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The random journal of...

The random journal of writings that are too good to be lost forever but not good enough for anyone to read them - so far. Chances are, only my friends are going to understand some of it. Sorry for that.

 

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Things about me you didn't need to know (but you can read it anyway):

- I've come here to spend time when I'm tired but can't sleep, to dress up my avatar and make friends. Yes, in this order, because I never expect anything good from people. You think it isn't good? Come, show me there are good people too! Say me something warm and friendly...! I really appreciate it. Don't believe your bias: sometimes those who are dark and gloomy value a smile more than those who seem to be full of sunshine.
- My outside looks changes almost daily, as I play dress-up with myself almost as often as I do with my avatar, but my opinions and personality doesn't change... Ever. No, don't say we all learn and change... I learn. Grow. Evolve. But never forget - so never really change.
- I'm lame. No, not n00b lame, but lame lame. On my right leg. It doesn't bother me much, though. Unless it aches.
- I mix my own cosmetics. Customization rules!
- I both like tea and coffee. But only the best of them!
- I'm a real RPGeek and proud of it. Stone me if you want. But make sure all of your attack-throws are successful otherwise you'll miss!
- Stones rock! I study geology. But I plan to study some other things, once... I pull myself together. And glue myself together too - my health is just not what it used to be...
- I'm nature- and documentary-program-freak. I can spot a good or bad film from miles. Someday I want to work for a filming- or field-research team. Oh, dreams that can't be fulfilled...
- I collect many, many different kinds of things. In most cases, with moderate fanaticism, but in some cases my collections are... significant. This is the case with dice and exceptional handcraft items, for example.
- I like some styles with all their accessories like illustrations, handcraft items and decoration, genres/topics in literature, RPG-worlds, clothing style... These are dark/gothic, steampunk, ancestral eastern (egyptian, sumerian, etc.), ancestral european, celtic, medieval, victorian, '20s US... I have found out so far it is really hard to mix any of these in anything with a reasonably good result, so I either admire them in their beautiful purity or experiment really carefully. Rarely, but it can turn out right... I think lace goes well with clockwork.
- As you see, my "what I like" section is mostly made with pictures. Look around if you want to know my tastes!

A bad day can be spotted by it starts with the faint feeling that killing things isn't satisfactory anymore...

You see, all I wanted is a little piece of peace;
and I hate to be hated by people I don't know,
so I asked those whom I love, to hate me and tell me straight -
it's much better than to backstab me anyway, no?

Now I don't really need anyone to be near;
through I sometimes still feel the hollow
*,
as I wrongly got used to it being filled
despite it is my part and my way to follow...

Since I was born and my leg got grewn and sewn there
to step with, I was always asked to step aside.
Now I'm looking for my personal nowhere,
that i can inhabit and finally reside.


(*If you make a Bleach-joke, I'll either kill you or virtually glomp you. Yes, you can choose! Both are bad.)

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Saira Doran Report | 08/25/2013 6:06 pm
Saira Doran
To anyone else who happens to stray here: Yes, I am aware that my profile is ages old. T.T Needs cleaning up. hopefully, with time...
Saira Doran Report | 08/25/2013 6:03 pm
Saira Doran
Constricting Comfort - I haven't been online for a while, but I can't comment you anymore sad Sorry.
Constricting Comfort Report | 10/31/2012 12:42 am
Constricting Comfort
I AM DEFINITELY still okay. smile I hope you are as well.
Llorkyn Report | 10/22/2012 11:29 am
Llorkyn
waaaah, i love it : D : D heart
Constricting Comfort Report | 10/10/2012 11:30 pm
Constricting Comfort
Hey, I just had a lazarus moment and saw your comment. I still say thank you. smile
Llorkyn Report | 06/06/2012 7:41 am
Llorkyn
Epic you, again :3
Llorkyn Report | 05/29/2012 12:11 pm
Llorkyn
Awwww purrfect u heart heart heart
Llorkyn Report | 05/25/2012 12:52 pm
Llorkyn
miau heart
Llorkyn Report | 05/06/2012 5:31 am
Llorkyn
jajjj, nagyon jó letttt *.* heart hihi ^^ *örül, hogy fel tudtad használni*
Spanish Rice Cat Report | 04/12/2012 4:30 pm
Spanish Rice Cat
Thank you for your purchase of Gothic Veil.

Avatar-version of many story-characters






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_____________Lionel Keith

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__Carina Lambert

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...too bad the medal doesn't show...

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Lena Wyatt

"I bet the only reason you married me was that you would be lost here without me!"
Good luck at tolerating her! razz
(If ever anyone else than Hiergal happens to stumble upon my profile: RP story; main character's wife; navigator.)

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Asem Kiiran

Surgeon, wild mage, alchemist, priest, mysticist... What this guy doesn't excel at??
Yet, he seems to be the "typical looser" who can't seem to remember whether he has ever done anything right.

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Tiale Felizian

The only good thing in the life on a ship is climbing up the rigging - right? smile

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Ooouch... I just couldn't resist! This is so cute...


 
 
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Hiergal
Llorkyn

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Home
Sweet
Home...


Mother,
Dear
Mother...

Czech
Kutna
Hora
Ossuary
and
Church

"Tormented child walks from street to street Nowhere is home only cold and heat..."

Budapest, Chain Bridge

This is my mechanical die. If the mechanism breaks down, you can't throw it. smile

She is my familiar,
bearing the official name "Night".
I don't know yet if she is some
kind of demon or just an overly
intelligent cat.

I like photography. Most pictures you see here (at least the ones I took) aren't considered photos on my scale as they were made with a small, low-performance digital camera.This is my old-timer photo equipment; I inherited the most important parts of it from hobby-photographers in my family; my mother and grandfather.

The "Orloj", the astronomical clock in Prague

It was posing for me. Honest!

"I'm your opium..."
I like essential aromatic oils.
They are hard to use, but have many
useful features even aside of having a
wonderful fragrance.

Who can guess what's in the background,
wins. Hiergal, not you!!! razz

Just preparing for a new generation,
that I am planning to bring up more
carefully, teaching them to use my
generous gifts in a more selfless way.
You might don't know it, but you are
already preparing everything for their
arrival, long after your time has ended
due to your own bad habits.
I will survive. I am not dying."

"There there my Children;
I am not dying, as you seem to think...

Fractals...

Essential madness
and order in the mind.

Handcrafts. If it was art, I'd be happy by now.

Tools of the trade

I really like LOLcats.

It combines two things that are essential in my life: humour and cute kittens! smile

Does killing time count
as murder?
Than 10...

(Chisels I use for precision woodcarving.)

Pet -->

Prague -->
Kraken sushi
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Crazy!

There. Kraken for you. :p

That's me.

Uhm, why... Is it so obvious about us...? ^^