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punkishlyblue Report | 09/15/2019 7:12 am
thank you for the gift! whee i wasnt expecting that! xd
no opinions Report | 09/14/2019 11:55 pm
Hey I just want to make sure, you didn't send that trade to the wrong person?
If not then thankyou, that's awesome!
Kira Cookie Report | 09/07/2019 11:32 pm
Thank you for the gift.
MrsBerries9 Report | 09/07/2019 8:38 pm
Oh hello hello, thanks for the gifts ☺️
PeachyElle Report | 09/07/2019 7:47 pm
heart heart heart heart Thank you for the gift heart heart heart heart
Eli If Ya Nasty Report | 09/01/2019 12:16 pm
Thank you for the gift heart redface
SkyverCo Report | 09/01/2019 9:38 am
Thank you for the gift, gorgeous. :]
In my Cave Report | 08/31/2019 8:11 pm
Thank you so much for the gift!
Maxbro Report | 02/21/2019 6:59 am
Hows it going Rin?
Maxbro Report | 07/09/2018 7:11 am
oooooo child you know i got them issues haha
 

About Moi

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"Maybe I know, somewhere, deep in my soul
That love never lasts
And we've got to find other ways
To make it alone, or keep a straight face.
And I've always lived like this
Keeping a comfortable distance
And up until now I had sworn to myself
That I am content with loneliness
'Cause none of it was ever worth the risk..."


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~ More people call me Rin than my real name.
~ Music is my life - I listen to it 24/7
~ I sing all the time
~ I'm a very introverted person.
~ Relational status: Single
~ I'm German with a little bit of English blood mixed in.
~ I love all my pets dearly - they're my furbabies.
~ I'm more of a tomboy than a girly-girl.
~ I'm 5' 5"
~ I have 8 piercings and 2 tattoos.
~ I have hazel colored eyes.
~ I have an auto-immune disease called Fibromyalgia
~ I'm allergic to cats and pollen.
~ I can be a big flirt with anyone.
~ I love to paint but I stick to paint-by-numbers. These are the two I like the best that I've done: [X] and [X]
~ I joined Gaia on my birthday - that's February 25th
~ I randomly hiccup all the time. It's weird.
~ I'm addicted to lip balm - even if my lips aren't dry, I put it on.
~ When people ask me if I'm fine, I lie... a lot.
~ I worry about everything.
~ I have a bajillion nicknames such as Rin, Rin-a-lin, Rinny-chan, and even some weird stuff like Magee, Polar Bear, Z, Wiggles, and Peanut Butter.

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"How can I say this without breaking
How can I say this without taking over
How can I put it down into words
When it's almost too much for my soul alone
I don't want them to know the secrets
I don't want them to know the way I loved you
I don't think they'd understand it, no
I don't think they would accept me, no
I loved and I loved and I lost you...
And it hurts like hell..."


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Visit my thread: [X]

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"It's like screaming, but no one can hear.
You'll always feel ashamed
That someone could be that important.
That without them, you feel like nothing.
No one will ever understand how much it hurts.
You feel hopeless, like nothing can save you.
And when it's over and it's gone
You almost wish that you could have all that bad stuff back
So that you could have the good..."


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~ Roleplaying & writing
~ Singing
~ Frosting (the only reason people eat cake really)
~ Anime and manga
~ Reading
~ Animals
~ Video games
~ Huggles & kissies
~ Movies, music, and books! <3
~ Piercings and tattoos
~ Traveling the world and learning and experiencing new cultures
~ Greek Mythology

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"My love took me down to the river to silence me,
And when he left I could not speak.
I lay on the ground I tried to scream,
But no sound did come out, I could only bleed blue.
I waited for him 'till the frost did come,
My skin it turned blue and my body was numb.
But my heart it burned out 'till it was no more,
Still I wait on the ground I don't know what for.
And what he said to me I can never say.
Because it's breaking my heart to this very day.
There, there is a heart in here.
Where, where is the heart in here?
This love's killing me but I want it to.
So long you're gone, just like I always knew.
But I'm still here waiting for you..."


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~ Scream-o music and classical - ew
~ Wen pple rite lke dis
~ Singing in front of anyone
~ Driving by myself in unfamiliar places
~ Disappointing someone
~ Admitting that I don't understand or don't know something
~ Insects - especially ones that bite, sting, smell, etc.
~ Chocolate
~ People touching my tummy
~ Having to depend entirely on myself in difficult situations
~ Being home alone at night

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"I was a heavy heart to carry
My beloved was weighed down
My arms around his neck
My fingers laced to crown.
I was a heavy heart to carry
My feet dragged across ground
And he took me to the river
Where he slowly let me drown
My love has concrete feet
My love's an iron ball
Wrapped around your ankles
Over the waterfall
And is it worth the wait
All this killing time?
Are you strong enough to stand
Protecting both your heart and mine?"


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~ Favorite number is 2
~ Favorite color is green.
~ Favorite animal(s) are manatees, cats (the bigger the better) wolves, and horses!
~ Favorite game is Hide and Seek (I'm truly a kid at heart).
~ Favorite video game is Final Fantasy X.
~ Favorite food is shellfish!
~ Favorite flavor of ice cream is coconut.
~ Favorite smell is vanilla.
~ Favorite dessert is ice cream.
~ Favorite flower is a white rose.

