Look I...I don't usually worry much. Y'know there's no point. You make plans and whatever happens happens, you live through it and you go on.
And that's pretty easy to do when your by yourself. But when...Y'know when another person needs you...counts on you everything's different.
Suddenly you know what matters more to you. You want things less, you think about what you need to protect and what you need to do. To keep that
person with you