these i wish u guys were here with me..........
xXMidnite_SunXx

Report | 01/24/2010 10:25 am

xXMidnite_SunXx

oh and idt i told u about david..not the one i just talked about with the nakedpics with amber but joey's friend david i think i told taleaha about him before when he was hitting on me and stuff and kissed me a few months back..well last night and all day today hes been putting his arm around me and trying to hold my hand and doesnt stop staring at me its so irritating! lol i thought he was over me. an this guy is like weird..while joe is in the room he'll be like jocelyn come here and hell ask me for a hug so ill hug him an then hell just hold on to me an not let me go an ask me to sit with him an hell put his arm around me and joe is like sometimes..dave no shes mine! lol and daves like im not doing anything..but yeah idk i had a reason for telling u this but idr cuz i really needa go use the bathroom lol
xXMidnite_SunXx

Report | 01/24/2010 10:19 am

xXMidnite_SunXx

oh ok so lol even if he does get a job that deff wouldnt be enough to have a baby as teenagers...like if thats what she wants then best of luck to her but no way in hell would i have a kid at 16 yrs old. but hope she just doesnt get hurt by this guy
and lol its okay im never usually on i usually just get on comment back to u guys n get off..cuz u guys r usually never online haha. i probably wont be back on til tomorrow.
joe had his bday party yesterday so i been here since 11ish yesterday morning...im just on cuz everyones upstairs an im down in lauras room being depressed ol me lol
xXMidnite_SunXx

Report | 01/24/2010 10:08 am

xXMidnite_SunXx

yeah...after the night me and jeff were able to talk it really doesnt bother me anymore...like it was great being able to just talk to him for a change. i loved it. [= but now i misses him more lol but like yeah chris is with one of my ex friends named amber she is really nasty now..like last yr she lost her virginity to this rly nasty guy named brian in the girls bathroom near out auditorium an then last yr she was sending this guy david naked pics of her an then this yr like last month she was doing the same thing so im just like yeahhh whatever idc now if thats what he wants.
yeah having the feelings sucks but just knowing that ppl like jeff r out there that care for me make it alot better

uhh.,,laura made me forget what elseu wrote lol
xXMidnite_SunXx

Report | 01/20/2010 1:39 pm

xXMidnite_SunXx

Lol wow thanks that actually made me feel much better [=
well i the feelings i have for chris r just old ones cuz he treated me better in ways than joey does cuz like if something is ever wrong with me joe will just say that he is sorry an not do anything to helpchrs always asked me what was wrong talked to me about it an tried to cheer me up an i miss not being able to have that person to run to but its not like i want him back..me n chris tlaked and told each other that we are officially done for good..he moved on an has a new skanky gf and i got jeff and joe lol there better than he was. plus jeff not having his phone i can't exactly talk to him about much cuz its only one comment a night through here. which succkss! lol but its better than nothing lol. but why does jeff care so much bout me? like i still dont understand hes o amazing but yet he cares so much about me when he can't see me when thers a ton of ppl that like him,,,not trying to encourage him to date ppl [= lol jk jk

and oh wow thats really stupid to be put away for...how long does he have to be there? and i guess it good that she loves kids adn takes care of the baby alot is good but ehh in my point of view i care about her an just dont want her to screw her life up cuz its hard to do much when u have a kid as a teenager...like ive only seen a few ppl in ny whove gotten ppregnant actually be able to finish high school. but idk if it is what she really want sto do then she should go for it

an ahh ur online when i am! ll