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"A certain type of wind has swept me up
A chill has found each bone
I am overcome
There is an icy breath that escapes my lips
And I am lost again
A certain type of darkness has stolen me
Under a quiet mask of uncertainty
I wait for light like water from the sky
And I am lost again
A certain type of silence has filled my voice
I scream beneath the water and make no noise
All my prayers go quiet, they're never heard
And I am lost again
In the sea of lovers without ships
And lovers without sight
You’re the only way out of this
Sea of lovers losing time
And lovers losing hope
Will you let me follow you
Wherever you go
Bring me home..."


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~ "Being happy does not mean that everything is perfect. It simply means you've decided to look beyond the imperfections."

~ "Life is about trusting your feelings, taking chances, losing and finding happiness, appreciating the memories, learning from the past, and realizing life goes on."

~ "People say 'hate' is a strong word but so is 'love' and yet they throw it around like it's nothing."

~ "You can't change what has happened to you in the past. Because what happened to you in the past is what made you who you are in the present."

~ "Sticks and stones might break my bones, but words can shatter the soul."

~ “What you do with your life is really only half of the equation, the other half—the more important half really—is who you’re with when you’re doing it.”

~ "Life isn't about worrying, that's a waste of time. And life isn't about being perfect, it will never happen. Life is about finding yourself and finding people who accept that person."

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"You show up like a hurricane, all hungry-eyed and weather-stained
The clock forgets to tick and I the same
I died the day you disappeared, so why would you be welcome here?
Ride the wind that brought you back away
I cannot stop my rebel hands from pulling out the pots and pans
I left you in the cold until you shook
You're gentle now, but I recall
Both tender fire and bitter squall
A history so deep it hurts to look
No you can't come in...
If the sea should swallow up my house
I will turn my rooftop inside out and the wind will be wailing
But I will be sailing faster
Oh the elements I do not fear but I fall apart when you appear
'Cause you are the greatest disaster"


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Kyubi

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"That feeling that doesn't go away just did
And I walked a thousand miles to prove it
And I'm caught in the crossfire of my own thoughts
The color of my blood is all I see on the rocks
As you sail from me
The lost dreams are buried in my sleep for him
And this was the ecstasy of a love forgotten
And I'm thrown in the gunfire of empty bullets
And my blood is all I see
As you steal my soul from me
Alarms will ring for eternity
The waves will break every chain on me
And God knows I'm not dying but I bleed now
And God knows it's the only way to heal now
With all the blood I lost with you
It drowns the love I thought I knew"


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~ Jewelry - especially earrings
~ Pillows
~ Playing cards
~ Stuffed animals
~ Books
~ Lip balm
~ Anything relating to the Japanese culture

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"Come to me
In the night hours
I will wait for you
And I can’t sleep
Cause thoughts devour
Stay with me a little longer
I will wait for you
Shadows creep
And want grows stronger
Deeper than the truth
I can’t help but be wrong in the dark
Cause I’m overcome in this war of hearts
I can’t help but want oceans to part
Cause I’m overcome in this war of hearts
I can't help but love you
Even though I try not to
I can't help but want you
I know that I'd die without you"


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Maybe this sounds morbid, but I’ve always said when I die, I do not want anyone to wear black at my funeral. Because I’ve never viewed my funeral as something to be sad about. Sure, I’ve passed on from this short life on earth but I’ve gone on to a better place. And I don’t want people to be sad about that. I want people to be happy for me really. I know it sounds crazy, but I want people to be happy at my funeral, to wear bright, joyful colors, to share all the great memories, and the only tears present to be tears from laughing too hard. Sometimes, it takes a funeral for people to realize how precious life truly is and how it can end sooner than we expect. So never take life for granted because life truly is beautiful.

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"I've been ignoring this big lump in my throat
I shouldn't be crying,
Tears were for the weaker days
I'm stronger now, or so I say,
But something's missing
I found the one, he changed my life
But was it me that changed
And he just happened to come at the right time
I'm supposed to be in love
But I'm numb again
Whatever it is,
It feels like it's laughing at me through the glass of a two-sided mirror
Whatever it is,
It's just sitting there laughing at me
And I just wanna scream
What now? I just can't figure it out
What now? I guess I'll just wait it out
What now? Please tell me
What now?
There's no one to call 'cause I'm just playing games with them all
The more I swear I'm happy, the more that I'm feeling alone
'Cause I spent every hour just going through the motions
I can't even get the emotions to come out
Dry as a bone, but I just wanna shout
I don't know where to go
I don't know what to feel
I don't know how to cry
I don't know oh oh why"


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"Served her right for having a good day... Thinking she was doing well, making progress. There was never going to be an end to this. Whenever she thought she could not feel more alone, the universe peeled back another layer of darkness."

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Last Login: 09/14/2019 10:32 pm

Registered: 02/25/2006

Gender: Female

Location: America

Birthday: 02/25

Occupation: Employed

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