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Gender: Female

Birthday: 01/28

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-> I became insane, with long intervals of horrible sanity.
-> What did he long for?
-> I believe that stories are written and read to rebel against the fact that you only live once.
-> My sadistic personality doesn't derive from my enjoyment of seeing people in pain, rather, the fact that I am capable of causing it.
->Science has not yet taught us if madness is or is not the sublimity of the intelligence.

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I was too lazy to write anything, so I did a questionnaire instead:
001. Real Name: We will stick with Roland for now, though it isn't true.
002. Nickname: I have several
003. Zodiac Sign: I am an Aquarius
004. Male Or Female: I am male (or am I?)
005. Elementary School: California Elementary
006. Middle School: Somewhere
007. High School: Overthere
008. Hair Color: Dark Brown
009. Tall Or Short: I am average size for my age!!!!
010. Loud Or Quiet: It all depends on mood.
011. Sweats or Jeans: Jeans
012. Phone Or Camera: Phone.
013. Health Freak: Yes, but to a certain degree in which it isn't too serious.
014. Drink Or Smoke: I don't plan on smoking, but I have drank before. You actually have to drink every day. I'm talking about water.
015. Do You Have A Crush On Someone: No
016. Political orientation: I am on my own team. (especially with the sh*t in today's gov.)
017. Piercings: None
018. Tattoos: None

019. An Airplane: Quite a few times.
020. A Car Accident: Thankfully no.
021. A Fist Fight: Yup. Several.

022. First piercing: None.
023. First Best Friend: Lincoln
024. First Instrument played: Piano
025. First award: Citizenship, Math, and Language Arts. I was at the top of my class in Kindergarten and First Grade, but decided not to show much of it in the later grades due to the hatred I received from it.
026. First Crush: A girl, from television. From Power Rangers.
027. First Language: Gibberish. I now know forty-nine different dialects.
028. First Big Vacation: Knotts Berry Farm. I was 4 or 5 at the time, and had a fear of roller coasters.

029. Last Person you talked to: A group of people actually, a list of names would be longer than this entire post.
030. Last Person You Texted: My girlfriend.
031. Last Person You Watched: Several. I am a writer so I have to keep tabs upon all the people inside my head.
032. Last Food You Ate: Cereal. Cinnamon Toast Crunch.
033. Last Movie You Watched: Nightmare Before Christmas... HELL YEAH!!!
034. Last Song You listened To: Piano version of Redbone by Childish Gambino
035. Last Thing You Bought: Food. Because food.
036. Last Person You Hugged: My Grandmother

037. Food: A good burger can make my day.
038. Drinks: Dr. Pepper, I'm a recovering sodaholic. I just got out of rehab. (Update: I went back into it... not proud of it)
039. Clothing: Jackets are comfy and easy to wear.
040. Book: Pedagogy of the Oppressed
041. Color: Any color really, despite that I wear all black most days.
042. Flower: The Forget-Me-Not, bundles of them look nice.
043: Music: (See Interests Tab)
044. Movies: Tim Burton, Studio Ghibli
045. Shoes: Anything goes so long as it fits my feet, and can complement most of my wardrobe.
046. Subjects: Computer Graphics.

047. [] I Kissed In The Snow (Never snows where I'm at)
048. [X] I Celebrated Halloween (Every Year)
049. [X] I was Broken hearted (There are lots of sad moments these days.)
050. [] I Went Over The Minutes On Your Cell Phone (I have an unlimited Calling and Texting plan)
051. [] Someone Questioned Your Sexual Orientation (I've questioned other peoples' though.)
052. [] Came Outta The Closet (I'm bi, only those close to me know.)
053. [] Gotten Pregnant (I am male.)
054. [] Had An Abortion (No)
055. [X] Did Something You've Regretted (Regret is a lingering feeling...REOCCURRING TOO.)
056. [X] Broke A Promise (See #55)
057. [X] Kept A Secret (now they talk to me)
058. [X] Pretend to be Happy (I'm the leading man, and the lies I weave are oh, so intricate.)
059. [X] Met Someone Who Changed Your Life (I am thankful)
060. [] Pretended To Be Sick (I never do that.)
061. [X] Left The Country (I hate road-trips though)
062. [] Tried something you normally wouldn't like, and liked it (Not so.)
063. [] Cried Over The Silliest Thing (The tears I shed have their reasons)
064. [X] Ran A Mile (I died)
065. [X] Went To The Beach (I hate swimming, so I stayed in the sand)
066. [] Stayed Single (Nope)

067. Eating: Nothing, at the moment
068. Drinking: Nothing, at the moment
069. Getting Ready to: Play LoL (as Xerath)
070. Listening To: Music
071. Plans For Tomorrow/Today: To live
072. Waiting For: Days to pass.
073. Want Kids: Perhaps.
074. Want To Get Married: If I am capable
075. Careers in mind: Several actually.

76. Lips Or Eyes: Eyes.
077. Shorter Or Taller: Meh. Taller?
078. Romantic Or Spontaneous: Why not Both?
079. Nice Stomach Or Nice Arms: Nice legs.
081. Hookup Or Relationship: Relationships.
082. Troublemaker Or Hesitant: Definitely both. Someone who knows what not to do, yet can take risks. The acknowledgement of one's own moral, is quite attractive.

083. Lost Glasses/Contacts: I don't wear either.
084. Ran Away From Home: Thought about it several times.
085. Held A Weapon: Everything is a weapon.
086. Killed Somebody: When I was young, my teacher said that to hate someone, is to kill someone. That said, I have killed her, and so much more other people...Hatred is a human condition.
087. Broken Someone's Heart: I don't think so, and I hope not. (according to my girlfriend, yeah).
088. Been Arrested: Not yet...

090. Yourself: No, I just do what I do because I do, and I want to
091. Miracles: Yes, I've had so many already.
092. Love At First Sight: No. There's a difference between Love and Lust.
093. Heaven: Yeah? Maybe.
094. Santa Claus: He's the Russian from that one movie right?
096. Magic: The magic of literature, technology, and art is mesmerizing.
096.2. Ghosts: I prefer the benefit of the doubt.

097. Is There One Person You Wanna Be With, Right Now?
I am currently in a relationship, and if possible I would like to stay with her if possible. I, a long time ago, had the notion to say that love isn't a requirement to be happy. It's still true, but I think I'm a bit happier knowing that I'm with her.
098. Are You Seriously Happy With Where You Are, In Life?
No. I can do better, and I try each day hopefully to some avail.
099. Do You Believe In God?
Definitely maybe.
100. Do you like yourself?
I dunno. I've never met myself.


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hopelesslyodd Report | 01/27/2017 11:02 pm
You! HEY I know you!
duo flame Report | 06/06/2014 2:25 am
duo flame
Ain't no problem.
GCurlie Report | 03/13/2014 5:50 pm
thanks for buying. smile
RolandGrievance Report | 01/02/2014 12:17 am
First Day Finished

I draw...