Who I Am
Hi! Saronda here. I've been here since... Early 2010, I think? Something like that. As of 2018, I'm twenty one years old. I've been through a lot these past few years, and some of that is visible in my post history- but most of it happened during the time I was gone these past few years.I've done things I'm not proud of, I've made posts that I now regret- but those posts were made during a time in my life when I was actively being 'groomed'. I didn't see anything wrong with them, because my sense of right and wrong was being deliberately warped.
I suffer from chronic depression, and have been diagnosed with various other mental illnesses. My physical health is honestly s**t, and my mental health isn't that much better.
My proudest achievements are my artwork- I hope to someday make a living off of my drawings. I do do commissions- but as the previous statement implies, I only work with real money, because I use the money from my artwork to pay for my meds, and for food for my cats and snakes.
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I knew you once, when you were young before you knew what you'd become. But that was then and this is now. You've lost your way, you've fallen down. You can't just walk away, you can't choose to ignore me. I stand in front of you a stranger stands before me. What happened to the girl, head filled with aspiration, her dreams within her reach, her life a celebration? And not there's nothing left, your face a pale reflection with only emptiness. You've lost your life's direction. What happened to the girl who couldn't be defeated? Who always stood her ground when lesser people retreated.
There is beauty in hardship, there are poems in grief... And there are trials we must go through though they may shake our beliefs. You'll always have friends, people with you in spirit, friends who praise you even when you can't hear it.